dis shi fye

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
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[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

[LYRICS] 

i got racks in, I got racks out 
making all this cash nigga like a cash cow 
my final destination nigga how I go down
oh yeah I'm making pay now

oh imma touch your soul
so tell me where you really wanna go 
don't leave or I might let it blow 
I hope you know your my real home 

they don't understand how it feels 
my nigga died to the Glock it ain't feel real
my daddy there authentic pills
I just wanted love nigga want it to be real 

momma was struggling off them bills
I was seeing them demons all in my room
step daddy was lying bout the truth 
had to stay strong yeah cause that's the truth 
I seen them make coke in that room
I swept my feelings away with a broom
I was tired of seeing mama cry in that room 

i got racks in, I got racks out 
making all this cash nigga like a cash cow 
my final decision the way I go down
oh yeah I'm making pay now

yeah shout out to lil Uzi yeah I think my love is rage
yeah I'm sitting myself cause I know yo love was fake 
I'm sorry what I said yeah I was blinded by my rage 
I sit back celebrate my nigga cause I'm busy eating cake 

yeah bankroll 
flexing with all these fazos 
mess with my folks yeah I give that boy a halo 
yeah this off the top nigga yeah this all the mental 
flowing so hard yeah on the instrumental 

yeah smash that nigga like I'm Ralph 
better keep my name out to mouth 
he snorting that cocaine with his snout 
I do my dance unlimited moves 
funky wonky that's my grove 
TNB that's my crew 
she dropped down then she bussed a move 


FINAL DESTINATION (prod.wayza)

yatta !