Edge of Sanity

Lyrics: 
(Instrumental)

    **Humming**

Breakin' in my Li-i-ife
I ne-ev-er thought I'd be here
But I know you are with me always 
I know you love me as
I love you and I know that I haven't always been
The way that you wanted me to be
But I know that I can be there for you one day (one day)


(humming)

Hey ohh hey ohhh heyy ohh hey oh hey

(instrumental)

Hey ohh heyy ohh hey ohh...
My love for you is anything more than
Everlasting Wonder
I feel like you wont kept [keep] me, for I am* [as I am surely damned]

*incoherent humming*
(instrumental)

*I am.... What? What am I? 


100% seems like gibberish now that I have been able to hear what I sang.. Bruh...

Everlasting Wonder [Demo]

Firm Foundations (Lost Soul)
Lyrics (English Version): 

(Intro/Instrumental hummings)
Mmmmm mmmmm mmmmm mmmmm 
ahhhh ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhh
x2

God, I feel like I'm lost in
This world of war and (and this world of) misery
It's like the vines of stress
the oceans of sorrow
and the deserts of pain

(Instrumental)

Dear God, I pray
(Please) Give me a sign (please)
I need to know
What to do

I feel so lost in this deep, deep
Vast crevice and it’s like I’m falling
And spiraling deeper and deeper into this abyss
Perpetually and Eternally
Please, I’m weeping and I’m sobbing
 
(Instrumental)

Dear Child, I know that
You feel lost in your sorrows
But know that if you keep
Your foundations firm and
Your love to the ground
In the end, you'll be alright

Dwell not on the mistakes
That you make, but rather
The lessons that can be learned from them
Because experiencing pain is inevitable
In a world as such that you live in
And you need not suffer
For suffering is only optional
And for one of who they be righteous;
There is no greater stand than to be grand

I know it seems
A stretch from simplicity
But know I'm always here for you
Because a world without life
Is a world without love
And a world without love
Is no living world at all

Know in the days that follow
I love you collectively
Always, forever, and evermore

(Instrumental)

Wow, God, I never thought I'd hear from you this day
I thank you greatly for your presence
And now I devote my life to you

(Instrumental) 

In the hands of God I will
tale the world of you and pray to
"Keep Your Foundations Firm, ‘cause  Love is your ground"

(Instrumental)
Stil, years later, I still feel
Like a lost soul, wandering aimlessly
Through the Forest of Memories

It feels so clear, but yet it’s so foggy
Like the dew on a ripe shoreline Morning

I still pray to you, my creator
What a lost soul I am

(Instrumentals)

Keep your Firm Foundations, 'cause Love is your Ground
Firm foundations, Stay in Control of your soul
Keep your Firm Foundations, and Don't loose your faith
Keep your Firm Foundations, 'cause Love is your ground

Firm Foundations, Love is your Ground
Firm Foundations, Love is your Ground
Firm Foundations, Firm Foundations
Firm Foundations, Firm Foundations

(Instrumental)

Rest your weary heart, Rest your weary mind, Rest your weary Soul
Rest, my dear, Rest
I said rest
Rest My Dear
I said, Rest

(outro)

Summary: It's about a girl that's suffering from severe depression and gets pushed away from everyone in her life and nearly commits suicide, but before she was to attempt it; she turned to God as a last resort and God answered her. It's a story about a traumatic life that caused trust issues so severe that she even found it difficult to trust God, almighty.

Dedicated to my family and those who have ever suffered from anxiety and depression.

I wrote this song (especially orginally) in a time of pain and deep sorrowful depression.

Also, apologies if it sounds like I'm drunk; I haven't sung it much yet, so I sort-of slurred the lyrics to make it sound like I didn't mess them up...

Firm Foundations (Lost Soul) V1 [Demo]

Lyrics to Shrouded in Darkness

(instrumental)

I was once lost
In this world of war
Now you grabbed me out
Of this darkness filled cave
of endless wandering souls

You were there when no one else was (uh-uh-uh)
You helped me-eee-ee-ee--ee-eeee (you)

(humming)

(instrumental)


Why can you be so blind to doubt
This evil filled world
(En)Shrouded in all [of] this darkness (eh-eh-eh)

(instrumental)

I-I-I-I Think I have found my way in this world
Of mis-er-y
World of Evil
Shrouded in Darkness

(Instrumental)

Hidden In this world
There is Love (light)
Because even in this darkness 
there is light all over (er-er-er)

(instrumental)

Shrouded in Darkness [Demo]

Like a Gunslinger V2

Hellspawn [Demo]

Singer-Songwriter, Actress, Pianist, Guitarist.

"My inspirtiation comes from within and without the emotional and natural complexity of life and the surrounding nature of the people and places I go, I find inspiration here and there and draw from my soul and spirit to guide the improvisation of my art.  Some are awful, some are mediocre, but the modesty is my medium, so take the spirit of music, the art, and the beauty within the world to make up the balance we give, because at some point, we all need love and communion with the higher design of reality and with the people we are surrounded by.  Take care of yourself and love all whom touch your soul, because without love, we are lost."

Hellspawn [Demo]

Tomie psirverh