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12/26/22

best of navyxower

sad bangers 2023

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

MEMORY FROM THE FUTURE w/ JUDI3X

i wanna be ur favorite

BLKNoise - Outside Feat. Shizukesa.
A vibey Summer track that was released too late lol.

Outside Feat. Shizukesa

3/4
@heylog
produced by me and @creativeravine

(vil)
you got me staring at the wall now
put a gun up to my head, that's all you got now?
i don't want to be the reason to set you free (i can't be who you want me to be)
you see me lying on the surface
its hard to tell who there is hurting
i know you're late and you want me to stop...
you gotta think on your own now

[chorus]
in a silo, fiending when i walk out
they go around me they don't know the shit we on about
corner breaching and i'm bringing all my dogs out
never fallout, waiting for a callout
callout, callout, callout, oh (x4)

(heylog)
you fooled a lot when you speak
it's a part of you
i know everytime you talk
it's never the truth
always stuck inside ur gut just to consume
took me years and i still barely know you
so 
how do you feel
living life faker than real
its a lot to spill
you'd do anything for will
if i could call you out
id do it by now
if i could watch you cry
i'd sip my tea and smile
please dont go
life sucks
i know

[chorus]
in a silo, fiending when i walk out
they go around me they don't know the shit we on about
corner breaching and i'm bringing all my dogs out
never fallout, waiting for a callout
callout, callout, callout, oh (x4)

spotify

callout ft. heylog [vil synth + ravine]

all plats

i keep trying +rit [dgtl]

prod @pinecabin

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lyrics
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oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

i know you don't like that
ur crushing my heart, at
oh ur lost at sea, ohh

you never cared about the way i feel
and if i leave, it guess its not a big deal
i told u put the effort, hope u see its all real

my parents never told me that they wanted me, still
i told them i don't wanna hear ever, not real

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the  

i don't wanna be here, anymore
take me far, so far away from all the people at my door!

writing letters till i drop dead, on the bloody floor
ill never send them all away they'll be right here, ill write some more

but you wont, ever, see me again
crushing all the pathways, so we cant meet again!
drop my phone, in the water, leave it there, im gone for sure
i LOST ALL  MY CONNECTOINS BEING AWFUL LET ME GO

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

the airs getting cold on the streets.

[+ sogimura]
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@northshoremusic
@autumndropsdead
@emptychest

Take Over The Night w/ NAVYXOWER, hero, The North Shore, autumndropsdead & emptychest

@navyxower
@strivemusicau
@northshoremusic
@imperial223
@shizukesaaa

h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, imperial & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
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prod. beamerboy
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lyrics_
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hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics

she gets high 
every other night
and just cries
girl I'll be with u tonight
im en route
im near the drop off

every day I fuse into one this month
i can't keep control if the speed too much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i can't even see my fingers front my face in these lights

everything's different than it had been before
unroll my backwoods and break my meteors
friends like this family I never knew before
life on this planet ain't felt this new before 

get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl I'll be with u tonight
im en route yeah
im around the block
yeah im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down yeah
i cannot stand for this shame
im to proud
im locked up so I kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down
guess she know me too well

im bleeding im falling 
im tearing apart
past the andromeda 
im in the stars
one u look down 
on the earth from this far
u can see just how small 
of a person u are

u could stay girl it's cold, 
can u see the lightning?
i just talk then I leave
im not tryna slide in
i distract then I bleed
if she got me hitting
don't get me wrong
we all human
but in uninviting

tell me if I take too long
i just wanna turn u on
turn u on
rip thru the phone book
she grip me by the heart
plenty left me broken
but the way u do it
turns me on
why's this summer so long



locked_ down_ x turn_ u_ on_ (ztope)

[+ Tosha]

1st - @user-411557229 
2nd - @northshoremusic 
3rd - @emptychest 
4th - @imperial223
5th - @strivemusicau 
6th - @caspywaspy 
7th - @soulfadexo 
8th - @x1fern 
9th - @noxious-nights 
10th - @navyxower 
11th - @shizukesaaa 
12th - @hoeplessboy

