prod. by tommy.

WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 

I GOTTA RUNAWAY 
THERE’S A RENOVATION 
GOIN’ INSIDE MY BRAIN 
WHAT DOES THE DEVIL SAY 
WANTS ME TO FORNICATE 
CAUSE SHE’S LETHAL 
AND IM SEE THROUGH

BUT I DID IT ALL 
I BEEN CALLING GOD HE WON’T PICK UP MY CALL
I CAN BARELY EVEN GET A WORD IN NOW 
I CAN'T LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT GETTING FREAKED OUT 
REALLY FREAKING ME OUT 

WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 
WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 

TOOK SOME TIME OUT JUST TO SEE HOW I’M FEELING
BUT IT DIDN’T DO A THING 
I’M STILL FEELING LIKE A VILLAIN
BOUGHT SOME BRAND NEW CLOTHES 
BUT I AIN’T BOOK NO SHOW 
MY BODY MUMMIFIED 
BAG IT UP JUST LIKE SOME DOPE
SLEEP AT 6AM 
FEELS LIKE MY LATEST TREND 
HOW MANY HOBBIES CAN I STACK UP 
MANY BODIES IN THE BACK UP 
CAME TO SAVE MY LIFE 
BUT I CAN’T SAVE THE LIE 
SINKING DEEPER AND DEEPER 
DROWNING BY THE LITRE 

WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT’S ABOUT YOU IN EVERY WAY 
YOU MAKE ME SICK
BEING ALIVE 
WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 


(IT’S A SHAME IT’S A SHAME) 
(IT’S A GODDAMN SHAME) 
(M.I.A M.I.A) 
(YEAH I’M GOIN’ M.I.A) 
(IT’S A SHAME IT’S A SHAME) 
(IT’S A GODDAMN SHAME)
(IT’S A SHAME IT’S A SHAME )
(IT’S A GODDAMN SHAME)
(YEAH)

12/08/2022

SHAME

FROM THE SNAKE

prod. by me.
i originally rlllllly wanted this to be the outro but honestly, it didn't need to be. like bleeder already worked so well and i did not wanna overstuff this record. BUT i still love it and it captures EXACTLY what i wanted the record to sound like.

THE MANIA OF STOKER (instrumental demo)

prod. by tommy.
mixed by tommy.
mastered by @distantsoundz

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lyrics
bloodstains all on my jacket yeah
i barely made it out alive 
and if u want it u can have it yeah
i had to get out or i'd die
i
bloodstains all on my jacket yeah
i barely made it out alive 
and if u want it u can have it yeah
i had to get out or i'd die
they never wanted me to speak
no words 
nothing out my fuckin mouth
no hurt 
the pain on me is not deserved 
reserved 
everything i do for her
this shit gettin crowded 
had to climb a fuckin mountain 
to stop me drowning 
put the metal in my mouth
just to keep me grounded
always speakin out of line 
never been well rounded
but these shells inside my pocket 
unload like a fountain 
bitch u found it
real quick i need it right there
real quick could u throw it on me 
real quick this is not fair 
real 
bloodstains all on my jacket yeah
i barely made it out alive 
and if u want it u can have it yeah
i had to get out or i'd die
i
bloodstains all on my jacket yeah
i barely made it out alive 
and if u want it u can have it yeah
i had to get out or i'd die
bloodstains all on that bitch
bloodstains all on that bitch
bloodstains all on that bitch

bloody jacket

this is a song i wrote for myself a lil while back but listening back to it i feel like it could fit in a weird way.
v lofi inspired with like gothsynthpop elements lmao
lyrics and whatnot are lil heavy tho.

patchwork

go rabbit

prod. by tommy.
mixed by tommy.
mastered by @distantsoundz

A GOODNIGHT STOKER Story

This song was originally written for the album but I never quite finished it in time so I had to hold it back. With the album out I finally managed to get it together and really wanted to push it out to finally finish the STOKER story. thank u :))

lyrics:
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion

I think we've seen too much 
And when we talk it's like another loss
So dark and it's hard to find you 
We can't seem to find a way through 
And I wish that it was different 
Lies don't know how to spin them 
Loud it's so loud
I'm breaking down
You'll come around 

Caught up in your web spinning 
I don't wanna get it 
Cursed with the gift of sight 
Don't wanna hear it 
Children are wicked 
And the sky got no stars 
When the lights go out 
I'm gonna tear you apart 
So you
 
