Though we are broken up, I will continue to write this 200 paged (Idk exactly how long it it) lette to her

I’m not ok I just whant go off grid for ever

When I was born my mother and father had a divorce causing me to be sent through court trials my grandmother adopted me and I was raised by her, I love her with all my heart but back in 2020 she had a stroke two strokes in one year and in 2022 she had another stroke 2023 she was sent to a nursing home and I have been switching between houses and in 2024 I visit her at her nursing home, People always tell me I was such a nuisance to her that she had those strokes out of stress and over the years it has been taking a toll on me, Things like that really leave you messed up I thought I got over it but it just keeps coming back, I cry every night and I do things for everyone ask them how they are doing but nobody appreciates it, Nobody asks me how I'm doing and that's all I want is to have someone to vent to, Everytime I see another family I hurt so bad I wish that my dad were dead so at least I know I could never see him but I live everyday knowing he is out there ill just never see him.

Is it bad I want to keep disassociating? Ik disassociating isn’t a good thing but when I’m not, I’m either having an anxiety attack or I’m crying. But when I feel like I’m not real, I can’t remember much and it feels okay

𝖀𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖊- 𝕱𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖓 𝕯𝖔𝖜𝖓 (𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 & 𝖒𝖚𝖋𝖋𝖑𝖊𝖉)

school rooftop but sadder and muffled

it’s okay to cry. i love you.

school rooftop but sadder and muffled

Fallen down Duncan cox version slowed 10 minute loop

Fallen down slow and reverbed 10 minute loop

Mice On Venus - Extra nostalgic

Undertale Fallen Down muffled

Undertale OST - fallen down (slowed + reverb) (by Sunshine ꉂ日光.)

Mice on venus // slowed, muffled, 8 bit

Undertale - fallen down (slowed + reverb + muffled)

yot club - ykwim? (dreamy version)

Yot Club - ykwim? (dreamy Version)

<*^*> WeLCoMe/KeNaVo/SaLaM & THaNKS FoR LiSTeNiNG <*^*>
🥰 If you enjoy this recording, I warmly invite you to comment, like, repost, or/and follow me @papyloop. Thank you in advance. This allows me, from the depths of my secluded woods, to gain notoriety thanks to you, and for free.

Please, Tell me in the comments which country you are listening to me from, I think it's great, thank you very much :) 

🎵 We work in several distinct sound worlds :

- BuZZiNG RoaD : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-road
- BuZZiNG aPeRo LouNGe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-apero-lounge
- BuZZiNG iBiZa PaRTy : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-ibiza-party

- BuZZiNG aMBieNT : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-ambient
- BuZZiNG SoNoTHeRaPy : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-sonotherapy
- BuZZiNG iNSTRuMeNTaL : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-instrumental
- BuZZiNG aCouSTic : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-acoustic
- BuZZiNG LoVe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-love
- BuZZiNG WoRLD MuSiC : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-world-music
- BuZZiNG JaZZ : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-jazz
- BuZZiNG FReNCH PoP : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-french-pop
- BuZZiNG SouL R&B : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-groove-soul-randb
- BuZZiNG SWeGGae : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-sweggae
- BuZZiNG RooTS ReGGae : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-roots-reggae
- BuZZiNG SoCiaLCoNTeST : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-social-contest
- BuZZiNG MoRoCCo : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-morocco
- BuZZiNG HiPHoP : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-hiphop-rap
- BuZZiNG DRuiD MySTiC : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-mystic-world
- BuZZiNG BReTaGNe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-breton-breizh
- BuZZiNG BRaSS BaND : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-brass-band
- BuZZiNG TRiP-HoP : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-trip-hop
- BuZZiNG HouSe MuSiC : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-house-music
- BuZZiNG TeCHNo : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-techno

- BuZZiNG FoR CaTS LoVeRS : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/buzzing-for-cats-lovers

- @moonheart-folk-acoustic LoVe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/moonheart-in-love-forever
- @soulmenow GRooVe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/soulmenow-happy-groove-to-soul
- @jahyahya * ReGGae : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/yahyaspirit-roots-reggae-jamaican-blues
- @ladeeloop CaSaBLaNCa : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/feat-ladeloop-casablanca
- @coeurdebreizh FReNCH : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/coeurdebreizh-french-pop
- @wiwiman * HouSe FuNKy : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/wiwiman-electro-breizh-house
- @antineafromatlas MoRoCCo : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/antinea-from-atlas
- @breizhoo BReTaGNe : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/breizhoo-breton-traditional
- @druidspirit MySTiC : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/druids-mystic-forest
- @brasstechno HaPPy : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/brass2tek
- @sonotherapia-biomusic MeDiTaTioN : soundcloud.com/papyloop/sets/biomusic-sonotherapia-deep

🇲🇦 And if you like the charm of oriental Berber music, you can discover my little sister's sound universe: @ladeeloop Casablanca

📻 You can also find me on :
- Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/artist/7HphO01N7kBy87jrEzJ02j
- YouTube : www.youtube.com/channel/UCydW1Sv4tf9Nw_h8nw8s-nw
- Apple music : music.apple.com/fr/artist/papyloop/1706672990
- Shazam : www.shazam.com/fr-fr/artist/papyloop/1706672990
- Deezer : www.deezer.com/fr/artist/229914735
- Amazon Music : www.amazon.fr/music/player/artists/B0CHPKY4XD/papyloop
- LastFM : www.last.fm/music/Papyloop

👕You can also buy the music cover t-shirts : https://papyloop.myspreadshop.fr/

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SoNoTHeRaPia - uNioN oF MaTTer aND SPiRiT

The Caretaker - Its just a burning memory (Slowed)

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God first ☦️

Undertale - fallen down (slowed + reverb + muffled)

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