lyrics:

I miss the walks we shared in sunny art weekends 
And wasting some more time in rainy day cafes
And I am grateful for even the silences we shared
It’s such a shame my soul was lost in some old fairytale 

Now I’m awake
If there’s still time
For the love of love
I won’t let go

She’s just a song that I sang
You’re whom I want and really need
A haunting voice in my head
You’re the vision that I can truly see
She’s just a song that I sang
With you the more I can achieve
A haunting voice in my head
Your singing could bring more warmth to me 

It was you
It was you
That did end
My curse of make-believe

Love is really strange Cause your touch still felt bigger than any kisses that I've ever felt
That is truth, And I really did loved you, and I thought you did too, I hope you didn’t lie to me
I understand if it’s not meant to be, but do hang with me, 
Cause I don’t wanna grieve over you, as much as I grieved over her
And the bands are still playing, and the painters’ still painting
I need to bask in their glory with you

Now I’m awake
If there’s still time
For the love of love
I won’t let go

She’s just a song that I sang
You’re whom I want and really need
A haunting voice in my head
You’re the vision that I can truly see
She’s just a song that I sang
from a blank space in my memory
A haunting voice in my head
Your singing could bring more life to me 

Cause of you
Cause of you
I did breathe
And felt reality

She’s just a song that I sang
A haunting voice in my head

Reality (ROUGH MIX)

lyrics:

I be walking down the street and I want some of that shit
Some of that shit, give it all to me
I be walking down the street and I want some of that shit
Some of that shit, give it all to me

I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again
Til I die and then I’m born again
I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again
Til I die and then I’m born again

What is it you gonna do?     
When the devil’s into you
Suck out your soul out of the blue
Put his addiction onto you
onto you

I be walking down the street and I see someone itchy 
And I see someone dirty and I’m glad that isn’t me 
I be chillin by the river and I gaze at the reflection 
It gave me a strange reaction like it doesn’t know who’s me

I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again
And then I’m born again
I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again
And then I’m born again

What is it you gonna do?     
When the angels ignore you
Forsake your soul out of the blue
Let your addiction enslave you 

I feel so desperate and cold, so desperate and cold, 
That’s why I want some of that shit just to keep me warm
Just to keep me warm
Just to keep me warm
Just to keep me warm

I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again
Til I die and then I’m born again
I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again
Til I die, til I die, til I die
And then I’m born again
So I can drink again

Addiction (ROUGH MIX)

lyrics:

Well aren’t you the weird one 
Or is it me 
The facts are blurred in your frown 
But I can see that it’s all in your mind 
It’s all in your mind 
It’s all in your ability to wonder why 
And imagine it’s not fine 
(it’s all in your mind 
I just want you to know 
that I want everything to go back to how they were) 
It’s all in your mind 
Your beautiful mind 

If it’s the old me you’re after 
I swear I’m still fine 
And if it’s my words you fear of 
Baby I tell you this: it’s all in your mind 
Or is it in mine 
Is it my inability to realise 
That there was nothing there all this time 
(or is it in mine 
I just want you to know 
that I want everything to go back to how they were) 
Is it all in my mind 

That I am bound 
To who you were and things you said 
And this version of you in me won’t go away 
It’s there to stay 

In the depths of my mind 
Oh I hope you don’t mind 
That I’m convinced our love will find its way in time 

Right on time 

In whichever space it chooses to 
In whatever form it takes 
But all in time 

In our minds 
Holding on 
It spins on

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EP DOWNLOAD: https://toforfeit.bandcamp.com/album/to-forfeit-ep

written and performed by To Forfeit, who are Garbanu Priaduaja, David Tobing, Andra Semesta, Marvin Saliechan, and Dylan Amirio 

lyrics by Andra Semesta 

Mixed & Mastered by Ababil Ashari

Time

lyrics:

How come there’s still so much to see? 
On this bed of misery 
Where I lay and choose to be blinded from 
All my responsibilities 

Just bottles and all these desperate songs 
And a mind of selfish ease 
The world is spinning fast outside my window 
Why can’t I have the fate to leave? 

