INRI

The Beat of Burden

Love is of the ethereal - not the material world

Ethereal

In his final days,my father vividly saw things which obviously weren't there. He was otherwise sound of mind,so this was very odd. That's when I found out about Charles Bonnet syndrome.

Charles Bonnet syndrome causes a person whose vision has started to deteriorate to see things that aren't real.

The hallucinations may be simple patterns, or detailed images of events, people or places.

They're only visual and don't involve hearing things or any other sensations.

It's important to be aware that hallucinations associated with Charles Bonnet syndrome are caused by failing eyesight. They're not caused by a mental health problem or dementia.

People with Charles Bonnet syndrome are usually aware that the visions aren't real, even if they're vivid.
There are 2 main types of hallucination that people with Charles Bonnet syndrome tend to experience.

They may see:

simple repeated patterns
complex images of people, objects or landscapes
Simple repeated patterns can take the form of grids, shapes or lines, which can appear in bright or vivid colours. The patterns may lay across or cover everything the person sees.

More complex hallucinations can involve people, places, animals and insects.


There's a great big dog
Outside my window
Why he's alone,I really don't know
I can see him there
Plain as the day

There's a small bird there
On my windowsill
If you look really hard
He's there still
I can see him there
Plain as the day

I think they're trying to kill me
But I don't really mind
I long to be free
To be unconfined
I can see it now
Plain as the day

I see myself with your mother
On a golden afternoon
No wheelchair to roll me
My legs still below me
I hope it happens soon

Charles Bonnet

drums and bass and fiddle - JensJoel
guitars - Magnus

Desert Blues

c r u m i u s. (collab) Back to Woodstock

Original Composition / Performance Guitar / Vox : Chris Dargay
Bass Performance : Pavel
F-Vox / Lyrics : Tracy 8
Drums : Scott Tumino

CareFree

Take Time Slowly – When you Live CareFree
Feeling – Flowing – Nothing Bothers me

Ooohhh I Live CareFree !
I Live CareFree !!
Yes I do !!!

Constant Growing – When you Live CareFree
Vision Showing – All you Need to See
Special Knowing - When you Live CareFree
Gather Bounty – What Else do I Need ?

CareFree !!! x2

Take Time Slowly – When you Live CareFree
Feeling – Flowing – Nothing Bothers me

Ooohhh I Live CareFree !
I Live CareFree !!
Yes I do !!!

E.O.S ~ 2022

CareFree *drums

I'm very pleased to get to work with Karl's music yet again as we have collaborated on many projects together. When I first heard 'Haust' (Icelandic for Autumn), I was haunted by the richness of the bowed sound and the grinding industrial textures that spoke to me about the extreme environment in Iceland (https://soundcloud.com/sesar/haust). I asked Karl if I could contribute and a few weeks later I'm proud to present our 8th collaboration.

Music, instrumentation, arrangement and production - https://soundcloud.com/sesar
Lyrics/Vocals - me
Image - Douglas Corrance

What was grey becomes black, 
That sinking feeling, 
As darkness falls, 
Dark falls.  

Dawn's late, later still, 
That sinking feeling, 
As darkness falls, 
Dark falls.  

Grey to black as darkness falls.

The Beat of Burden

Tom Régnier