im just sitting here
waiting for your call
and i wish that i were
tall
maybe then me and you
wouldnt get into 
petty arguments 
and im just mad
that we'll never be able 
to share mutual friends

i hope me and u
will meet similar ends
ask me if i wanna die
idk it depends
you just follow trends
you dont know whats fake
you dont know whats real
you dont know whats real

youd turn your back on everything that you know
take a new path
a new way to go
because it feels exciting
so inviting
just for less than a day of pleasure
and years of remorse
ill talk it over to myself
in some simple discourse
after we finish
this divorce 
and stop the issue  from the source

i thought i could play it out in my head
i just wanna be alone
in my bed
i only said what i said
cause shes dead
but now its over
time for me to bleed
red

petty arguments

pariah