rap // down 2.0

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6666666

sad vibes (lyrics)

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Just stuff I listen too when I'm chilling/gaming.

Chill Beats🎧

Prod By Me

emotional blowout extended

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

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let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

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thanku to all u guys <33 ur support means the most :)))) <3

fiveofive (prod. excedi)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

@lilhappylilsad

music video: https://youtu.be/qSVPoTjlw-8

she told me i was nothing n it hurt
she used to make me happy n feel special with her words
i tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
she used to be my everything and now im off the drugs 

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

always in my bed i made her leave me here alone
screamin at her crying i would point her to the door
all i ever want is her to be here when im low
i try to act unbothered but i end up hurting more
x2

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

survive (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

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//私の時間は終わった//

lyrics

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cold (feat. guccihighwaters)(prod. by notmorgn)

leave me be x nerdfuel

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tuck me in ♡ (prod. kamikaze)

[+] i know well what i am fleeing from, but not what i am in search of
* featuring @steadysuffer * prod by @bornhero *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook:]
i remember days they were laughing at my shit
but now im coming up, so they all want a pic
catch me in the crib, chillin with a new bitch
they tell me that i'm nice, now they tell me that im sick

[verse:]
hate be alone, but i still drive slow
when im by myself and my mind froze
she just took my heart, she a dark rose
i still hate myself, but thats another road

i still miss the bars but i let em' go
i ain't tryna die, but you never know
i still love that girl but i let her go
left it all behind, for the better though

[verse 2: steadysuffer]
they always telling me the same shit
i don't wanna hear that
now you're all up in my face like
where the fuck the pack at?
i hid the louis belt in my backpack
smoked out to the max yah
ice all in my white cup
fucked up, i'm like fuck love
tell me i'm a starter
iced out in a charter
boof louder than farter
coughed up, Skywalker
and if you're thinking that staring will help me now
you're wrong
all the pressure you put on my back was soft
i'm raw
it was soft
oh like you were coming back
but you just had to ask
oh god

the drive ft. steadysuffer (prod. born hero)

Let Go (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/LWuLsFZaoU0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0cpqtqT8PRz94BOSJ2iPeU?si=esjkVkHARfGHkAS1sMS9Jg
From the project Disaster Boy available on all streaming services

Lyrics:
I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues
nostalgia when you hit my line
I don't pick up I just hit decline
still cant get you off my mind
one more time its just one more time

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

memories on repeat
memories on repeat
reminiscing all these
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

Music Video

Nostalgia (prod. Pretty Boy Ron) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Art by @flowerleigh_ on insta :)

𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴

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lyrics: 

{kais}
baby please
don’t go
i saw u in my window
y this life so slow oh no yea
i wish that could be there
watching your eyes
white nails, an nice thighs
i saw u 

i saw u
in the movie lights
nice volume 
on ur pretty eyes
i know that
u want me tooo
fly away wit u
i can do that

{yung axstn}
Whisper in my ear let me know you’re here
I want you somewhere near  have I made this clear
now don’t you go you’ve been at my window 
I just hope you know i don’t want you to go 
now i know that you hate what you’ve seein 
but just know that I’m not the one to be leavin

{dead roses}
i miss your beautiful hair
floating in the wind
i promise to be there 
if you let me in
when i saw you in that bright moonlight
i fell in love i was amazed
it’s all because 

ur moonlit eyes and that smile took me by surprise
no aching cries stay the night i’ll treat you right
no haunting lies and an open sky what a pretty sight
please don’t go baby please don’t go





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emo poerty slam

emo poetry slam (w/yung axstn & dead roses) [prod.dead spyro]

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt

a cover of "december" by neck deep

december [feat. skele]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9whxsgbv43c

(Lyrics)

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

I don't wanna grow to be nameless
I was never meant to be faceless, face it
You see my face and now you hate it
This was never meant to be graded!

It's getting kinda heavy this time around
But it's come in a thousand ways, what happens now? (x2)

What happens now? (x2

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

What happens now?
Please don't breakdown
Hands on the ground
Where are you now?

Where are you now? (x3)

where are u now?

