The most pain possible
Knowing you will always hurt someone you love
And you don’t know if anything will change
Or if you’re doomed to an endless spiral of repeating pain and hurt and healing and pain and hurt and healing and pain and hurt and heali-

nothing is real

why are you weeping?

from the upcoming album "nothing is real, part 20".
music video --> https://youtu.be/CcMNDHTZlZU
\\\\ --- 19 albums of songs like this - my "nothing is real" album series
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♡♡♡ https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/the-nothings
♡♡♡ https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/

nothing is real, part XX

music video

you're a bad person (music video)

music video: https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE
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from the upcoming ' nothing is real, part XX '
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when you're not home

when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
you're too close
darling, you're too close for comfort
you're too good
you're too good to me

and now i'll do what i always do
and make you hurt beyond words

i don't know what bone people have
that makes them act normally

but somewhere up above
it feels like pieces must of been left out

i always know what to do
and what you want from me

and i found a way to do the opposite
i find a way to cause the most pain possible

i find a way to make sure
that ten months from now 
im back there on the floor, wondering
who could of done this to me?

album download

the most pain possible

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86


Lyrics: 
wishing for an easy way
there's gotta be a better way
its what they say
but theyve never lived a day in my place

i dont wanna hear another word unless you mean to say
you'll go away

how did i let myself get this way
was it me who was always in my way

and im in the middle of the road
with the cars passing by

wondering why noone will stop 
too see
 if im doing all right

cause im not alright

not tonight and not tomorrow
i dont know

the wayy your hair ued to smell mixed with my cologne
it seems so far away like a dream i used to know

i need to get off the ground 
i need to take myself home

but some reasons unknown
i just dotnt want to go

i just want to lay here
and let the one who's eyes are elsewhere
take me away

let their motor car steer closer 
steer closer 
steer closer now
Steer closer my way

exit plan

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

when you hurt me like this

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
its harder than you seem to see
just how it feels to become me
i'm burned alive i should of died
i lost you once wont lose you twice
i fall apart into the pile
and all my life was it worth while
eat from what i leave behind
ill close my eyes i've had enough
its harder than you seem to see

i fall apart,

music video: https://youtu.be/HiY0D4Kp1jw
album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
missing all the yellow sun
not missing what i had done
i wanna have this feeling back
from this there is no coming back

second chaces yesterday
it always feel so far away

until i'm back in my old ways
i'll bring about the end of days

i'll wish apon a dying star
i hadn't taken it so far
every night in my old room
i see your face
i see the face of my old friends
i see the places i had been
i feel the pain from way back then 
like it's happening, right now

but it's just me
here on the floor

i want the love i used to know
but this pain is unbearable
how am i suppose to go... on like this?
how there can be something more?
this is all there is.
this is all there is.
i swear to god, this is all there is.

right now (w/music video)

w/ @miranda-ra1n
lyric video: https://youtu.be/43TcttRBgKA
nothing is real tracks (soundcloud): https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/nir
all 20 NIR albums(spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3
download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xviii

thank you for listening <3

nothing is real, part XVIII

NIR playlist 💛

and it's her,

Download | Stream:
lnk.to/loststar

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Released by @dreamscapeee

lost star

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ghxsted. & unnholy - lost star

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/3Pb21vmCyKEjjZAgfLLJ1l?si=JWLCktANRYuuFxWbf_g0gg

cassette

fade away

stream: sevenlies.lnk.to/lostinyoureyes

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released by: @dreamscapeee

lost in your eyes

I can remember when all of the numbers knew what it meant to share.
Sure, they all were different, but no one seemed to care.
Can’t say exactly when it started happening, but getting along now is rare.
They all think that they are number one.

Five says to eight, ‘well, you used to be great, but I can’t support you now’.
Three says to nine, ‘We can get along fine, but I don’t care for you anyhow.’
Seven and three used to always agree, but two came along with a plow.
They all think that they are number one.
No one gets along with anyone!

Something’s just not adding up, the math does not compute.
Everybody has an explanation of their truth.
Come November we add up the numbers from the voting booth.
Then we start it all up once again.
What if the two and the four and the six recognized what they truly shared?
What if the three and the eight were united? What if they truly cared?
But then the four and the five came together and suddenly everyone’s scared.
They all think that they are number one.
No one gets along with anyone!
We are right back where we first begun!

Something’s just not adding up, the math does not compute.
Everybody has an explanation of their truth.
Come November we add up the numbers from the voting booth.
Then we start it all up once again.

The Numbers Game


主，我今将自己
交在你恩手中，
我只望能为着召会花费，
虽不知我前途
有何患难或痛苦，
若是为着你召会，
何来懊悔！

https://www.hymnal.net/cn/hymn/ts/746

花费 (singing)

When I'm on my knees please say you'll do.

Every Little Piece

‎‎creator of the "nothing is real" album series. (2018-present)
hello. my brain is killing me from a disease called multiple sclerosis. i am making as much music as i can before inevitability i wake up one day unable to function.  i wouldn't wish this on anybody. thanks for listening.
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