Holding Onto Something [+ Tosha x Kev]

mixed & mastered by @whatafuckingbitch <3

artwork by https://instagram.com/sadcatsllc?igshid=NTdlMDg3MTY=

poison in my cup (prod. metlast)

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@imperial223

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

Cage w/ strivesad, shizukesa, autumndropsdead & imperial [+ Tied For Silver x flesh]

ghost in the shell (feat. SXMPRA)

i don't wanna be just another one of your lovers

photo/artwork - @jaredoutten

spotify: https://play.spotify.com/album/3TVcx6Y1GkLyhYRiP9waai

lyrics: 
I got a little drunk last night baby
started thinking about you and i
the way your lips just feel on mine
nothing ever gets me so high

going through the motions 
know you're feeling worthless baby baby
i just wanna be with you
let me have your heart too
baby baby

(hook)
cause I don't wanna be just another one of your lovers
so let me take you by the hand and show you that i want ya
love like this comes from your kiss and i fall deeper again
cause i don't wanna be just another one of your lovers

(below average guitar solo)

(hook)

Free Download

Just Another (prod. by CaRter)

jayteKz - Butterflies [Official Music Video]

produced by @hxrxkiller



i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless

i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

you left me fucking heartless
pretending that we never existed
and now i'm all alone reminiscing
if i wanna talk would you listen?

or should i just save me breath?
and now i'm just wishing for death
ever since you left me to clean up the mess that you made
i haven't been feeling good i've been feeling less than okay
i tried to help you but you said i just get in your way

yeah you thought you could change me
you thought you could be the one to save me
after all this time i'm still the same me
now i'm going crazy

and i don't wanna feel this way
i got a lot in my head that i wish i could say
but you're gone and i know that you're not gonna stay
and it hurts cause i know that i'm not okay

not okay
tell you that i'm fine but i'm not okay

why'd you have to go and leave me heartless?
[x2]

i never meant to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

heartlessღ [hxrxkiller]

Lips

produced by @yung-bleach



maybe you just liked me when i was on my ass because it made you feel better about yourself...
are you kidding?

(these thoughts in my head)
(after all that's been said)

these thoughts in my head,
i can't escape from them
after all that's been said,
she still crawls in my bed
and i feel awake again
[x3]

wish i could just put what we had to rest
you lay in my bed with your head on my chest

i'm tired of feeling worthless
don't know if i deserve this
i know i'm not perfect
but i been working
behind closed curtains
burning my burdens
tryna find purpose
come up empty handed got me feeling so nervous

and i don't wanna wait for the day that i say that i'll be okay
and i don't wanna deal with the pain that i feel in my brain i might go insane

yeah i'm fucked up and i know
i wish that i had some sort of self control
when i'm with you my heart feels like it's at home
but i know i probably should let you go, go

these thoughts in my head,
i can't escape from them
after all thats been said,
she still crawls in my bed
and i feel awake again

after all thats been said [bleach]

see attached

Let It Go

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7q5wgEVwBWXPxHuHuRimMi?si=JK3mqkVORV2k8I_pRvPEvQ

FINALLY A NEW TRACK BOYS AND GIRLS!

lyrics:
saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


looking at myself in the third person
wishing i could find what i'm searching for
i don't wanna be a temporary memory
i wanna be remembered, i'll be written down in history

and i don't need help from you
i can do this on my own
i can do this on my own


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did

i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i 'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did 
i'll show you what you did


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

bittersweet

Henry Verus - Alone!

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

[+] vampire baby, won't be bleedin 4 long
* featuring @emofruits * produced by @roxiums *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: @seejayxo]
If you don't know by now, then I don't think you ever will
I been on my own for some time
But you know the deal...

[chorus: @seejayxo]
I been stacking chips
I been gettin to my cake
I don't give a fuck what she say
I just gotta know if we okay
I just hope you know I could die today

If I really love you, I'ma tell you what I'm thinking
I was busy trappin-- I ain't think that you was schemin
Now I know your plan I think we even
I just gotta tell you that I love you now I'm bleedin'

Bleedin

+ stream on SPOTIFY

bleedin (feat. ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave it's like a pistol's,
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
every time you cry be there to kiss you
i'll be your tissue

h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, imperial & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

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