Goddamn this whole thing 
I can’t believe what I did to me 
I’m not, I’m not me 
My whole being’s burning down and the fire is spreading all across my dreams 
I’m not who I wanted to be 

And in this chair of malady 
It’s a tripe melancholy 
This staring on the people passing by 
Cries for more pretentious poetry 

But I can still see that bright-lit tree 
Shining deep in me 
But how am I supposed to grow it out 
If the roots don’t want it to be free 

Goddamn this whole thing 
I can’t believe what I did to me 
I’m not, I’m not me 
My whole being’s burning down and the fire is boiling up my childlike dignity 
I’m not who I wanted to be 

Goddamn everything 
I can’t believe this is happening 
I can’t let it be 
My whole being have burnt down and from the ashes spawned an endless stretch of that same old misery 
It’s not how I thought it would be 

It keeps happening 
It keeps happening 
On and on I wonder why 
It keeps happening 

Can I blame the sun? 
Can I blame the moon? 
Can I blame the stars? 
No we can’t blame anything

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EP DOWNLOAD: https://toforfeit.bandcamp.com/album/to-forfeit-ep

written and performed by To Forfeit, who are Garbanu Priaduaja, David Tobing, Andra Semesta, Marvin Saliechan, and Dylan Amirio 

lyrics by Andra Semesta 

Mixed & Mastered by Ababil Ashari

Misery

lyrics:

I be walking down the street and I want some of that shit 
Some of that shit, give it all to me 
I be walking down the street and I want some of that shit 
Some of that shit, give it all to me 

I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again 
Til I die and then I’m born again 
I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again 
Til I die and then I’m born again 

What is it you gonna do? 
When the devil’s into you 
Suck out your soul out of the blue 
Put his addiction onto you 
onto you 

I be walking down the street and I see someone itchy 
And I see someone dirty and I’m glad that isn’t me 
I be chillin by the river and I gaze at the reflection 
It gave me a strange reaction like it doesn’t know who’s me 

I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again 
And then I’m born again 
I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again 
And then I’m born again 

What is it you gonna do? 
When the angels ignore you 
Forsake your soul out of the blue 
Let your addiction enslave you 

I feel so desperate and cold, so desperate and cold, 
That’s why I want some of that shit just to keep me warm 
Just to keep me warm 
Just to keep me warm 
Just to keep me warm 

I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again 
Til I die and then I’m born again 
I wanna drink til I die and then I’m born again 
Til I die, til I die, til I die 
And then I’m born again 
So I can drink again

---

EP DOWNLOAD: https://toforfeit.bandcamp.com/album/to-forfeit-ep

written and performed by To Forfeit, who are Garbanu Priaduaja, David Tobing, Andra Semesta, Marvin Saliechan, and Dylan Amirio 

lyrics by Andra Semesta 

Mixed & Mastered by Ababil Ashari

Addiction

lyrics:

I miss the walks we shared in sunny art weekends 
And wasting some more time in rainy day cafes 
And I am grateful for even the silences we shared 
It’s such a shame my soul was lost in some old fairytale 

Now I’m awake 
If there’s still time 
For the love of love 
I won’t let go 

She’s just a song that I sang 
You’re whom I want and really need 
A haunting voice in my head 
You’re the vision that I can truly see 
She’s just a song that I sang 
With you the more I can achieve 
A haunting voice in my head 
Your singing could bring more warmth to me 

It was you 
It was you 
That did end 
My curse of make-believe 

Love is really strange Cause your touch still felt bigger than any kisses that I've ever felt 
That is truth, And I really did loved you, and I thought you did too, I hope you didn’t lie to me 
I understand if it’s not meant to be, but do hang with me, 
Cause I don’t wanna grieve over you, as much as I grieved over her 
And the bands are still playing, and the painters’ still painting 
I need to bask in their glory with you 

Now I’m awake 
If there’s still time 
For the love of love 
I won’t let go 

She’s just a song that I sang 
You’re whom I want and really need 
A haunting voice in my head 
You’re the vision that I can truly see 
She’s just a song that I sang 
from a blank space in my memory 
A haunting voice in my head 
Your singing could bring more life to me 

Cause of you 
Cause of you 
I did breathe 
And felt reality 

She’s just a song that I sang 
A haunting voice in my head

---

EP DOWNLOAD: https://toforfeit.bandcamp.com/album/to-forfeit-ep

written and performed by To Forfeit, who are Garbanu Priaduaja, David Tobing, Andra Semesta, Marvin Saliechan, and Dylan Amirio 

lyrics by Andra Semesta 

Mixed & Mastered by Ababil Ashari

Reality

To Forfeit are:
Andra (https://soundcloud.com/green-of-life)
Marvin (https://soundcloud.com/the-colour-mellow)
Dylan (https://soundcloud.com/logiclost)
Banu (https://soundcloud.com/rang-de)
Dave (https://soundcloud.com/david-tobing)