The Nicholas Project - high school

I’m trapped inside this feeling
sometimes I feel like dying 

I can’t control 
my feelings
I feel so sad inside 

and as i slowly fall apart 
your eyes 
still haunt my mind 

So many days 
So many nights
I always cried 

I hope that one day 
I hope that one day 
you cry

Crying

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lyrics: 
wearing my new dress 
im walking around 
i feel like diana with this gold crown 
youre good at cards 
so give me a hand 
i build up some courage and i think that i can 
i feel it through 
and theyre what i want 
blow through stop signs do whatever i want 
my lifes so cool 
music is so deep 
drink some wine and then you fall asleep 
im gonna run away 
and hangout with dogs 
dont wanna see humans anymore 
abduction now 
im in star wars 
anakin please dont choke her into the floor
im lifting weights 
i fuck with sports 
i love this shit come meet me at the courts 
its so much fun 
i go to a school 
but im actually sad because im not that cool 

Princess Diana

artwork by laszlo burke 
voicemail by beautiful sam 

i flew stephen in from ireland for this one with my million dollars i ve been hiding under my pillow from the goblins. this is a fun song but you HAVE to listen with headphones otherwise you will become very ill

STEPHEN STAR & ARTHUR SHEA - YOU TURN ME ON

free time

opposites subtract

(dina

somethings wrong with my breath
i keep breathing in but somethings stopping it
it never hits my chest
it stays in my throat 
like a lump and i can’t get it out

trying to be louder
trying to be prouder of who i am
something hiding me away from being that I used to be

i like seeing my face in the mirror
it grounds me 
but it’s cracked and the pieces keep falling on the floor

the sound of pages turning calms me down
but i can’t seem to find my books anymore 
they’re under my bed
But i’ve read them all before

no matter how hard i try my fingers will slip up 
they’re clumsy and i can’t help it

People are boring I say
Don’t put your hopes in them
They let you down anyway

The Nicholas Project - high school

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