@ilustris
How could you leave me behind
Even after all of this time
Now you’re not even by my side
Even after all I tried
Now I’m just waiting to die
I just sit at home and and cry
I cannot see through my eyes
Now I’m just here thinking why

@tobipoi
how could u leave me here behind
u left didnt even say goodbye
i cannot think i cannot comply
u left my heart stuck inside of july
how could u leave me here behind
u left didnt even say goodbye
i cannot think i cannot comply
u left my heart stuck inside of july

@ilustris
Staring at a blank screen at my phone
Shedding my tears my heart’s a hole
You were supposed to be my own
But now your true colors have shown

@owvv
do i got a bitch u wanna find out
cashin my money like u alr kno how
bitch acting funny like where is she now
we in the addy im bringing it downn
we in the addy im bringing it down, bringing it down now
bringing it down, bringing it down

walk wit a strap walk wit a strap
walkin the bank n equippin a strap
run up his lights then he takin a nap
grabbin the bank and im grabbin the cash
90 on dash
equpping the sash
talk and i bash
pussy go splash
smoke in the back
we gon crash
i do not care do not send me ur tracks

stupid bitch im better
i dont need u bb fuck ur love letters
said she want it all gone
just forgot her
textin me the night of dawn
fuck dat u a bitch u can keep my sweater

@tobipoi
u could keep it, it won’t make it any better (any better)
start these problems, i cant keep well with the pressure (with the pressure)
would i be happy if i ghosted her and left her (and i left her)
cant make decisions cause im really not that clever (not that clever)

she say she love me, i ask new me or the old me
it feels so long since me and @ilustris was geekin in 2020

and now she say she hate me, regrets she’d date me
u can’t change me bby, so u get the fake me
it sounds so crazy, that u would play
i fell for ur lust and i didnt see u bate me
how could u leave me here behind
u fuck me up dont know what to do this time
i dont wanna but i think its time to cut ties
with people that like to fill my head with lies

how could u leave me here behind
u left didnt even say goodbye
i cannot think i cannot comply
u left my heart stuck inside of july
how could u leave me here behind
u left didnt even say goodbye
i cannot think i cannot comply
u left my heart stuck inside of july

@ilustris
Now I’m stuck here waiting for you
And I don’t even know what to do
And I wish that time would renew
And I’m just singing with the crew

@tobipoi
take my heart runnin away
idk what should i say
my breath is gone suffocate
but its all fine im ok
im ok
im ok

stuck inside of july(anniversary mix) ft iLustris, me, and owvu

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