lyrics:

im so sorry
im useless
im worthless to you

im so sorry
im ignorant
im messing with you

i should run away
nothing feels the same
nothings in my brain
i swerved in your lane
i cut in your lane
paid the price to pay
am i here too late
im 5 minutes late
im 10 minutes late
im a decade late
you should run away
im not perfect girl
im so wreckless girl
you should get away

excuse me for being such a loser

sign crushes our souls into 1

lyrics:
my eyes, are glued to the floor
but im so scared
fading in n out of existence
only ur touch leaves me wanting u more
but im so scared
i can feel the distance gett!ng greater 
ur actively searching for the exit door
but i wish u'd stay 
just for a little could u make my day?
now i, stay in my own unfathomable hell !

rot - your soul was never mine to keep.

im saying something you'll regret
im saying something you'll forget
and romeo wont do it yet
unless he talks to juliet
and i wont shoot the messanger 
but i think youre a better her
and my life sucks its getting worse
everyday im getting hurt

do u want to be
my valentine shorty
so hold me
so i wont be lonely
ur mine today
on valentines day

valentines day came late this year or not at all hahahahaha

im not slacking off / compilation of unfinished songs

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody loves you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody hates you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded (x2)

Kill Yourself Stupid

prod me

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

i dont feel like anyone else
not even myself
i hate this feeling that comes by
every other week
i feel so damn week
is this whats its like to be you all the time

take your life
but let me take mine
i wanna persuade you
better than the thoughts inside your head

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

god you fucking suck

produced and mixed by me

theres so many things left to do
i cant see you moving out of this wall
and i know its all my fault
now theres no one to catch my fall

NO MORE,
YOUR DEAD!

GET OUT OF,
MY HEAD!

YOU CHANGED,
MY FATE!

I CANT,
GO AWAY!

I KNOW WHAT,
YOU SAID!

I'LL DIE IN,
MY BED!

I'LL JUST,
DECAY!

TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS PLACE! (FUCK!!!!!)

11-08-24

the trees can talk

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

lyrics:Tell me why I got these cuts on my palms, on my palms Tell me why you like to turn me on, turn me on Why do you always want to be right when you're wrong? I'm such a loser, can't we just get along? You say I'm rude, but I did not mean to hurt you your so fake u act brand new now I know ur so see through You said you hate me, but you wanted to date me But you were kinda crazy, you were not my lady

your wrong in literally every situation

dirt baggg

🕯️ Lilith – Songs To Die For, Part IV 🕯️

The fourth chapter in Lilith’s haunting anthology, Songs To Die For, Part IV, burns brighter and darker than ever before — a requiem of fury, faith, and fatal beauty. Here, Lilith weaves her vampiric voice through the shadows of modern metal, industrial pulse, and gothic melancholy, resurrecting songs across genres and reshaping them into her own cathedral of sound.

From the thrash inferno of “Disciples of the Watch” (Testament) and the sinister seduction of “The Disease” (Living Dead Girl) to the industrial venom of “Love Like Lies” (Aesthetic Perfection) and the Germanic hunt of “Jagdzeit” (Megaherz), every track bleeds with elegance and rage. Her take on “Venomous” (Raised Fist) and “Repeat Until Death” (Bombus) channels pure defiance — while the reimagined “Torn” (Natalie Imbruglia) closes the record as a ghostly ballad of loss and rebirth.

Amid these covers lies “Mirror of Flies”, a crossover from Psychokult, tying Lilith’s universe deeper into the Hellmountain mythos — a reflection of chaos, beauty, and eternal hunger.

🩸 Part IV stands as a monument to transformation: where metal, pop, and industrial worlds collide — and where Lilith reigns supreme, draped in roses of red and violet, crowned in deathless gold.

valentines day came late this year or not at all hahahahaha

till death do we start