when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

bittersweet

perobug - better than ever prod mental

not finishing

its all ive ever known
i know u wanted to be alone
guess u don't want to see it out
it all went wrong
its all so broad
didn't see u call
don't know where I belong

it all went wrong - demo

i cant break out of my shell
i cant wait till we're going to hell
i cant face problems all by myself
so i tell,

as i sit and i wait
as my legs start to shake
i feel nothing again
so i try and i try and i try

The end of high school (Demo)

function

production all by me (+32)
art by me
1 out of 4

lyrics:
the tv's acting up
you doubt me everytime
you're looking at my face
i couldn't see your eyes

i nod away 
couldn't help it if i liked
still make the same mistakes
is it messing up if i say that i tried

i couldn't stay away from your mess
tried to push it down
i'm willing to say that it's been more or less
will it ever change around

you're all i know
do i even know you at all
is it something i need to hide
will you ever see my walls
you're letting go
you say your giving up
you wanna know
never satisfy the want

all i know

single off the project (3 of 4)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

observer

perobug - bleh

produced and cover art by me

+47 

lyrics:
put it away
i didnt let go
im still holding on
hold me in your arms
my names defamed
i need to let go
im still closing off
its eating me up

its begging me
its bothering us
wont u notice it
wont feed into it
harmless skin
wont u cut into it

where did it go
i didnt notice
ive shed my skin
ive let u in

i thought times moving slow
how did i throw it
throw it all away
how much more can i take

my skin

produced by me
supporting guitar by soju
mastered and additional production by @notlieu

lyrics

walk in and walk out
and get in and get out
youre what i want to be around
push in and push out
and get big and be loud
youre what i want to cry about

youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

ive been so bad at pushing for no push back
youre slipping through my fingers
and i know everything goes so fast
it makes me shiver
can you reconsider (it)

no youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

be loud

the end of the day i just wanna be with you.
Nov. 3rd 2021

it all went wrong - demo

tonguedancer

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