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion

Don't wanna be another victim to religion 
We've held too many hands to just listen 
I don't wanna see I don't wanna speak 
I don't wanna see not even a peak 

Take my body take my bones 
Take the blood out of my nose 
Take my soul and everything that is crumbling 
Yeah
I keep asking what you know but it's clear that you don't 
I've got concussions from fumbling 
Oh my god what's wrong with me 
Yeah I asked for this but I can't be seen 
With this dry mouth red eyed silicon face 
And this new devil singing in my ear 
There's no space for me to breathe me to grieve 
Wanna bleed on this track 
Take my eyes I'll be fine 
Please just never give 'em back

Children are wicked and the sky got no stars 
When the lights go out I'm gonna tear you apart 
So you

Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion

Don't wanna be another victim to religion 
We've held too many hands to just listen 
I don't wanna see I don't wanna speak 
I don't wanna see not even a peak 
Caught up in your web spinning 
I don't wanna get it 
Cursed with the gift of sight 
Don't wanna hear it 
Children are wicked 
And the sky got no stars 
When the lights go out 
I'm gonna tear you apart 
So you

Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
I don't wanna be a victim to religion
Better wake up now
And spit on all the riches
Rain come down when I shoot the witness
Hang me high without a question
(Victim)
I don't wanna be a victim to religion
(To you)

Ay 
Be your victim 
(To you)
Ugh Ugh 

Take my body take my bones 
Take the blood out of my nose 
Take my soul and everything that is crumbling 
Yeah
I keep asking what you know but it's clear that you don't 
I've got concussions from fumbling

THE WITNESS

UNDERLORD, a gothic horror story by tommy.

prod. by tommy.
mixed by tommy.
mastered by distantsoundz

UNDERLORD

denji

prod. by tommy. & Jordan Shand of 'Sorry About The Noise!"
mixed by tommy.
mastered by @distantsoundz

if that's the way u want it

dtx2

that guitar riff is too good man i couldn't resist.
prod. by tommy.

don't wanna move too fast
or move too slow
but when ur holding me
i wouldn't even know 
and if we danced all night 
'til the moonlight goes
u make me feel at home
don't wanna move too fast
or move too slow
but when ur holding me
i wouldn't even know 
and if we danced all night 
'til the moonlight goes
u make me feel at home

i feel so at peace with u 
(i feel so at peace)
i think that i'm in looooove
when i see u i can't speak it's true
i can only scream and shout 
never get these words out
i think we should run away 
always wanna see ur face now
every time u move 
i come alive i can't wait how
am i s'posed to liiiiive
when every look is like a kiss
now i can't move 
but i-

don't wanna move too fast
or move too slow
but when ur holding me
i wouldn't even know 
and if we danced all night 
'til the moonlight goes
u make me feel at home

and if there's one thing i love about u
it's ur everything 
i've never felt so safe than when i'm with u
even if we're just 
people in a room
i just hope we one day bloom 
so i-

don't wanna move too fast
or move too slow
but when ur holding me
i wouldn't even know 
and if we danced all night 
'til the moonlight goes
u make me feel at home
don't wanna move too fast
or move too slow
but when ur holding me
i wouldn't even know 
and if we danced all night 
'til the moonlight goes
u make me feel at home

and we could kiss kiss fall in love
and we could kiss kiss fall in love 
and we could kiss kiss fall in love 
and we could -

tamaki's demo

prod. by tommy.
Miku tuning by the wonderful @2cada :)

crusher ft. Hatsune Miku

prod. by tommy.

lyrics: 
floorboard
boyfriend 
floorboard 
boyfriend 

I'm just some bones carrying a corpse 
I sleep the tightest when we're in a morgue
your cold touch makes me levitate 
bring me to life pull me from the grave 
baby you can't keep looking back 
at the scene of the crime 
now there's nobody to trust
in the dead of the night 
we'll drink this poison twice 
maybe this potion's nice 
but when we get home darling I 
oh

they're pushing nails into my 
eyes again 
I'm buried deep in the floor 
I made some friends 
the spiders all talk to me 
tell me your sin 
I'll be your I'll be your 
floorboard boyfriend 
floorboard boyfriend 
floorboard boyfriend 

cover me in kisses
when you bring me back to life 
put me down under the boards
I'll see you in the night 
nobody knows I'm in your home 
except for you my love
You're the one I want alone 
please feed me all your blood

