I'm drowning these thoughts out
to keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
and crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

every time I open my eyes 
it's like I'm watching my life
passing right by me 
like another movie
could I feel something
better than nothing?
cause I'm so tired 
of being tired

wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
through a curveball face first right at my thoughts
maybe then I'd find a way to stop 
overthinking

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

my minds pulling my heartstrings
like a puppet, I feel nothing
cause everything I do is not enough
why can't I feel serotonin?

I think I shouldn't have thought
about thinking of everything that
could've happened by now
my heads bouncing off of the walls
overthinking it all
I really hope I don't fall
down
hush hush we all fall 
down

stuck on the carousel of doubt
where everything never seems to work out
just keep going round and around and around we go
but it's time to let it go

the overthinker

white tee but it's more laid back

I'm a Sucker for a Liar in a Red Dress

prod. deadwait
𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 visual and lyrics: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRyZdDNT8c0

𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳

prod. towerz, Hanz
visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euwRr7Ezi5o

𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

under the weather - corpse (slowed and reverb)

Broken

I WISH WE NEVER MET

The Bastards

Tonight Is The Night I Die

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

Song doesn't belong to me. creator is CORPSE https://youtu.be/ra-XCs6LHAM

under the weather - corpse (slowed and reverb)

tisthedamntime