🥷🏻

BLEED

GLASS GONNA SPILL ON THE FLOOR AGAIN
BLOOD ON MY FISTS IMMA MEET MY END
EYELIDS SHUT LIKE THEY FULL OF LEAD
IT FEELS LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD WANTS ME DEAD

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?

TAKE ME BACK WHEN I DIDNT KNOW SHIT
BOUT MENTAL HEALTH OR A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH UH
NOW WHEN IM HOME I JUST FUCKING SIT
AND WONDER IF ITS ALL WHAT I THINK IT IS 

KNOWLEDGE IS A BURDEN
WHY CANT MY BRAIN WORK NOW

*after nine years, you know what i realized? 
ignorance is bliss."

GLASS GONNA SPILL ON THE FLOOR AGAIN
BLOOD ON MY FISTS IMMA MEET MY END
EYELIDS SHUT LIKE THEY FULL OF LEAD
IT FEELS LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD WANTS ME DEAD

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?

DO YOU WANNA SEE ME IN THE DIRT? UH
IMMA FIGHT BACK NAH YOU CANT TAKE WHAT IVE EARNED
THIS IS MY LIFE CAN YOU GO DECIDE YOURS?
 MOTHERFUCKER KNOW WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS

KICK DOWN THE DOOR
PULL UP WITH A STICK IF YOU WANT SOME MORE
I DONT WANNA FIGHT BUT YOU START A WAR
THATS JUST SOMETHING THAT I CANT IGNORE

EVERYTHING SOAKED IN GAS
YEARS OF EARTH, THE LAST
WE REPEAT THE PAST X2

*i thought I told you to stay away*

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD?!

DO YOU WANT ME DEAD? (PROD. SOLSA)

remember..

THANK YOU FOR AN AMAZING YEAR
 
THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS YOU ARE SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I COULDVE EVER KNOWN

I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!



lyrics:

you tear me up inside
when i got my hands high 
you cant look me in the eyes
your limits past the sky

dont forget at all, dont want to leave
you hurt inside, dont let them see
lie down go to sleep
dont get up for another week...

you rip your friends away
dont take the meds today
dont speak at all but do you know
how that makes her feel
do you know how that makes her feel?

...yet you dont know that

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you

...
... 💓
...

whats it gonna take
whats it gonna take to find your love
lying wide awake
nothing feels the same at all

whats it gonna take
whats it gonna take to find your love
i need you to stay
i need you to stay...

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you


...

DREAMING: HER WORLD OF LOVE

**LIVE NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS**
LYRICS:
you can’t save me from myself
throw my heart into a wishing well
though it ended, i wish you well
captivated by your spell
(x2)

by your spell, your spell, your spell oh woa
you built up a wall jus to push me off
& i hate that i miss you when you piss me off
n what if my best is never enough

n i aint wanna take it slow myself
but, being what it was i couldn’t help it
now that im without you im in hell
might need you to love me can’t love myself..

n you can’t save me
but you can’t push me away
but i need something …
i need something to crave …

you can’t save me
but you can’t push me away
n i need something 
i need something today 

you can’t save me from myself
throw my heart into a wishing well
though it ended, i wish you well
captivated by your spell
(x2)

by your spell, your spell, your spell oh woa

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phase:15 [prod.mystxry]

Art Work: Baphomet Kun
Prod: POPPA x Zaniiel

Comedown

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IM BEING WATCHED (PROD. CUBOX)