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where are u now? (prod. 5head) [MUSIC VID IN DESC]

49bags - nascar [nobodyswaste edit]

All Along (prod.taurs)

In Conclusion (Prod. Taurs)

Lyrics
I Don't Wanna Fuck Right Now Bitch I'm Sorry
Write In On A Check Girl Yeah I Owe You
Bring It To The Bank You Can Cash It In
Bring It To Your Man It's An Insta-Win

I Don't Wanna Fuck Right Now Bitch I'm Sorry
Write In On A Check Girl Yeah I Owe You
Bring It To The Bank You Can Cash It In
Bring It To Your Man It's An Insta-Win

I Don't Wanna Fuck Right Now Bitch I'm Sorry
Write In On A Check Girl , Yeah I Owe You
Bring It To The Bank You Can Cash It In
Bring It To Your Man It's An Insta-Win
And If You Wanna Play In A Sec I'll Be Down
To Leave A Mark On The Ground
I Know You Want It Right Now
I'll Leave You Waiting Around

Bluezy
I Know You Wanna Fuck Right Now
But Baby I'm Just Tryna Cash Out
And Baby We Can Make It Out
I'm Just Tryna Make It Somehow

My Life Is Nothing Like It Used To Be
I Never Thought I Could Feel Such Pain
I Locked Away My Heart But You Found The Key
You Always Make Me Weak Like Wolfsbane

My Spotify

Bank Ft.Bluezy (Prod Taurs)

all you do is hold my racks
not liking that
making sure my soul intact
after that
i be throwin devils off my track
make me sad
only coz you hold me back
only coz you hold me back

disconcerted hurting while im watchin planets burning
got to many other versions swear im way less cool in person
she came out lookin bouji
somethin straight out of a movie
yeah i heard too much excuses
dont remind me just confuse me

so i got news for the front
no i dont do this for fun ever since 
i found out i was one with the moon and the sun
now they be thinking im speaking in tongues
jumpin the gun while im feelin myself coz im young
stand any closer prepare to get stunned coz im hitting home runs
knew we were done when i saw that 

all you do is hold my racks
not liking that
making sure my soul intact
after that
i be throwin devils off my track
make me sad
only coz you hold me back
only coz you hold me back

holdmeback [prod. Taurs]

Spiders (prod Taurs)

mix/master by @prodbybrody
Artwork by @DeadmanJay_ on Twitter

LYRICS :

what’s a friend 
all I know is people that surround me
and I know that when I pop 
No I won’t let none of them round me 
If I don’t I’ll prolly kill my self cause I’m not built for this 
All these drugs they in my veins they pumpin 
i cant quit 

 
Got nobody I can call my people I can really trust 
I lost the only one I had the rope was tightened up
And to this day I’m in a daze I’m lost I can’t depend 
On anyone around me I don’t trust none of you “friends”

not a bitch not a man no one there to hold me hand 
end my life it’s time I plan for how I see the promise land
but I don’t buy into the shit no ima lie inside my crypt
getting decomposed and eaten tokes they found a use for him

gettin decomposed and eaten tokes they found a use for him

what’s a friend 
all I know is people that surround me
and I know that when I pop 
I won’t let none of them round me 
If I don’t I’ll prolly kill my self cause I’m not built for this 
all these drugs they’re in my veins they pumpin
I can’t quit

and they make me slit my wrists 
suicidal off the shits 
contemplate it every day I’m losing all my hope for this 
Every time I find a way the path it closes like eclipse 
And I know they’ll be a day that I’ll be gone 
and they won’t miss 
The ugly fuckin sad boy empty pockets full of lint 
So I’m speeding up the process doin drugs i shouldn’t mix
Do 130 down the interstate 
I’m swerving with your bitch
Give the world a goodbye kiss 
call myself the reapers lyft 
catch an Uber back to hell
at least the hell will finally end

where are my friends prod. dead spyro

remi12gauge 2020
and i try, i try to..
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runaway

runaway (prod. beatsnotfound)

spinning off the deep end tonight </3

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stream ❄️

deep end w/ suisai (prod. blade901)