I can see you
I'm in your floor I'm in it 
watching you every minute 
I'm in your floor I'm in it 
I'm in your I'm in your 
I'm in your floor I'm in it 
watching you every minute 
I'm in your floor I'm in it 
I'm in your I'm in your 

they're pushing nails into my 
eyes again 
I'm buried deep in the floor 
I made some friends 
the spiders all talk to me 
tell me your sin 
I'll be your I'll be your 
floorboard boyfriend 
floorboard boyfriend 
floorboard boyfriend

FLOORBOARD BOYFRIEND

prod. by tommy.

i warned you to stay away 
i told you it's not safe 

and I'll be deep beneath the earth 
we didn't get enough time 
you couldn't save my life 
but how could you know 
you reap what you sew 
and I've been locked inside a chest 
waiting for my last breath 
but how could you know 
I didn't know 
now everyone knows 
everyone knows that 

I'll be waiting for you 
in the depths of the earth
and will you take my hand 
when I reach from the dirt

I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting

and when the clock strikes twelve 
you breathe like through hell
and with my lungs dull of feathers
you lift me so well 
and I've been searching for a while 
I didn't find blood
but I found something good 
and in your eyes I never tire 
I'm climbing back up 
but on the ladder I'm stuck so

I'll be waiting for you 
in the depths of the earth
and will you take my hand 
when I reach from the dirt

I'm putting splinters in my fist
I'm punching lids of coffins 
I'm punching lids of coffins 
I'm punching lids of coffins 
I'm putting splinters in my fist ah
I'm punching lids of coffins 
I'm punching lids of coffins 
I'm punching lids of coffins 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting 
I'll be waiting

WAITING FOR YOU

ALL AMERICAN NIGHTMARE

prod. by tommy.

have u had a ghost in the wall?
have you ever had a ghost in your heart?
have u had a ghost in the wall?
have you ever had a ghost in your heart?
have u had a ghost in the wall?
have you ever had a ghost in your heart?
have u had a ghost in the wall?
have you ever had a ghost in your heart?

I reach my hands in the air 
I talk but nobody's there 
I search for you and make it hurt for you 
but I still ain't nothing but scared 
there's nothing that I wouldn't sell 
there's no one out there in hell
I try to claw at you 
I try to gnaw at you 
but I really need some help
help
help
help
hel-

and when you think that you've seen it all
I'll be the ghost in the wall 
seen things that drive you crazy 
after pushing up daises 
and if only you would just call 
id haunt my way to your heart 
seen things that drive you crazy 
after pushing up daises 
I'll be the ghost in your 

i wish I could be seen 
I creep inside your dreams 
bare your soul to me 
if I take a bite you'll scream 
it's terrible so frightening 
let me in and you can feel the lightning 
it's horrible but that's the thing 
you won't feel a thing 
and when I'm reaching into your soul
I really think you should know 
it's me who drew the curtains 
and why your heart is hurting 
I'll leave you marks from the grave 
can't hide yeah no one is safe 
and you can look your doors and 
try screaming no more 

and when you think that you've seen it all
I'll be the ghost in the wall 
seen things that drive you crazy 
after pushing up daises 
and if only you would just call 
id haunt my way to your heart 
seen things that drive you crazy 
after pushing up daises 
and when you think that you've seen it all
I'll be the ghost in the wall 
seen things that drive you crazy 
after pushing up daises 
and if only you would just call 
id haunt my way to your heart 
seen things that drive you crazy 
after pushing up daises 
I'll be the ghost in your 

I'll be the ghost in your 
I'll be the ghost in your wall 
I'll be the ghost in your-
...