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Have To Say (Prod. Someone X User)

i dont know
how much more of this
i can take
if im not real,
i dunno what fakin is 
it's not my fault
im gone, 
still waitin kid
take my lesson, 
aint shit
sunshine an rainbows
walkin outside,
im dressed up in plain clothes
take me for a ride
we go where ever you say so
crop me out the photo cuz i
dont wanna be here
i put up a façade
theres nothing that i hold dear.
[thats not true]
id rather be in bed cuddled up with you,
or laying on a blanket lookin at the stars
before i flip my shit,
self sabotage
i dug my own fuckin pit an ima lie in it
most of the time i wanna die n quit
most of the time i fuckin hate you people
but ill never get ahead with a heart of evil
an i wanna get head from a supermodel
pop champagne, whole salary bottle
living with these self afflictions is awful
i gotta fuckin chill like a blizzard,
im doin shit wrong
always think of pullin the trigger
but i play games on hard
my own happiness a falacy 
im proud of the man that im boutta be
food on the table 
with a hot ass wife
never fuckin give up
its the start of your life
i was you, once too,
with a blade or a knife 
tucked up on my neck
press the throat real hard
blood trickle trickle 
poor family dawg
i wish things could be different 
but i know they cant
hard bake a better tomorrow inside of your plan
ye

sunshine & rainbows [prod. killingfrancis x sbc]

peak - home

My Heart

All Inquires (Production/Features/Collabs/A nice chat): 

Email:
gaothearsonist@gmail.com

Instagram:
@guywithanoldasslaptop

Lyrics:
beam of light at 3:05 in the A.M.
screen on, typed up 3 + lines just to waste them,
daybreak seconds away, reckon I can taste when,
the night dies,
me? I like your phenotypes through the webcam,
peace of mind, I see outlines of incandescence,
sun of today's stubborn, duvet covers stuffed with best damn, substitute for comfort lose my head.
beam of light at 3:05 in the A.M.
screen on, typed up 3 + lines just to waste them,
daybreak seconds away, reckon I can taste when,
the night dies,
me? I like your phenotypes through the webcam,
peace of mind, I see outlines of incandescence,
sun of today's stubborn, duvet covers stuffed with best damn, substitute for comfort lose my head.

'pose I owe the loneliness to hours even evening skies sleep.
only pillow talk I dribble out is cursing with the cotton in my teeth.

sticky sheets, the liquids reeking as they mix,
pretty pink from the seamen and the wrists, (yah)
fluids diluted by sweat seeping from my skin.
pity peaches and the tree branch that they're picked from.

still saw dawn in the A.M.
tears are dried by the A.M.
A.M.
A.M.

A.M.

Dear Dad

Murder weapon carved initials in the tree bark
Should of seen you been concealing pistols in your knee socks
Locked our fingers round the locket that we keep locked
Broke the ice but now it's thawed under the 

Heat of the moment's past now it's tepid in the water
Cast out the hexes from the cauldron
Gagged on the dregs left at the bottom,
Still taste the remnants of the solvent

Dead Leaves
Camouflage
The corpse you let breath wasn't sabotage
Blood-soaked gloves and a balaclava
Off the operating table fucking grabbed my heart

Dead Leaves
Camouflage
The corpse you let breath wasn't sabotage
Blood-soaked gloves and a balaclava
Off the operating table fucking grabbed my heart

Tell me I'm more than just the damaged parts


Complete each others sentences then serve our own,
Lit cigarettes in pockets, course it burned a hole
Snow angels in the ashes, now we turn to stone
This person's old
Should be curtains closed

Steal your teeth when you're sleeping with the needles in the haystack
Red flags were a thief fucking creeping in the glade,
Back broke ,cant hold you
Crimson seeping from your face
Tuck your blade

Dead Leaves
Camouflage
The corpse you let breath wasn't sabotage
Blood-soaked gloves and a balaclava
Off the operating table fucking grabbed my heart

Dead Leaves
Camouflage
The corpse you let breath wasn't sabotage
Blood-soaked gloves and a balaclava
Off the operating table fucking grabbed my heart

Desecrate the grave to play dress up with the body
Renegaded slaves, the chains caressed our wrists till bloody
Pleasure weighted, waned, still stayed to press against a body
Wanna press against a body
Gun is pressed against my

Desecrate the grave to play dress up with the body
Renegaded slaves, the chains caressed our wrists till bloody
Pleasure weighted, waned, still stayed to press against a body
Wanna press against a body
Gun is pressed against my

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