made in collaboration with @gurgney

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lyrics:

Would you Dare Look Over your Shoulder,
Do you fear what's Coming 'round the Bend
Do you know what Comes while you're Growing Older
Would you ever Turn your Back Again?

Does it Stop Your Heart, does your Hair turn Greyer 
let me tell you now it's gonna Be O-Kay Baby,

I MISS THE QUIEEEET
I CAN'T DENY IIIIIIT
AM I TO FIGHT IIIIIIIIT 'CAUSE 
EVEN AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE, I only want to 
Stay.

The Endless Void couldn't Fathom
the Fate I've Wished upon a Star
In your vessels all, so very Unbecoming,
I'll turn you All, INTO A MARTYR

When you're brought to your knees, and there's Nowhere to Run, just
Let me Tell you baby HERE IT COMES NOW 

I MISS THE QUIEEEET
I CAN'T DENY IIIIIIT
AM I TO FIGHT IIIIIIIIT
OR BE DELIGHTEEEEEED?
I MISS THE QUIET, OH YES I DO
I CAN'T DENY IT, I KNOW IT'S TRUE, OH BABY,
I MISS THE QUIEEEEEEET, but
EVEN AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE, We've Only Just BeGun.





I MISS THE QUIEEEET
I CAN'T DENY IIIIIIT
AM I TO FIGHT IIIIIIIIT
OR BE DELIGHTEEEEEED?
I MISS THE QUIEEEET
I CAN'T DENY IIIIIIT
AM I TO FIGHT IIIIIIIIT
OR BE DELIGHTEEEEEED?
I MISS THE QUIET, OH YES I DO
YOU CAN'T DENY IT, YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE, OH BABY,
I MISS THE QUIET LITTLE, THINGS I'D DO BEFORE I
ENTERED ALL THE VIOLEEEENCE, DEFINING SILVER LINING
I MISS THE QUIEEEEEEEEET
I CAN'T DENY IT, I KNOW IT'S TRUE, OH BABY,
I MISS THE QUIEEEEEEET, but
EVEN AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE, I'm Only Having Fun.

I'm Only Having Fun.

I'm Only Having Fun.

I'm Only Having Fun.

Lord X - I Miss The Quiet (in collaboration with Churgney "Fat" "Bald" "Rotund Bastard" Gurgney)

Lord X - Big Misser (in collaboration with Churgney "Fat" "Bald" "Rotund Bastard" Gurgney)

By Turdle. I am not them.

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FAKER ~ UNTIL I MAKE IT (BY TURDLE, FT. GALAXYMP3)

It keeps me up at night, oh
Doing what I do best
Impatient all inside that
Wide open head, oh

The thing that brought you here, you
You haven't got a clue
I'll hint that it can't take its eyes off of you
Could it be

You find yourself in here with no way out

Give up the ghost and get what's long overdue
Captively captivated, capturing you
Can't turn away unless I say that you can, oh
Don't you fret, I've been your friend 
I did it

I did that
I did that
I did that
I did that

I hope that you can feel my 
Breathing right down your neck now
Are you intent to steal my 
Unbeating heart, I'll tell you

Our fun that never ends
A shame that I have to send you
Careening through the course
And right back to the start
You're here within

My trap of empty madness all without

Give up the ghost and get what's long overdue
Captively captivated, capturing you
Can't turn away unless I say that you can, oh
Don't you fret, I've been your friend 
I did it

I did that
I did that (Ay)
I did that (Hold it down)
I did that (Hold it down)

Ay, you already know who it is, it’s big Bendo
Check it, one, two

Caught in the grasp of complacency (I can skate, circulate, tribulate all your life)
It's a place that we know all too well
But we hate to leave it (hate to leave it)
You can deign to leave, but don't wait for me (Can you tell me how you want it)
I can find my way out on my own (Far too late, hide your fate, maculate what I find)
(Don't you know, there's always just a little bit of something that'll keep you coming back)
I can't find my way out on my
I can't find my way out on my own (In you, know it's true, don't hold it tight)
Cuz there's a million little criteria biting at my mind
Like, who's gonna tell me why I'll never make it out the mines? (No, I can’t find my way out on my own)
Like, who's gonna show me why I'll never spread my wings and fly?
Like a bird from the nest, baby, I just need to rest
But there's a hell of a lot more incentive to live on
There's a hell of a lot more intention to kick ennui to the curb (Maybe I can find my way out)
Disregard what you heard
The still water's disturbed
Let an old house burn (I did that)