This dread we live in. Produced by lullabyboy and @ghxstkid

Lyrics:

Verse 1

I don’t really want to let go,
Walking over graves of people I have never known.
Yeah I know I’m nothing,
Much,
To look at,
But,
I love you more than,
I seem to act back.
You’re wasting all your time on me,
You know that I appreciate you more than I appreciate myself...
You know that I appreciate you more than I appreciate myself

Chorus:

Won’t you stay
This dread
I’m shaking

I’m shaking x2

This dread I’m shaking

Verse 2

I just need your company,
Help me get out of bed,
I hope I’ll be alright, 
I’m showing signs of losing time.
How easy my heart breaks,
Don’t want to wake up
Yeah wake up
Yeah wake up 
For a while...
This dread I take,
I can’t erase...
But I’m hoping for better days,
I hope this goes my way...

Dread

SPOTIFY LINK

Dread.

Lyrics:

I see you walkin through my city with some fendi on your back
You rockin counterfeit could give a shit if you be lookin slack
Cuz I been runnin in some Mossy Oak with whiskey in my glass
I got my boots on and I'm ready finna take you to class

I'm runnin the trap, I'm smokin the gas, switch lanes and I'll pass, the first'll be last, and that's just a fact, I'll take you to mass, I'll charge you a tax, for a 30 and grass, you gotta keep your gaurd up in these times you really cant relax huh

So, I guess I'll hop on my Legion, guess I'll boot up into Linux and show yall what I'm seein
Guess I'll write a song about the end of days while I'm eatin
Trapped inside my room on rainy days a wonderful feeling

Know that yall reeling, got a couple hits that you keepin
Got anxiety that stack up from the floor to the ceiling
Guess I better take it slow I'm gettin dizzy I'm leanin
You can catch me spittin fire in a cold mausoleum

I wake the dead ya, speakin from my head ya
You be movin slow like yall popped another fentanyl
Writin from my bed yall, shawty in my den ya
Take another hit cause we tryna reach a cloud is all

Cause you be, you be, you be, you be, do it like that
Got the fluey uey uey uey uey right back
Know you knew it, knew it, knew it, knew it, for a fact
Got me hot you lookin fire when you do me like that

x2

I switch it up, one more cup
Got my dreams in mind, I wont give up
I grind all night, push my luck
Get some green, keep my love

endofdays

[Forest]
We were on the rooftops
Tryna figure life out
I said I want you in mine
She said okay only if it's all the time
x2

Yeah yeah da da da da
Something changed, something switched up
Now i'm going to the tip top
You can find me lip locked
Smoking on a ziplock
Yeah yeah da da da da
Something changed, something switched up
Now i'm going to the tip top
You can find me smoking on a ziplock

[Le Play]
Watch me take the top off
Rolling off a drop top
Shawty wanna pop lock
I don't ever wanna stop
They can get their shit slayed
Rollin like we been paid
Dropping like a mixtape
I can keep it up for days
Yeah
Like it's Diplo
I been sipping' poison
Baby you should sip slow
I done seen an awful lot
The shit'll make your eyes bleed
Type of high i'm chasing
You don't really need the Visine
I was brought to life and
Now it's crazy how it might seem
Deadly with the shit
Now watch me how I bite dreams

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Poi$on ft. Le Play

poi$on ft. Le Play

Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Drawn To The Sky

Dear Rose, I'm Haunted

so gone

so gone w/ killmesumday

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

castle oblivion <//3
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baby where did the peace go
u been gone for too long
its too long 
baby whats with the ego
i know i was wrong 
but pls dont go
taking drugs till i feel numb
u can tell in my face i cant feel nun
but the pain neva last long
i know i was wrong
but pls dont go

dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
u cant love me 
but u can fuck me 
u cant trust me
im unlucky 
who u gunna love now
is u done now
theres no love now
watch me break down 
dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
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<3

-emo fruits aka i ruined everything and im such a dumb boy :,(

castle oblivion (prod taurs)

