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I know some guys on the block, and they just need a hug
My young boy pouring out his life, sipping all that mud
I said slime i care about you just like you my blood
All these boys tryna see God, but they don’t need no blunt

I hope bro don’t call one day, and he like M.I.A.
Brodie, I can’t save you
When it’s all said and done, and we see the sun
Brodie, I can’t save you

Brodie, I can’t save you 
Brodie, I can’t save you (only God can save you) 
Brodie, I can’t save you
I said I can’t save you
Brodie, I can’t save you 

I know some guys on the block, and they just need a hug
My young boy pouring out his life, sipping all that mud
I said slime i care about you just like you my blood
All these boys tryna see God, but they don’t need no blunt

icsu (prod. neverforever) [MUSIC VIDEO IN BIO]

i just came home from uni 
i been breaking my bones for my degree 
my bredrin called, it’s half past 3
can we talk for a minute
can we speak for a minute 

i wish i weren’t a heavy sleeper 
and i wish i knew my parents deeper
now were underneath the underpass
and my bro spilling secrets 
i’m a shoulder you can cry on 
let’s talk about it

i ain’t been held in about 3 years
a victim of my teenage fears 
seen a tear fall from my brother’s eye
i’m a shoulder he can cry on 
let’s talk about it

and i heard your grandma passed away
i can’t even go shops no more she was friends with the bossman, what would i say
i’m just tryna get close to God, bro
let’s talk about it
i’m a shoulder you can cry on 
let’s talk about it

i know you’re scared of getting older
let’s talk about it
i know your marj been going through it
let’s talk about it
i know it’s hard to come back home
let’s talk about it
always got a shoulder for you bro
let’s talk about it

i’m a shoulder you can cry on
let’s talk about it

let’s talk about it, let’s talk about it
let’s talk about it, let’s talk about it 
i got a shoulder you can cry on
let’s talk about it 

my shoulder

shoulder (prod. michael harrison)

Ladders and tables
I can hear them crashing all around me
Like stories and fables
This is what my dreams are made of

Cash in, cash out, cash in, bring the cash back out yeah
Maybe my time has left me 

But you’re the gold and you’re the prize 
And I’m always gon climb, yo, yo, yo 

But the fall is lethal

Ladders and tables
I can hear them crashing all around me
Like stories and fables
This is what my dreams are made of

Cash in, cash out
Cash in, bring the cash back out, yeah
Feel like a jobber man I’m losing every week 
And I know the spirit willing but this title reign is finished, yo, yo

I’m about to hang my boots up

Back in, back out, 
Back in, back in, back out, yeah 
You could never make your mind up

Back in, back out 
Back in, back in, back out, yeah 
You could never make your mind up

Fall is lethal
Fall is lethal
Fall is lethal

You could never make your mind up 

Hall: Okay, your middle name is “Macho,” but I’m wondering if you ever cry. Has Macho Man ever cried?

Savage: Yeah, uh huh, it’s okay for macho men to show every emotion available, because I’ve cried a thousand times, I’m gonna cry some more — but I’ve soared with the eagles and I’ve slithered with the snakes, and I’ve been everywhere in between and I’m gonna tell you something right now: There’s one guarantee in life — in that there are no guarantees, yeah. Andddd-uh understand this; nobody likes a quitter, nobody said life was easy. So if you get knocked down, take the standing eight count, get back up and fight again! And you’re a Macho-maniac. Dig it!

ladder match (prod. liminaldream)

I can feel it burning
Sweat on my brow dripping like I can feel it burning
Holy Spirit save me from the mess that I’m
In
All the walls falling like Jericho or Berlin

My God pick me up from the mess that I’m in
I can’t save myself, no, no, no, no
Lost in the rubble I was playing with my sin
But I know better
Gotta escape, I can’t stay in Babylon 

In my sleep
Took a bullet to the sternum
Too many bad dreams one night, tryna discern em
But I see Him with me
Jesus he walking in the furnace 
Lost in his love, yeah that’s where I belong

Holy Spirit break the walls down like it’s Jericho or Berlin 
Holy Spirit break the walls down like it’s Jericho or Berlin 
Holy Spirit break the walls down like it’s Jericho or Berlin 
Holy Spirit break the walls down like it’s Jericho or Berlin 

Holy Spirit break the walls down like it’s Jericho or Berlin 
Holy Spirit break the walls down like it’s Jericho or Berlin 

Jesus in the furnace 

Holy Spirit break the walls down
Ooh, break the walls down
Yeah, yeah, yeah 

In Jesus’ name
Amen
Amen, hallelujah 

Amen

Jesus in the furnace (prod. miercoles x rrarebear)

#fleshdeath
cover art by me

I ain’t even read my bible in like 6 days, yo yo yo
Cause every day feel like a sick day, yo yo yo
Yahweh give me peace, yo
Cause lately I been feeling o so peace-less, yo yo yo
My heart broken in pieces, yo yo yo
And I don’t feel worthy 