GHOST IN THE WALL

SOMEWHERE DOWN THERE

prod. by tommy.
guitar by Oliie of Myopia

full streaming version of 'tamaki's demo' which i dropped earlier in the year. i love that song sm but couldn't put it on streaming because of the guitar sample. So the legend Oliie of @myopia wrote some new guitar for the song, giving it it's own original feel.

inspired by the anime 'Ouran High School Host Club' 

og version here:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K0aw_Nvgzwk&ab_channel=tommy.

tamaki's song

prod. by tommy.

sipping on that ether 
down a little poison 
I couldn't really pick either 
foaming at the mouth bloody baby
I wanna eat ya 
hear the sirens coming 
but I swear I couldn't leave her 
cast a couple spells 
poof gone then I'll see ya 
welcome to the shadow realm bitch 
I got a couple sticks on me
that look like they a crucifix 
couple deals with the devil 
couple deals with the night 
yeah I'm living down here 
'cause it's a hell of a life uh

ghost rider with the whip and the chain 
hot head pulling up and it's flame 
devil trigger had to show you that I'm game 
limit break yeah I'm bout to go insane 
taking souls to the grave 
coffin mode when it's day 
motherfucker go away 
I'm just sipping blood straight 

eyes in the corner of the room they're moving 
eyes in the corner of the room they're moving 
eyes in the corner of the room they're moving 
eyes in the corner of the room yeah yeah yeah 
eyes in the corner of the room they're moving 
eyes in the corner of the room they're moving 
eyes in the corner of the room they're moving 
eyes in the corner of the room yeah yeah yeah

DEVIL TRIGGER

MY ONLY GRAVE

prod. by tommy.
mixed by tommy.
mastered by @distantsoundz

lyrics:
I could be your lover
I could be your friend
I could be somebody that you never see again
I can give you what you ask for 
Hold you ’til the end
All you gotta do is 
Show me something I can spend
I could be somebody that you never see again
I can give you what you ask for 
Hold you ’til the end
All you gotta do is 
Show me something I can spend
So what the fuck 
Is it baby that’s driving me so crazy 
What the fuck
Is it lately that’s driving me so crazy 
So what the fuck 
Is it baby that’s driving me so crazy 
What the fuck
Is it lately that’s driving me so - 

I like it when you’re sick 
I like it when you tell me 
That we’ll make this quick
Or when you whisper to me 
Calling me your bitch 
I’ll do anything to make my honey rich
They don’t like the money skinny 
Like it thick 
I’m one sick puppy 
Who could ever love me
I’m so lucky 
Having you above me 
So push me kill me 
Fucking feel me 
Cut me peel me 
Just reveal me 
Love me hold me 
You control me 
Shh

I could be your lover
I could be your friend
I could be somebody that you never see again
I can give you what you ask for 
Hold you ’til the end
All you gotta do is 
Show me something I can spend
So what the fuck 
Is it baby that’s driving me so crazy 
What the fuck 
Is it lately that’s driving me so crazy 
So what the fuck 
Is it baby that’s driving me so crazy 
What the fuck
Is it lately that’s driving me so - 

I like it when you’re sick
I like it when you’re sick
I like it when you’re sick

sick puppy!

prod. by tommy.
miku tuning by @2cada
art by Kreifish

angel trigger (ft. Hatsune Miku)

prod. by tommy.

lyrics:
i think u need a cure
i think u really need one 
so put ur head back stay with me
swallow down 
did u really think i'd need one?
u need a 
cure cure cure cure cure cure 
cure for ur wellness
u need a 
cure cure cure cure cure cure 
cure for ur wellness
what u got for me
spit it out 
i can taste the sickness on ur mouth 
u can try but u will never get enough 
if it's something that u need 
i can give u what u want 
i said u need a cure 
i think u wanna kill somebody
fuck it i'm sure 
all u need's a pill i got it
u wanted love 
a little push over the edge
something i already said
it's at the end of ur bed 
and if u pray for the worst 
i'll give u something else
u need a 
cure cure cure cure cure cure 
cure for ur wellness
u need a 
cure cure cure cure cure cure 
cure for ur wellness
it feels so much better when ur 
dead inside 
so won't u swallow down more 
of those little white lies 
and then it feels so much better 
when ur dead inside
so won't u swallow down more
of those little white lies
i think u need a cure
i think u really need one (need on)
so put ur head back stay with me
swallow down 
did u really think i'd need one?
(fuck)
i don't want a-
cure cure cure cure cure cure
cure for ur well-
cure cure cure cure cure cure
cure for ur well-
cure cure cure cure cure cure
cure for ur wellness
it feels so much better when ur 
dead inside 
so won't u swallow down more 
of those little white lies 
and then it feels so much better 
when ur dead inside
so won't u swallow down more
of those little white lies
i think u need a cure.

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