ft. noxiousnights

do I take him

Copy of Daily Drops

playlist00

1st @noxious-nights | 2nd @strivemusicau | 3rd @northshoremusic | 4th @emptychest | 5th @soulfadexo |

(noxiousnights)
You don't wanna feel the way that i do 
Can see right through
Why you callin'?

You don't wanna feel the way that i do 
I can feel you're faking it I can see right through
So
Why you callin'?
Yeah, baby girl why you callin' l?

You could never move the way that I move
You cut right through my heart there's no excuse
So
Why you callin'?
Baby girl tell me why you callin' l?

(strivesad.)
I’m in a vicious cycle
And I don’t give a damn
I’m here without a plan
Making music for my fans
they be talking about me
I’m changing up my melody
how you deal without me
How you deal without me
Baby I’m
Always on the verge of
Ending my life
I’m about to cry
cause you cannot leave my mind
I’m sorry if I lie when I tell you that I’m fine
I’m sorry if I lied cause I drink away my life

(nevrwrld)
I’ve got the sounds of a broken heart 
3 more shots then I’m going dark 

6 feet deep behind your yard 
and put me where I belong

Hold your fire 
Revoke your answers 
I’m not ready to go 

(emptychest)
is it a vital path to go down
i cant even speak now
i cant even see 
and my lifes getting kinda bleak now
getting kinda bleak now
fucked up in the sheets now
every single night that i been grinding, i been weak now
but ion get sleep no
126 like combo
smoking on that rainbow
weeping like the willow
packing heavy pinto
bitch u js a no show
think im boutta plateu
living slow mo

(Soulfade)
You still make me feel empty
I don’t know what to expect
It’s getting way too colder
From every touch you make
I cannot try and try again
It’s making me feel broken
The matter breaks in cycles
Don’t try and fucking save me

where i belong w/ emptychest, strivesad, noxiousnights, The North Shore & soulfade

[prod: @thersx]

[@soulfadexo] = Intro Verse
[@noxious-nights] = 1st verse
[@xipz_sad] = 2nd verse
[@ihatekoju] = 3rd verse
[@ripk41] = 4th verse
[@sadboigoyard] = 5th verse
[@yoimn3ver] = 6th verse

Ghxst Collective - Invitation [+ thersx]

1st @strivemusicau | 2nd @kuriositylol | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @autumndropsdead | 5th @user-411557229 |

(strivesad.)
yeah i won't play nice
am i doing this right
i'll confine
in my sadness tonight
and i'll never say goodbye
to torture my mind
turn this darkness to light
gotta fight for my life (ooh)

(kuriosity)
lately ive been nauseous
cant eat right
ive been throwing up
smoke a L so i can eat
i put my feelings in the trunk
smoke till i cant see
drink till im throwin up
what am i waiting for
no im not blowing up
cheap liquor i put it on ice 
if it aint me u aint doin it right
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
fuck u ion play it nice 
fuck u ion play it nice
fuck u 
fuck u 
fuck u ion play it nice 

(noxiousnights)
i just took a break from that drink and that weed
i'm sober as fuck and i'm so fucking exhausted
working on my health, i was killin myself
had to throw away all the pills on my shelf
but i don't give a fuck, i could die tomorrow
they would run over my body if it was on the road
heart like stone and broken like my phone
i'm left in the cold and it's freezing my bones

(autumndropsdead)
can’t correlate with my head 
even though i try 
i don’t feel any better yet
so i sulk instead, life’s on the line
never knew where my shelter is
but we never knew what we started
people talk, but i choose not to worry us
at least i go all in, fuck your polish 
you ain’t gonna make me trust

(residential.)
wasting time
wasting shit
i been in my head
blew a stack
cause i can
now the beamer red
talking less
to my friends
now im in my bed
where the fuck
do you go
when your better dead
smoking gasoline under evergreen bleeding
sold your daughter green now she on my screen feening
never showing up
i been in my room leaning
i think i enjoy when my fingers lose feeling

Darkness 2 Light w/ autumndropsdead, residential, kuriosity, strivesad & noxiousnights [+ sogimura]

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

Do You Love Me? (Prod. Ross Gossage & Lockhome)

