This  song is  about dissatisfaction of the current situation of the place that i'm living right know ,the feeling and the people that did not support what i want to do with my  life and all i wanna do is to escape as fast as i could.

lyrics
waiting for the light
waiting for sun to come around
then i can feel the warm
that i can follow

is there somewhere i can go 
somewhere makes me feel i'm home
where everything just fine
to be who i am

i'm still breathing 
but i'm not living 
i keep running 
but i left behind 

Bright blue sky 
shining in my eyes
it turn dark clouds 
into something white

see the light 
shining throught my soul
let it burn
darker side of life

cause all love 
they deserved to be free

my feet traped on the ground 
on the land that won't let me grow
where's everything is so wrong 
and no hand to reach out 

and the feeling i have felt
i hide it away for years and years
cause no one seems to care 
i can say okay but it hurts.

Waiting For The Light

This song is about self-reminder that someday at some point in our life that we have to be willing to let go of some past memories  and  we should make a decision for our future, where you want to go, what do you want to remember for
The lyrics in this song is more like the inner voice that telling me to go out and do something don't just sit and wonder,move to a new town or new country and start building my dreams there.

Lyrics
I never go 
Far beyond 100 miles 
from my home 

i never knew 
what's wait on me there
behind the line,behind the ocean

But i always knew
That i can go beyond 
and get out from here 

And i'll build my boat 
to sail away and go 
to better landi flow

So far away and the wind so cold
So far away and the wind so cold 
To far away and cold

Farewell my friends 
time to packed my bag
but it's not the end

Don't you worry
You can call me 
When you miss me there
Put my number on

You know we never stay the same
We're getting older 
They say

So why we stil hiding
And Turn our back
From the calling  

But i always knew
That i can go beyond 
and get out from here 

And i'll build my boat 
to sail away and go 
to better land i flow

who ooo oo oo
who ooo oo oo
whuu uu  uuuu

100 Miles (Demo)

I'm not own This song 

lyrics

We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January
This is our place, we make the rules
And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear
Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?

Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home
You're my, my, my, my
Lover

We could let our friends crash in the living room
This is our place, we make the call
And I'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you
I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all

Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home (Forever and ever)
You're my, my, my, my
Lover

Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?
With every guitar string scar on my hand
I take this magnetic force of a man to be my
Lover
My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue
All's well that ends well to end up with you
Swear to be over-dramatic and true to my
Lover

And you say all your dirtiest jokes for me
And at every table, I'll save you a seat


Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out and take me home (Forever and ever)
You're my, my, my, my
Oh, you're my, my, my, my
Darling, you're my, my, my, my
Lover

Lover - Taylor Swift (Cover by T I T A N J U)

this is the first song that I truly finished (the music arrangement and stuffs), so I'm very grateful for this 

hope you enjoy! 

lyrics 
How 
Can I 
Describe this
With words of a poet 

You're 
my sounds of joy 
and my songs of pain 
Maybe that's the words of a poet

Lately, I've been thinking 

Maybe we met before on our last lives 
With the same heart, the same eyes, and the same ears
Maybe we met before on our last lives  
Cause this pain feels deja vu everytime we meet

Oh I, I hate sad songs
I hate making them 
Especially if it's from you 

Oh I, I kinda like love songs 
But I hate making them 
Only if it's for you 

I 
Survived
My whole life 
Just to be pained by what I had 

You're 
my sounds of joy 
and my songs of pain 
Maybe that's the words of a poet

(frankly, I'm saying this, that) 
Lately, I've been thinking 

Maybe we met before on our last lives 
Cause this pain feels too numb for first times 
Well, I hope that we don't meet at any lives 
Cause this pain feels too numb for first times 

Oh I, I hate sad songs
I hate making them 
Especially if it's from you 

Oh I, I kinda like love songs 
But I hate making them 
Only if it's for you 



 

on our last lives (demo)

This song is about what is inside the mind of a beginner (me) worrying about his art that won't be good enough to be showed up to others, especially in this day and age that we have to do much and much social media stuff for branding our art and sell the creativity of ours  in the market of attention,which is very hard and very overwhelming, and soo frustating but now that won't bother me anymore, i know as an artist/creator I have to put my perception in the right frame now i have to free myself from determining my value and the value of my work by my work’s market value. I need to create what wants to be created whether it will sell or not. I cannot plan a career to unfold in a sensible direction dictated by cash flow and marketing strategies. Those things are fine but too much attention to them can stifle the creative energy within me,i know Sometimes I will write badly, sing badly, mixing badly, perform badly. I have a right
to do that to get to the other side. Creativity is its own reward.

So this is the song i wrote called '' Aint Good Enought''
Happy listening.