Like I don’t even feel worthy to call out your name but you invite me still, o Abba
Like you invite me still, okay yeah yo 

Cause God knows I didn’t read my Bible in like 6 days, no no no
And every day been feeling like a sick day, no no no 
And I don’t feel worthy, no
But you invite me still, o Abba 


Like I ain’t even read my bible in like 6 days, no no no
Cause every day feel like a sick day, no no no
Yahweh give me peace, yo
Cause lately I been feeling o so peace-less, yo yo yo
My heart broken in pieces, yo yo yo
And I don’t feel worthy 

Like I don’t even feel worthy to call out your name but you invite me still, o Abba
Like you invite me still, okay yeah yo 

Yeah you invite me, still

Cause every day feel like a sick day
But I hold onto you, o Abba
Oh, I hold onto you, o my Father

And in Your hands I put my mother, my father, and my sister 
My brothers, my uncles, my aunties, my cousins, my partners 
My grandmas and my grandpas 

But I still don’t feel worthy, no no no

But you invite me still, o Abba

sick day (prod dylan morris) #fleshdeath [MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW LINK IN BIO]

Oh apathy
I’m feeling like half of me
Where’d the rest of me go
Far as I can see
It feel like the death of me
God rescue me
Where’d the rest of me go

Where’d the rest of me go
Oh no
I feel like a fool
Stabbed myself in the back, back, back
Tryna carry it all on my back, back, back
But I can’t handle the weight
All this weight, yo
Led to apathy, yeah, woah, woah 

Oh apathy
I’m feeling like half of me
Where’d the rest of me go
Far as I can see
It feel like the death of me
Oh God would you rescue me
Where’d the rest of me go

Oh apathy
Oh where’s my empathy
Where’d the rest of me go
Ooh where’s the rest of me
Ooh won’t you rescue me 
Where’d the rest of me go

I can feel myself fall
Tryna trust God through it all
Lord give me empathy
Cause this apathy
It’s tryna take control

But this apathy
It take like half of me
Where’d the rest of me go, go, go
Go, go, go
Go, go, go

apathy (prod. joe stanley)

You’re a big God 
You’re a big God, Abba

Ima praise you
In a familiar way

I could be rich, I could be dead broke or minimum wage
You still got me all the way
In your familiar way

Cos if I win or if I lose, ima give you the praise

And sometimes it’s hard to talk to you, I don’t know what to say

Imma tell you when I see you
Imma tell you when I see you
Imma tell you when I see you

i’ll tell u when i see u (prod. skress)

Gotta stay where I am
I just gotta stay where I am, woah woah
I just gotta stay where I am, woah woah

And I did it for me
But I did it for you also, woah

Like what was the plan, to come back and leave again for the 12th time woah
I wouldn’t do that to you (oh, no no)
And we used to think we would get so far
Woah, woah, woah

I said don’t cry for me
Cry for yourself, oh don’t cry for me
I done cried enough for the both of us
I know we had some plans, but I can’t come back
No, no, no, no, no, no

I done run out
I done run all out of goodbyes
So I just gotta stay
I gotta stay where I am

So why do you keep saying goodbye
Cause there ain’t no place for me no more
You saying farewell and you ain’t even try
Said there’s nothing here for me no more
Said there’s nothing here for me no more

Come back to the H town
Come back to the H town
Come back to the H town
Come back to the H town

Come back to the H town
Come back to the H town
Come back to the H town
Come back to the H town

ily wildcat (prod. sol cloney) [MUSIC VID OUT NOW ON YOUTUBE LINK IN BIO]

On the north side 
When I seen you
Where the trees go
Where the leaves go

Like when the leaves fly
Tell me where do they go

Tell me where did you go
Tell me where did you go

You said
That you never seen me like this, God knows that I forever been like this
But what would you know 

How would you know
Cause you didn’t call once, and you didn’t
Check up
But neither did I 
So how would I know
So how would I know

north (prod. sol cloney)

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

rosier

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

photo by 50Landing

turn the lights on
i can stay a while bet you wanna get me off
think i don’t say enough
i won’t be running back long as i’m faded and
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
i turned to someone i could hold onto
i didn’t understand how it would have backfired
wonder who i am
man
who the fuck am i
i can’t take a lie back now it’s stuck outside me
i can’t take this shit lightly
if you want an ear you know where to find me
high on ig flirting with a couple homies
i said i’m too eager couldn’t keep you
and she told me keep it low key, only rule is staying open
i’m like where my line go you just stole it

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna fuck you again
i’m past that i just wanna fuck all my friends

and i no longer plan to hide in the snow and wait till you hold my hand
now there’s a four in five chance that she’ll bring her fine friend and i’ll be a nine ten to em
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
turned into someone people come onto
i didn’t understand how i could’ve macked yall gon wonder who i am

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah 
i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna love you again
i’m past that I just wanna fuck all my friends

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

tonight's no good

the victory belongs to Jesus
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apathy (prod. joe stanley)

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