[lyrics]

I’m trapped in my own world 
Nothing ever feels right 
My heads in a twirl 
Bloodied up in bed 
I’m sick of taking meds 
Can’t get you out my head 
Can’t get you out my head 
Standing at the crossroads 
Yeah my mind is altered 
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster 
Formatting myself please let me restate 
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate 

And I just can’t sleep 
I’m alone my thoughts get deep 
High from smoking weed 
Now I’m struggling to eat 
All this pressure on my mind 
Got me feeling weak
Wish that I could drive 
So I can get mom a jeep 
give me what I want 
lord it’s just my only need 
Wanna give her something 
Just before the reaper reaps 
Anxious energy 
making my life feel so bleak
Just give me a reason 
Or I’m gonna do the deed 

All I ever want is to make this feeling stop 
Is to make this feeling stop 
All I ever want is to make this feeling stop 

I’m trapped in my own world 
Nothing ever feels right 
My heads in a twirl 
Bloodied up in bed 
I’m sick of taking meds 
Can’t get you out my head 
Can’t get you out my head 
Standing at the crossroads 
Yeah my mind is altered 
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster 
Formatting myself please let me restate 
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate 

I watch the rain fall 
bang my head against the wall 
I can’t answer calls
Bleeding from my eyeballs 
I’m having withdrawals 
body’s shaking uncaused 
put my life straight on pause 
I perform then you applaud 
I wake up feeling sad 
Just want you out my head 
Cut my vein it’s red 
Cried all night and now im scared 
Can’t take it anymore 
I Don’t mean to be a bore 
Might just crash out on the floor 

I’m trapped in my own world 
Nothing ever feels right 
My heads in a twirl 
Bloodied up in bed 
I’m sick of taking meds 
Can’t get you out my head 
Can’t get you out my head 
Standing at the crossroads 
Yeah my mind is altered 
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster 
Formatting myself please let me restate 
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate 

Was it all a dream 
Everything I’ve heard and seen 
An elaborate scheme 
Tryna make me stop and scream 
I swear to god I’m clean 
Now it’s Time for my next scene 
I feel so unseen 
Just like me at 13 
Baby what you want 
I cant make this feeling stop 
I feel like a flop 
mind feeling like brain rot 
What you say I forgot 
Grab my favourite glock
Stick the mission and 
go for the headshot 

I’m trapped in my own world 
Nothing ever feels right 
My heads in a twirl 
Bloodied up in bed 
I’m sick of taking meds 
Can’t get you out my head 
Can’t get you out my head 
Standing at the crossroads 
Yeah my mind is altered 
Struggling with myself I’m turning to a monster 
Formatting myself please let me restate 
Hanging onto faith I think this is my fate

The Monster (Inside My Head)

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The Monster (Inside My Head)

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