Plans made, unfulfilled
For a life not lived
We dared to believe it was real
But it wasn’t to be for us
What we grasped for a moment turned to dust
Fleeting perfection, swiftly crushed
Now I survive, because I must

What do I do with the pain
To live life again
To remember is hard
To forget is even harder
We’re together alone
I cry but you won’t
I’m weak and you’re strong 
But who will fall the hardest?

Do you remember before
The darkness came to call
And took away the dream
Now I yearn for those days
To not know, not feel this way
To be ignorant, to be free
To unsee what I have seen

What do I do with the pain
To live life again
To remember is hard
To forget is even harder
We’re together alone
I cry but you won’t
I’m weak and you’re strong 
But who will fall the hardest?

Please listen to me
I’m here and I need you 
We’re different I know
Let me in and I’ll show you
Love can exist with pain
And weakness is a strength
Together we’ll find
I’ll ease your hurt and you’ll ease mine

What do I do with the pain
To live life again
To remember is hard
To forget is even harder
We’re together alone
I cry but you won’t
I’m weak and you’re strong 
But who will fall the hardest?

Who Will Fall?

Symphony

Half Time

Spoken word Evrim
Additional vocals TBC
Music: V

BECOME THE SKY ft EVRIM

I Threw Away The Rose

Using audio talk from Eckhart Tolle to create a track. Respond, but don't react.

Respond, don't react (Feat. Eckhart Tolle)

Dear friends
children seem to trust us adults, and it is important not to betray their trust.
They act as we act, even if they not always act as we say!!


They follow

You can see anticipation in their faces
in every single picture of a child
They may be poor - or maybe they are rich
They must be waiting for something of importance for their life
They trust their parents, and they trust all adults
and the kids follow what they say
and the kids follow what they say

One may wonder what is the reason for their behavior
I think it is because their minds
are set on - everyone wanting them well
You may also see the same behavior when You meet a dog
they often wag their tails as a sign of confidence
and the dogs follow what You say
and the dogs follow what You say

It must be an innate behavior
to trust what all adults can do
You can study - a newly born child
when they see their parents smile when they are lifted to their chest
we adults must never betray their trust
cause the kids follow what we say
cause the kids follow what we say

Approximate translation into Swedish
De följer
Du kan se förväntan i deras ansikten
på varje bild av ett barn
De kan vara fattiga - eller kanske är de rika
De måste vänta på något som är viktigt för deras liv
De litar på sina föräldrar, och de litar på alla vuxna
och barnen följer vad de säger
och barnen följer vad de säger

Man kan undra vad som är orsaken till deras beteende
Jag tror att det är för att deras sinnen
är inställda - på att alla vill dom väl 
Du kan också se samma beteende när du träffar en hund
de viftar ofta med svansen som ett tecken på förtroende
och hundarna följer vad du säger
och hundarna följer vad du säger

Det måste vara ett medfött beteende
att lita på vad alla vuxna gör
Du kan studera - ett nyfött barn
när de ser sina föräldrar le när de lyfts till bröstet
vi vuxna får aldrig förråda deras förtroende
för barnen följer vad vi säger
för barnen följer vad vi säger

They follow

Half Awake

Dirt Revolver’s Adventures in Future Dub 🎧

Label: Neuro Noir
Artist: Dirt Revolver
Release Title: Adventures in Future Dub
Format: Digital / Vinyl
Style: Future Dub / Dub Tech / Experimental Bass
Release Date: 05 August 2025

From the thick haze of analog echoes to the shimmering edge of digital precision, Dirt Revolver returns with a deeply immersive sonic journey, Adventures in Future Dub. This seven-part odyssey straddles the pulse of future-forward dub and the spacious, low-end drenched landscapes of classic echo chamber experimentation.

Each track feels like a chapter pulled from a sci-fi dreamscape, where basslines rumble like distant engines, delays swirl through synthetic mist, and metallic percussion pulses with eerie restraint. Think Mad Professor beamed aboard a spaceship built by Burial and Basic Channel. Dirt Revolver keeps one foot in tradition, the other in the unknown.

Wrapped in futuristic artwork that evokes fog-drenched neon and cinematic scale, this is dub built not just for sound systems, but for explorers. A bold and genre-blurring statement that proves dub has a future, and it sounds like this.

Recommended for fans of Rhythm & Sound, The Bug, and Deadbeat. Essential for DJs and sonic adventurists alike.

Buy the 12" Vinyl here: https://elasticstage.com/neuronoir
Download from Bandcamp: https://dirtrevolver.bandcamp.com/music

All Rights Reserved
Written and Produced by Alan Cross
Neurohaven©2025


Neon Roots

On the edge of time

Sometimes we can be our own worst enemies. We struggle against things that are ultimately good for us. I think when we let our guards down and become more open, we discover wonderful things in our lives.

Credits: 
Troy Warren, Elizabeth Butler, producers
Elizabeth Butler: words, music, lead vocals, acoustic guitar
Mark Hallman: mastering
Torri Baker: harmony vocals, choir arrangement and vocals
Kira Small: harmony vocals
Frank DeBretti: lead electric guitar, acoustic guitar
Andre Moran: electric guitar, additional engineering
Andrew Gordon: stand-up bass guitar (recording engineer Cody Franz)
Dale Chung: percussion
Coffee Guzman: drums (recording engineer: Paul Cox)
Mark Hallman: Hammond B3 organ (recording engineer: Andre Moran)
Brad Chapman: vocal pre-production
Gary Talley: guitar preproduction
Jody Quine: graphic artist
Khamkeo Vilaysing: cover photo

Symphony

TF4