I’m thankful for the compliments
I reached some goals, I made some friends
But this just isn’t meant to be
Will disappoint you eventually
The weekend I am home again
Feel weak and feel alone again
My thoughts blurred in an endless noise
Too guilt tripped to make the right choice

I’m frozen
Stare at blank walls
Don’t answer the door
And don’t answer your calls
No motion
Absorbed into void
Devoid of emotion
Devotion destroyed

Feel overwhelmed, I feel so stressed
Just need a break, just need a rest
The mountain seems too steep to climb
The panic breaks my sleep at times
Suggestions all in vain for me
Whatever’s fine as pain relief
Succumbing to the crave again
One foot into the grave again

I’m frozen
Stare at blank walls
Don’t answer the door
And don’t answer your calls
No motion
Absorbed into void
Devoid of emotion
Devotion destroyed

I'm frozen
Frozen in time
Just give me some sleep
And next week I'll be fine

I’m frozen
Stare at blank walls
Don’t answer the door
And don’t answer your calls
No motion
Absorbed into void
Devoid of emotion
Devotion destroyed

Memory Lane

The Void

You’re closing in on me
It took me by surprise
Swift like a spider
I’m caught in your web of lies
Give me an answer
And take me by the hand
An easy truth that
They will never understand

One step at a time
You’re blurring the line
Of truth and denial
The logic defied
Each word that you speak
You’re poisoning me
Till the blood in my veins
Is the poison I bleed
You put the poison in me

Change my beliefs
You provide what I find
From the webs you weave
I can never leave
Trapped state of mind

You are pulling them in
There are thousands akin
Fueled by the deceit
Of your poison pen
All my friends have been caught
They just speak what you taught
Leaving me all alone
Leaving me all distraught
It is worse than I thought

Change my beliefs
You provide what I find
From the webs you weave
I can never leave
Trapped state of mind

Spiders (feat. BASKOP)

Drowning in the past
Old mistakes, they float around you
Hold on to what’s left
But you already feel the cold surround you
Trying to hold on
But your chance is gone

Gasping for a breath
The more and more you try, you’re sinking
Closer to your death
With just another lie you’re spreading
Trying to hold on
But your chance is gone

And you’re only sinking deeper
Deeper in the waves
And I know nothing that saves you from yourself
And you’re only sinking deeper
The more you try to swim
The faster you give in and sink to the bottom

From the bottom of my heart
I only feel regret for this and
All things fall apart
But don’t you miss what you had in this life
Trying to hold on
But your chance is gone

And you’re only sinking deeper
Deeper in the waves
And I know nothing that saves you from yourself
And you’re only sinking deeper
The more you try to swim
The faster you give in and sink to the bottom

And you’re only sinking deeper
Deeper in the waves
And I know nothing that saves you from yourself
And you’re only sinking deeper
The more you try to swim
The faster you give in and sink to the bottom

Drowning in the past
Old mistakes, they float around you
Hold on to what’s left
But you already feel the cold surround you
Water fills your lungs
Guess your chance is gone

Deeper (feat. faceplant.)

Put an end to the silence
Let the silver flow and mantle the gold
I am not the same, why does it feel the same?
I waited for you, now why does it feel so cold?

And I spent three years with the curtains closed
With no light inside, time felt like it froze
Turned the walls of my room into my cocoon

And I forgot how your voice sounds
But I can still remember every word you said
A distant memory
Of what will never be a reality
Just emptiness ahead

And I spent three years going slowly insane
All the time to find myself being fully in vain
Now I'm ready for what‘s not there anymore

And I spent three years with the curtains closed
With no light inside time felt like it froze
Turned the walls of my room into my cocoon
And I spent three years captured in a dream
When you’re waking up, nothing’s as it seems
Turned the walls of my room into my cocoon

Into my cocoon
Into my cocoon
Into my cocoon
Into my cocoon
Into my cocoon

Cocoon

Changa Renegades 3 Compilation Mix by ToneVizion

Tappsin New (Instrumental)

Here is my recording of my second Fusion Festival gig! Thanks for all the cute people joining the set, love you all xoxo

The set went a bit more emotional than my usual ones, but I felt that was just our vibe at the Sonnendeck stage. 💘🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️ And yeah, I ended up processing some emotions from the past months of my life in there, too. Music is therapy you know 😂😂❤️❤️

Konfusia at Fusion Festival 2025 I Sonnendeck

🚀 My set from the Tanzwüste stage is now online! 
What an absolutely wild ride - playing a prime-time slot to such a locked-in crowd on Thursday night was unreal. Thank you for dancing with me, and for all the kind words and messages you’ve sent since. I’ve felt the love deeply.




Unknown Concept @ Fusion Festival 2025 - Tanzwüste

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Mindspring Music Presents: Tea Tree - Chasm [MSM084]

Dedicated to cultivating delicious beats, Tea Tree has been releasing music since 2010, formerly under the name Kwah. This project is intended to explore the lower end of the tempo spectrum. It’s a mixture of dub and tech styles, pulled together with strong melodic elements. Chasm, the title of this new adventure, was consciously created so the music would act as a path to psychological healing - through the act of creating and consuming music we can exorcise our darkest thoughts and arrive at a place of harmony. Rory, has indeed felt healing effects upon finishing this body of work. A feeling of levity was very palpable and the release was cathartic. The flow of this album tells the story of his triumph over those ups and downs, with the keys, and mood, recalling those experiences. Through this candid album, we can traverse this aural landscape through light and shadow. He shares this work in hopes that others can shed the weight that may be holding them down, as well. Navigating this world can be trying, but we must remember that there are those that walk beside us who are more than willing to lend support - which comes in many forms. No matter how deep the chasm seems, we are not alone.
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released January 24, 2020

Artist: Tea Tree
Title: Chasm
Release Date: 01/24/2020
Label: Mindspring Music
Catalog #: MSM084
Genre: Psydub
Artwork: Luna Charlotte Art
Mastering: Coam
Release Biography: Stephen Moon
Percussion on Track 7 - Charlie Bartlett
Written & Produced: Rory Gordziejko

Chasm

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Tea Tree - The Whelming [Mindspring Music]

This is a mix I put together for Gandaky Tribe's Elemental Alchemy lockdown festival.

Tracklist:

Tea Tree - Leguminous
Tea Tree & False Identity  - Its Not Voodoo
Tea Tree - Fossil Forest
Tea Tree - Chasm
Tea Tree - Become Digital
Tea Tree - Balls Out on Mars
Tea Tree - The Whelming
Tea Tree - How Not to be Seen
Alterra Project - Dancehall Stylee (working title)
Tea Tree - Tea Tech
Tea Tree - Spatial Awareness

Elemental Alchemy lockdown mix

Account #2: https://soundcloud.com/chillchrolutes

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