Though we are broken up, I will continue to write this 200 paged (Idk exactly how long it it) lette to her

I’m not ok I just whant go off grid for ever

When I was born my mother and father had a divorce causing me to be sent through court trials my grandmother adopted me and I was raised by her, I love her with all my heart but back in 2020 she had a stroke two strokes in one year and in 2022 she had another stroke 2023 she was sent to a nursing home and I have been switching between houses and in 2024 I visit her at her nursing home, People always tell me I was such a nuisance to her that she had those strokes out of stress and over the years it has been taking a toll on me, Things like that really leave you messed up I thought I got over it but it just keeps coming back, I cry every night and I do things for everyone ask them how they are doing but nobody appreciates it, Nobody asks me how I'm doing and that's all I want is to have someone to vent to, Everytime I see another family I hurt so bad I wish that my dad were dead so at least I know I could never see him but I live everyday knowing he is out there ill just never see him.

Is it bad I want to keep disassociating? Ik disassociating isn’t a good thing but when I’m not, I’m either having an anxiety attack or I’m crying. But when I feel like I’m not real, I can’t remember much and it feels okay

Clair De Lune Ethereal Remix Slowed And Reverb

𝖀𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖊- 𝕱𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖓 𝕯𝖔𝖜𝖓 (𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 & 𝖒𝖚𝖋𝖋𝖑𝖊𝖉)

school rooftop but sadder and muffled

it’s okay to cry. i love you.

school rooftop but sadder and muffled

hisokah-school rooftop slowed w/rain

Fallen down Duncan cox version slowed 10 minute loop

Fallen down slow and reverbed 10 minute loop

[I do not own this audio or pic !!]

audio: https://youtu.be/YPJ3GMyhm1w

;; 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 [𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐦𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐝] ₓ˚. ୭ ◦˚.

Undertale Fallen Down muffled

Undertale - fallen down (slowed + reverb + muffled)

fallen down (slowed + reverb)

A lofi and chill deep house cut of my single Just Let It Go. This version is meant to put on and meditate to and relax your mind.

Just Let It Go (Extended Chill Mix)

slowed, rotated, and reverbed remixes of some songs that make you feel like you're drunk. my little sister played Undertale when it first came out and i remember listening to the soundtrack with her. this song is really pretty and good for feeling awful about yourself- hope you enjoy.

Fallen Down - Toby Fox (Sadrunk Remix)

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Undertale - fallen down (slowed + reverb + muffled)

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