This last and final game, you're
You're stuck so fervent playing
I know it's crystal clear
That push comes to shove
I'm saying

You'll meet with my desire
And you'll know what to do
Entwined in dance and chaos
Stronger by your love
You know I win

Control is lost and gone, I'm on you now

Give up the ghost and get what's long overdue
Captively captivated, capturing you
Can't turn away unless I say that you can, oh
The stage is set to never end
You won't forget what's 'round the bend
So don't you fret, I've been your friend
I did it…

I Did That

Better Clone (After Hours)

The Times I'd try and Conduct
All of this great design
But now you see the product
Grandeur And I Aligned!
Here in the Halls Up Higher
The efforts made were Hard
Throw of a Stone from Ire
At Cannon Fodder's Arms!

If You would come into the Great Unknown...
Then I could take you forth, there's Such Abundance To Be SHOWN! 

The vision piercing me, You know that I can Feel It!
Through all the Ties that Bind, Don't let delusions
(Take You)
Moving between the lights all shinin' down so finely!
Just tell me now if you are Ready, we'll Go!
(You Must Answer, You Must x4)

Shine through a Precious Glowing
Held High despite the Wind
Until the lies are showing
Mark of the beast within!
You Know I never tire
Of Ev-e-ry Charade
Within my Burning Fire
Without the Hell of God!

If you would Finally open Up the Door..
Then I Could Take you forth, and Show you That there's So much More ! ! 

The Jaws Agape at me, You know that I can Feel It!
Whatever Lies Behind, don't let the Venom
(Break Through)
Moving between the times all cryin' out so finely!
Just tell me if your Heart is Heavy 
(You Must Answer, You Must x4)

Do you Feel
A Special Gaze?
or Do you Feel
a Searing Pain?
Or is it something else
Without a Name
Broken Heart
Will you Reclaim?

[the big sneeze]

YOU MUST ANSWER, YOU MUST (YOU MUST)
YOU MUST ANSWER, YOU MUST (YOU MUST)
YOU MUST ANSWER, YOU MUST (YOU MUST)
HAVE I MISPLACED MY TRUST (YOU MUST)

DO YOU KNOW? (DO YOU KNOW?)
DO YOU KNOW? (DO YOU KNOW?)
YOU DON'T KNOW (YOU DON'T KNOW)
YOU DON'T KNOW (YOU DON'T KNOW)

If you would take the Time to just Decide
Then I could know the Need and Price That "You" Define!

The Souls aflame in Vengeance Know the way I'm feeling
You're Paralyzed beneath your Indecision 
(Aren't You)
Move in-Between your Mind with Pride so you can Find me
the Answer to it all Before We
(Fall Away)

You Must Answer

THEY CALL ME SONIC (fnf)

Minds

Don't
Don't you cry
Don't deny
What you see
When it's time then to sleep
Go
And when dreams
End to wake
End to make
Anything you desire 
Inside Our Wild Ride
I Think You'll Take Your Time
Peer Deep Into My C'est La 
Vie, Given for
Glee 
But there's
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
Nothin' no-
No, No, No, No
Your heartbeat rings so
Runnin' and
Runnin' and
Runnin' and
Runnin' and
Runnin' and
Runnin' and
Runnin' 
Ain't serving your soul
You're better to know, that
Beggin' and
Cryin' and
Pleadin' and
Stealin' 
Don't go very far
On the line You 
walk till it's over
It's
Comin' to
Comin' to
Comin' to
Comin' to
Comin' to
Coming to
Take you Away
So Slough off your skin or decay

Slough off your skin or decay

...So breakin' the peace is how we're gonna roll this twisted entropy
Two-timing your life is foolishness at its best
To break free of your shell
The glory
Is something
I'd be remiss to have missed
The brain'd lie to tongue's defiance
But I know what it means to say
But I know what
You are yet to be
So
Give in,
Give in, Give in
Let go, Let go and
Make It Real
Slippin, Slippin
Slippin
To you, To us and
To Forever
No

...So broken to pieces shattered on the ground, the scales stand again
You're comin' to show some real pride from something less outside of you
No matter the pain
You're dreaming
'Bout every-
Thing that you wanted to see
Praise may be to minds and martyrs
Stokin' fires on their great graves
Stokin' fires
Rising to the skies we
Lived in, lived in,
Lived in
Let go, Let go and
Left that passion
Risen, Risen
Risen
Dreaming, Dreaming
Show your one true light

King Khan and the Shrines - Welfare Bread

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