Miserable paradise
Because how can I be happy without you?
I know you would want me to be happy, and I’m trying so hard
But without you here, all I feel is a miserable paradise.

I'm lost in my thoughts, feels like im doing time, tryn to hash back when you was mine, i dont know if I'll make it out this time, aint no motivation it's scary, but Idc I just wanted you but it's you that painted from what can i see its its your miserable paradise

to be real. I dont mind what happens next.

my head is empty when i lost u.. i guess ?

this song was in the movie " Terrifier 3 "
here is my other song that was in the movie - https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/perpetual

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life, on hold

my song was in the movie " Terrifier 3 ". 
here is the link to my other song in the movie - https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/life-on-hold-1

spotify

perpetual (from Terrifier 3)

everything in memory will be erased

free download

music video: https://youtu.be/D682dSewGfA
thank you for the millions of streams on this song on spotify,
as well as the thousands of videos on tiktok using the audio.
seeing you all living your life to this song i just randomly made one day in my room after a good bike ride, i had no idea it would reach so many people. thank you all for listening and showing me your world on tiktok, and you all have in turn changed my world streaming this song so many times on Spotify. thank you all so much. i know soundcloud is a bit dead these days, but if you would like i can share music here too, and not just to spotify. let me know! big love
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy

as an update, i am writing this on 7/4/23 - i am currently writing more ambient music as well as nothing is real, part XIX (19). i am excited to share with you all this new music :) and again, thank you all so much for streaming the heck out of these songs on spotify. it truely means the world to me. thank you so much. it has made the situation with my health a million times easier. <3

ambient vol 3

numb

Spotify Link

special thanks to my lover for doing a lil vocal thing @miranda-ra1n
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my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

ambient vol 4

a way out

ambient playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/584lvwMp0rOmLd4p1bF4xb

where i am
08/25/23

follow me:
spotify: bitly.ws/Segh
instagram: bitly.ws/SegW
vk: bitly.ws/Sehp

where i am

insiped by @danielmp3-music

https://open.spotify.com/track/2mKMT8SZnIwwM7q5YYkxJW - spotify

thank you for listening <3

blue vision

ambient playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/584lvwMp0rOmLd4p1bF4xb

Link: https://lnk.to/whenthelightsgoout

when the lights go out EP
10/20/23

follow me:
spotify: bitly.ws/Segh
instagram: bitly.ws/SegW
vk: bitly.ws/Sehp

when the lights go out

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/6QbIZ0xnb5ESwZrV2ZF9Ih?si=_PWt_BdcRYizkezJ8b2xRg
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i'm working on nothing is real, part 19. 
its very far along and im excited to share.
its been relaxing releasing simple ambient, but i want it to be clear that my  "nothing is real" albums is always where my heart will truly lie, and the only thing that truly makes me feel accomplished. i hope all of those who are here just for ambient will also give this other sound a chance. it would mean a lot to me, thank you. to be honest, making ambient is really depressing to me. i know its more digestible and easy to listen to vs. something very complicated and technically dense, but it makes me feel like i am putting a hard limit on the things i am capable of. i feel myself becoming a bit crazy limiting myself so much with this genre and i will be taking a break to make the things i love to make. im sure it will hurt me in the long run, and i will lose all the new listeners from ambient, but in the end, i will probably die very pre-maturely from my brain disease, so id like to make what i want to make the most with the time i have instead of chasing numbers that mean nothing anyways. music is so important to me, and always has been. i really, really hope that after im gone, you guys will please listen to the nothing is real albums. if all my music was deleted except for those albums i would be fine with that, its what represents what i want to say in this life above all.

spotify link

she became my atlas

this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
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https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

ambient playlist

miserable paradise

Download / Stream:
https://lnk.to/idontbelong

Follow me:
@antent
open.spotify.com/artist/6ovctVkv7d2fBdilDRYfDW
instagram.com/antentofficial/
youtube.com/user/AntentMusic
vk.com/antentmusic

Follow my head is empty:
open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy
instagram.com/myhead_isempty
@tidecruz

i don't belong

🤍🤍🤍🤍
my head is an ambient playlist (more songs) _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

my head is empty

hell is other people

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/zXO6LD_f8EM?si=NnZzoImXp4oaaOJb
my head is an ambient playlist _ open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud! it got the number one spot on Spotify's own "Liminal" playlist! 
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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my ambient playlist

i was only temporary 2 u (sped up)

Listen on Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0W5qRZHqL0tLEHsWIFCspB

without many words

TV noise

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

i can't breathe

get it and support🙌

Autumn Bliss

‎‎creator of the " nothing is real " album series (2018 - present) + “ i was only temporary”.
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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