Love Letter ft zenny

Producer - Nejdos
Mix+Master - @prodbybrody

-lyrics-

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

My life keeps passing by 
These thoughts they go awry 
My brain it’s been so fried
These emotions come to light 
Stuck in my room to die 
I got some rocks they white
break it down girl it’s alright 
just stay with me tonight 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

What the fuck am I supposed to say when
You come back to me 
And you see the fuckin mess I’ve made and 
All the pain I bring 
Tell me why you want to come around and
See this big charade 
Time I pull the trigger on this plan and dig my grave 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and forget these memories of mine 
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life keeps passing by

Torn Apart prod. nejdos

Art by @ SomeWeirdoLyx on twitter --

Mix/Master by @prodbybrody --

~lyrics~

in my room 

off some meds 

I’m alone im in my head 

Im alone im in my bed

Voices telling me I’m dead 

sippin dew no purple sprite 

I’m alone thats every night 

At my home A mind of fright 

Watch tv adventure time 

And these people tell me lies 

I’m addicted to the highs 

Tell me it’s the perfect time

Perfect time time of my life 

That I’m at this simple age 

To enjoy how it’s a phase 

But I can’t see it that way 

I won’t live past 28

28

24 

Can’t say I’ll make it for sure 

Who knows how far ima go 

I might fall outside the zone 

Still on dew no dirty sprite 

But my kidneys hurt tonight 

Take prescriptions not prescribed 

if I go that’s cool I’m fine 

If I go that’s cool I’m fine 

If I got that’s cool I’m fine 

I can’t make it through the night 

These narcotics by my side 

Through my life I’ve lived a lie 

I can’t fall asleep tonight 

I swear I’m okay yeah I’m fine 

Just leave me alone this time 

Think you’re helping while I die 

Think you’re helping while I die 

In my bed I’m gonna lie 

Bury me so time will fly

afterparty prod. taurs + iof

Mix/master/art: tokes

~lyrics~

This pain it won’t subside 

This pain it won’t let down 

I know it ain’t my time 

but I’m not not sure I won’t be 6 feet in the ground 

This pain it won’t subside (pain it won’t subside)

I got some issues I can’t deal with them all the time 

I know I write my rhymes (know I write my rhymes)

But I can’t do it with these people asking why 

Why would I ever make a song for you? 

I’m making this for me, help what Im going through

and it’s possible to help others too 

So ima write my words until the day I’m blue 

Till the day I’m turning blue 

Losing braincells w my crew 

Smoking backwoods filled w goo

cloudy piss we poppin 2’s 

Come and tell me what you’d do 

If this life was up to you 

Lost my brothers got no crew
 
But still I’m catching hate from you 

This pain it won’t subside (pain it won’t subside)

I got some issues I can’t face them in the night

I know I write my rhymes (know I write my rhymes)

But everybody comes around me asking why

Uneasy Prod Taurs X Iof

Thank you for listening

with bracket man @lilskeleskrrt <3

prod @prodbymicco
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6jfMX3otXPhCjfWUpwtzAJ
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-end-feat-lil-skele-single/1528224382

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Art by kirinhara
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Lyrics
// I'm Geist
Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend
Yeah

Oh, winter-fall where’d i go
Always getting lost in the snow
I can feel the frost in my bones
Then I pay the cost all alone 
And I’m running again
Afraid of losing myself
With every passing day
I get more overwhelmed
I’m burning in this hell
Too scared to ask for help

Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

// Skele
Getting really tired of playing pretend
And this is gonna hurt when all of it ends
Thought it was fine, i met all of your friends
And now i spend my nights all alone in my bed, again
Yeah, i get a check and i spend that
bought a new bag, you can have that
6 months and im still stuck but i need you and i hate that
Told you that i want us
But i cant keep my head up
You can tell me that i'm not enough
I spent my time on you
But you never told me what to do 
I gave my all for you
But everythings falling through

Spotify

The End w/ Skele (Prod. Micco)

lyrics:

sing for a friend
rip your heart out, its in pieces
put it together, youre two
dont let him drown
in his sorrows & his reasons
dont think, im nothing, like you

sing for your friends
rip your heart out, let it weaken
put theirs together, with glue
light up your town
and remember, youre in Eden
rise to the crown, its for you