Lyric :

Another day has been gone
Nothing much i can do alone
there's nothing has been change 
since the last time i begin

I'm dreaming of different scene
But my world sill looks the same
When the works don't show it magic
need more time to learn some tricks

I dont like To showing up
To say hi  I'm alive
I dont like to put my face 
on the market of attention
but know i should
i know i should

My good night sleep has been gone
it's the first thing i should working on
all the voices in my head
keeping me away from my bed.

i wish more things could have done but
only traped inside my head
when you have so much to say but 
nothing much you can explain

There are times when i feelt like
My work ain't good enoght
There are times when i caught up
inside my own perception 
but now i wrong 
i know i'm wrong

I dont like To showing up
To say hi  I'm alive
I dont like to put my face 
on the market of attention
but know i should
i know i should

I'm not own the Picture on this art cover,the picture belong to : Danielle Maclnnes (https://unsplash.com/@dsmacinnes)



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Ain't Good Enought

This is about ending a toxic relationship we all have with someone who now, we barely recognise them. When the relationship feels different than how it's started. It's so hard sometimes to end that relationship because, the love is still there... But, it hurts how we can't ignore it or numb our feelings just to say we're okay with that relationship. So, in the end, we have to end it because that's the best thing all along... For our love and theirs. 

Lyrics : 
We used to be together inside our oceans 
We're partners, we cried, we give love (together) 
But motives change from passion to ambition
Now, I can barely recognise us 

I made you when I was at my lowest 
I thought you're worth to be called crazy for 
Now, I can barely recognise myself
I'm losing sanity, I'm losing so much more

But, I'm ready now 

At 1 AM we'll go down to the countryside 
Then at 2 AM we'll fight and fight until one reigns 
Then at 3 in the morning I'll replace you with the fire 
Then at 4 AM, I'll found my life again 

(I'm sorry) 
I'm not strong enough to handle you 
(I'm so weary) 
I can't feign for that long dear 

I can try to sedate my soul 
but, I can't bare to be a fool
I can try to change you now 
But, I know, you know, you won't 

Don't take this too personal
Don't be too cynical 
You understand this, right?
I just wanna make myself right

At 5 AM I'll drive away and change myself 
At 6 AM I then would stare to what I left
And I wonder if I'll cry cause I'd replaced you with the fire 
I bet at 7 AM, all of it won't matter 



cr : pinterest

replace you with fire (demo)

This is about first love becomes an old love. We sometimes have that love, when time passed and we barely remember what happened, but the feeling was so clear and still easy to remember and we can only just smile at our feelings because it has become history. 

✨Lyrics✨ 
We were inseparable to one another 
With no certainty on what we are 
Friends to friends but also lovers
And then the time has come, we left a scar 

Then we were gone leave our hearts hollowed

The thumps in our hearts were audible
Everytime we met, it was out of hand 
The lights in our eyes were visible
Still we give no certainty, we were so afraid 
 
Now, those old memories became generic stories 

I never regret for what we were
Barely recall the presence of yours
But, I never replied on one so fast 
Never rewind on a scene so much 

I never realized what I felt that day
I never realized I can feel that way 
I've never been so happy nor I've been so hurt
But, I barely regret that bittersweet feeling 


old love (demo)

This song is just some of the writing exercises that I'm using as a tool to get better at writing, and this is the first time ever I have composed my own song and the first time using DAW, also Thanks to the internet, on this today technology now I can save my practice materials files and share it at the same time for some real feedback and for getting some engagement too, even though the chance is pretty small to get some attention in there.
The lyrics on this song is coming from some unrelated thought about part of myself that I didn't know it still there untouched living inside of me floating around on my subconscious mind,I don't have any means to romanticize this feeling and to self diagnose myself, however "this is the child within me" trying to send me some signal throughout this song.

Lyric

Sitting down on a fallen there
Trowing stone count it one two three
I can see the water splashing
From the lake

Cause every time when I'm alone
A part my self crying
Craving for some love
Like a little kid

Oooo I don't know
Oo i can't forgive

Dealing with this inner child
Living untouched in the dark
Will showing all my ugly side
Slowing down i' m falling apart

And all is still play in repeat
And I'm just tired of all this

I know I've been here before
On The scene that makes me lose control
Falling on  wrong decision
Like I did before.

This endless circle need to break
I'm Traumatized by the past mistakes
Now  I'm crying for some help
How can I escape

Oh I don't know
Oh i can't forgive

Dealing with this inner child
Living untouched in the dark
Will showing all my ugly side
Slowing down i' m falling apart

Oh...
Oh...
Oh...
Oh...
Oh...
Oh...

T I T A N J U - The Child Within Me

again, the lyrics say it all actually. but, this is about letting go. sometimes, you have to let go to love yourself. you have to love yourself, right? 

the lyrics : 
This fondness between us 
Cause the movements of the nights 
How flawless is our love
That captures the rupturing lights 

How lovely are your eyes 
How it perfectly depicts the moonlight 
How fragile are your lies 
Like the bloodwars bonded with the finest of lights 

Oh honey can you heal me? 
Oh honey can you feel me? 
Oh I love you dear, and now I still do
But, do you love me too? Can you love me too? 

This fondness in this frame 
Blames the falling grounds of fear 
But, our flaws has no one to blame 
We have an absence of love, can't you see it or hear? 

Oh, I'm not mad at anyone 
I also wonder how I could suppress it for so long
Oh, I'm letting go of you now 
I also wonder what I did to be this strong

But I love you dear, and now I still do 
But, your love's a counterfeit and you're a fine deceit 
Oh, I love you dear, and I care for you 
But, your love's a counterfeit and you're a fine deceit 

But I love you dear, and now I still do 
But you know me well, right? that I can't stand a fool
Oh, I love you dear, and I care for you
But now, I must go cause I can't be a fool 



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