In a World (one)

twitter.com/mrfrander

artwork by Cassidy burns 

Never Meant

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Funeral Service (Prod. Frander)

new visuals very soon, along with the rest of this project. thank you.

lɐɹǝunɟ ʎɯ sᴉɥʇ sᴉ

ｙｏｕ ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅ ｍｅ．

ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ， ｎｏｗｈｅｒｅ．- ｐａｒｋｉｎｇ ｌｏｔ

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/insomnia-ft-omenxiii
ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
prod. https://soundcloud.com/000garrett
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/hungry__boyz/

[lyrics]
♥velvet♥
I don’t wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
I aint givin up I’m on the brink of somethin
I could feel it in my skin this is who I’m supposed to be
This is all that I can be

I dont wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
Thats wen all these demons start comin after me
I’m trapped in a nightmare and I can’t get out
Someone wake me up so I could figure this out 

I dont wanna dream cuz they always get broke
I flex on the streets but I’m rly fuckin broke
I dont care about money I dont care about these hoes
Got a lot of frauds stay hittin up my phone
Stop hittin up my phone...

Stop clawin at my bones
See me doin good ya now they wanna call 
See me doin good they hopin that i fall

♥omen♥
Yeah I know how that goes,
They just hopin that I fall,
But I'm floatin like a ghost,
Sippin Rossi on the rocks

Drinkin water when I gotta, Otherwise I'm sippin wine,
I don't care about your friends because they ain't no friends of mine.

Remember that time when nobody fucked with me,
now everybody really tryna fuck with me,
Tryna get in the game when I got the key,
Still locked inside with my misery,

Company for the lonely,
Comin up with my own team,
I hate the world but I love you,
I hate myself but I need you.

I know I know how you feel when you can't see me.
I feel the same,

I feel the same.

Insomnia ft. OmenXIII (prod. Garrett & Oilcolor)

depersonalization (prod. harvest)

bit.ly/virginity-complex-meaning

what was once bright-eyed and full of wonderment
loses their sense of innocence.
a void gapes in the heart, creating a vacuum,
sucking in all that used to be out of reach;
like apathy, lust, hatred, and insecurity.

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/she-was-my-virginity-c-mplex

additional synths/pianos played by cøzy

outro piano played by nathan chandra @chandra_ beats

@desolatee inspires me to make better music, please listen to him

the virginity complex

she was my virginity cømplex [prød. deˢøˡᵃTᵉ]

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

sǝɯᴉʇ ɹǝldɯᴉs (w/ killedmyself)

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @iofmusic
My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin
Lyrics <3
youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 

do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

do you remember those nights in November 
in your sweater , do you remember?

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well x2

you're in my head 
(you're in my head)
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 
I'm in this trance 
(I'm in this trance)
I'm living in this hell
I still wanna be friends 
but I don't feel myself 


do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 


do you remember those nights in November

in your sweater , do you remember

depersonalization (prod. harvest)

nyx