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

Darius King - Distant Love @Kehlani

Your Diary ft. harvest (prod. dog & hottub johny)

music video out now https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpaXYZvJrXkdn7VL8xr2IMA

lyrics
verse 1:
you couldn't do it 
take yourself serious for more than a month 
lies and excuses
based off experience its never your fault 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

second verse:
i made up my mind 
i never wanna go through this again 
i stayed up all night 
to write a list of everything i think about 
like how you chewed me up was just to spit me out 
forgive me now is what you used to say 
but things are different now 
but thats all because 
thats all because 
thats all because 

pre-hook: 
if i kept you too close its cause i wanted to keep you longer 
and if i let you go its cause i don't wanna need you longer

hook:
and i know your done with this well so am i 
guess that makes two of us 
and i meant the words i said tonight 
we've both been through enough 

post-hook:
the more that i hate you 
the more that id wait for the 
door to be open 
then slam in my face 
i'm taking all that i need
i've bled out all i can bleed

written by sace6
produced and mixed by noah thomas 
mastered by Chris Gehringer

bled

Lyrics:
ima keep going, i aint gon stop homie
pick myself out the mud and put down the glock homie
im giving all that i got, thats off the top homie
this shit is rough but we tough and thats how we rock homie

had to put down the weapon so i could find myself
all the pain in these lessons got me want off myself
and all these thoughts in my head got me dread, im locked in hell
and all the hurt in my chest it be like a prison cell

its a struggle damn near every night
close my eyes, its a fight or flight
never know i can trust my sight
everybody scheming, paranoid, it got me out my mind

really homie i just want some peace
got me praying while im on my knees
so im lookin at me jesus piece
gotta stay i will never cease

going insane so i spit in the booth
keep myself hungry got too much to do
they could talk all they shit but im still movin through
gotta get my racks up so im chasin the loot

this aint a rags rich story
still in the mud, chase glory
feeling so lost like Dory
goal in my sights, hit the pipe like Forty

grinding every day is just how we cope
reaching for the bag, im still going broke
only love the Ruger on my side i tote
think that i can spot a tiny glimmer hope

fucking stg ima be up ima have it all
one day kill my demons, i can function finally after all
really fucking mean it, hope you been good, on my mind and all
guess we pushing through, i wish you well and im not sad at all

Lyrics

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

I'm a hurtboy sittin' at the bottom
All I do is make noise talking bout my problems
All these numbers in my phone, I don't call 'em
All I do is crumble when alone with the bottle

Don't look at me when I'm like this
No point wasting time tryna fight this
Only time I feel alive when the night hits
I look at the moon and the light so vibrant

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

But I don't think I'll ever get it
You get what you give I cannot get what I'm not giving
Life is fucking shit I do not get why I'm still living
I just need a hit, need to get out for a minute

I'm so pissed off at myself
I'm stuck, oh god, can't find help
I still feel all that I felt
Locked inside myself but I don't have no bail

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

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i can't go on. | Produced by nxku

engineered by: @qtmistake & @areyougiovanni
written & performed by: @qtmistake

Always You

prod king theata 
lyrics

me:
last song, so baby keep it playing
my mom been sick of all the playing
iv been playing the part for too long now
i don’t wanna go i just wanna leave my hometown

when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up the phone

hated when i rolled up back then
and i never listened
i just wanna feel you smoke in my lungs
sorry for what happened
baby we were kids then, and iv always been on the run

like can i get up out the 864?
hate this town i don’t wanna live here no more
had me begging i was down on my knees begging please
don’t you walk right out of that door
when i’m falling you don’t pick me up
when i’m calling you don’t pick up my phone calls
you don’t pick up the phone x2

spooky: 
you called me a lost cause
then you turned your phone off
iv been in a state of paranoia, feel like a brick wall
you used to be someone i loved 
now you’re just someone i pissed off
you just call me the problem
baby who the fuck got you locked up
iv been waiting round for years for you to tell me i’m the only one
that shit was as real as a folk song
this feel like the last call, at the bar up on long hill
i moved to California but you’re probably there still, uh

i hope the last songs one that you can’t hear
i hope you drive safe ima just steer clear
and growing up is just a cut that you can’t heal
and i know we were kids but why did all of it feel real?
might need a coat, you’re just like a storm 
and the years ain’t kept me dry

last song w/ spookybands

[+ sogimura]
@noxious-nights ♤
@safeatlast
@northshoremusic 🂡
@strivemusicau ♤
@navyxower 🂡

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