outside the party

(lyrics)

trapped in my evil ways and I can't seem to find an escape 

half the time I'm doing time in my mental space 

committing crimes all the time just to feel okay 

thoughts sadistic, some shit that's just hard to live with 

it's like crack in my brain cause I'm so addicted 

picture this, your inside your own head 

doing things that only crazy people did

never had to deal with this as a little kid

fucked up in my mind bitch I'm so sick

I never asked to have these thoughts in the first place

sometimes I wish my momma never gave birth mane

but she did, so now I'm stuck on this cursed planet

having thoughts that the average human can't manage

tryna keep myself from going fully insane

cause if I crash, my people gon be in pain

I know momma don't want her son inna grave 

so I try to keep myself from losing it

if god is good why the fuck am I so evil

consumed with thoughts like bundy wanna hurt people

intrusive thoughts? then why they happen so frequent

your in a land full of hypocrites can't you see it

people acting like they don't contain dark secrets 

judging others for simply being human beings











if god is good, why am I evil (evil thoughts) prod. ghowste x keondied

Thanks for listening you can watch the video 

https://youtu.be/6H7PB8fkK90?si=XOyu3aUIwxa7xuKs

Alone

I feel sick
I feel sick
I cant stand you no
I cant stand you no
cus you left me out to bleed
picking at ny scars so they wont heal
keep bringing me down and making it my fault
I just want to know why you still called
why you still called
is it my fault
I cant take this no more
why'd I waste my time on such a whore
I cant take this no more
why'd I waste my time on such a whore

faultlines (prod. casper’s pishogue)

Sitting Around (Getting High)

Music Video
https://youtu.be/VVq9ABMeMUg?si=Yz4nlHTe0lcONl0O

Me making this song
https://youtube.com/shorts/m5IetqUBjYk?si=DIRr5xGDv7O92941

Listen to my album on Spotify 
https://open.spotify.com/album/0YYp9DKFRY0bElayeKXxji

I Don’t Mean To Do You Like That

produced by peril

lyrics:

after what you did to me
you turned my heart into burgundy
you dont wanna bring up the past then leave
i cant seem to love you eternally
oh, i cant be your perfect person no oh
but i want you to be my girlfriend and i cant take a no

and we been talkin a week or two
and we think its love cause its all brand new
and we talk like we lived a lifetime or two
and i cant seem to get over you
get over you my love, my heart
you healed my scars
and we had our fun but its time to leave
and you made it clear that im not your priority
you wanna be held just one more time
but i cant do that

after what you did to me
you turned my heart into burgundy
you dont wanna bring up the past then leave
i cant seem to love you eternally
oh, i cant be your perfect person no oh
but i want you to be my girlfriend and i cant take a no
and i cant take a no
and i cant take a no
and i cant take a no

burgundy

rest your eyes

Enlightenment

lyrics 

Something is going wrong 
shadows in my ear 
they tell me 
so, so twisted things 
they make me disappear
they hung me on a cross 
yea they hung me from here from here 
all in the sunlight 

i cant be no , burning corpse
they spread me , out like ash
pass me to your homies and smoke up 
all the ash , you can see the pain 
yea , you can see it in his laugh 
its so clear 

Something is going wrong 
shadows in my ear 
they tell me 
so, so twisted things 
they make me disappear
they hung me on a cross 
yea they hung me here from here 
all in the sunlight
@mercenarychild

sunlight

insomnia

Just doing whatever I want
“Whatever” available on all platforms

https://open.spotify.com/album/0YYp9DKFRY0bElayeKXxji

Alone

TOKE.

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