21 year of loneliness. Deaths, traumas, betrayals, sociophobia. Zoloft, normotimics, tranquilizers. Remission, relapse... I am so tired. I am fighting. With enemy which looks like a wall. He is too big to even see a slight change in color and position...

really resonates in my mind how no one would miss me

I want someone to be there. hi! I write this now as a... memoir, of myself. to show why the fuck i committed. i won't kill myself, of course, but relapse. I lost my girlfriend, dated for a year. broke up one day before our anniversary too, lol. saw my cousin's mangled body on the side of the road, and is currently running from my father. I left from Alabama, leaving... some things behind. guess I left myself too. I have family, of course, me and my mom and her side of the family, but I feel hollow. like, even with touch I crave, even around people I love, hollow. a crushing feeling, like the verge of tears. I hug pillows to share my warmth with myself, and it's alright I guess. and, I'm 15, so most of you would say God is your answer, or just reach out. well, "I'm a teen and don't have anything to worry about, I'm overreacting." yeah, that's my life. can't say I'm doing shitty, because they ask "What's wrong"? and I say, everything. I guess I should stop, huh? be safe, take care.

I was only temporary

the neighbourhood - the beach (instrumental, slowed & muffled )

new track w/ @iamoneheart

stream https://kurate.lnk.to/DS034
released by @dreamscapeyt

snowfall w/ Øneheart

øneheart x reidenshi - snowfall (slowed reverb)

stream / download:
https://oneheart.lnk.to/apathy

follow me:
soundcloud: @iamoneheart 
spotify: https://spoti.fi/3ChwAoB
bandcamp: https://iamoneheart.bandcamp.com 
instagram: www.instagram.com/oneheartisok
vk: vk.com/oneheartmusic
twitter: twitter.com/iamoneheartmusic

released by @dreamscapeyt

apathy

daniel.mp3 - green to blue (slowed & reverb)

non-profit on my behalf.

all credits to øneheart <3

øneheart - apathy (slowed reverbed)

Øneheart - Snowfall | Super Slowed + Reverb

Stream / Download:
https://antent.lnk.to/firstsnow

Follow:
@antent
open.spotify.com/artist/6ovctVkv7d2fBdilDRYfDW
instagram.com/antentofficial/
youtube.com/user/AntentMusic
vk.com/antentmusic

released by @dreamscapeyt

first snow

my song was in the movie " Terrifier 3 ". 
here is the link to my other song in the movie - https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/life-on-hold-1

spotify

perpetual (from Terrifier 3)

stream / download:
https://oneheart.lnk.to/nostalgia

follow me:
soundcloud: @iamoneheart 
spotify: https://spoti.fi/3ChwAoB
bandcamp: https://iamoneheart.bandcamp.com 
instagram: www.instagram.com/oneheartisok
vk: vk.com/oneheartmusic
twitter: twitter.com/oneheartisok

art by:
https://www.instagram.com/melithescary

nostalgia

losing

a vow - as the light fades

The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We

My Love Mine All Mine

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

i was only temporary

spotify link

you not the same (slowed down version)

stream & download

tilekid - you not the same (slowed down version)

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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i was only temporary

my head is empty

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