prod. by me :)
tuning by the wonderful SAW & Syphn

here's the video we did for this too: https://youtu.be/43vDjet9l3A

this was for the solaria contest a while back btw (we did not place lmao) 🖤

lyrics 

WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 

I GOTTA RUNAWAY 
THERE’S A RENOVATION 
GOIN’ INSIDE MY BRAIN 
WHAT DOES THE DEVIL SAY 
WANTS ME TO FORNICATE 
CAUSE SHE’S LETHAL 
AND IM SEE THROUGH

BUT I DID IT ALL 
I BEEN CALLING GOD HE WON’T PICK UP MY CALL
I CAN BARELY EVEN GET A WORD IN NOW 
I CAN'T LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT GETTING FREAKED OUT 
REALLY FREAKING ME OUT 

WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 
WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 

TOOK SOME TIME OUT JUST TO SEE HOW I’M FEELING
BUT IT DIDN’T DO A THING 
I’M STILL FEELING LIKE A VILLAIN
BOUGHT SOME BRAND NEW CLOTHES 
BUT I AIN’T BOOK NO SHOW 
MY BODY MUMMIFIED 
BAG IT UP JUST LIKE SOME DOPE
SLEEP AT 6AM 
FEELS LIKE MY LATEST TREND 
HOW MANY HOBBIES CAN I STACK UP 
MANY BODIES IN THE BACK UP 
CAME TO SAVE MY LIFE 
BUT I CAN’T SAVE THE LIE 
SINKING DEEPER AND DEEPER 
DROWNING BY THE LITRE 

WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT’S ABOUT YOU IN EVERY WAY 
YOU MAKE ME SICK
BEING ALIVE 
WHEN I SAY I’M FILLED WITH SHAME 
IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU IN ANY WAY 
I JUST DON'T FEEL 
ALIVE 


SHAME (SOLARIA VERSION)

tommy.