현님

original by Ruru
https://soundcloud.com/user-635646171/sdasftc4cqh4

난 어제 손목을 긋고 약을 먹었어
약을 먹었어 잠에 들었어
잠에서 깨면 그냥 울었어
그냥 울었어 살기싫어서
  
죽을것만 같아도 또 살아지더라고
그랬어야해 참았어야해
아프지말아달라한 아빠한테 미안해
오늘도 못참고 또 칼을 집어들었어 
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다시 또 약을 먹고 깊은 잠 자고올게
내가 할 수있는게 이런거 뿐이지만
그래도 괜찮아 넌 내일을 살아야해
내동생 졸업식은 보고싶을테니까
 
보고싶어 널 보고싶어
가고싶어 널 갖고싶어
날 찾고싶어 또 살고싶어
실수로 붙잡았던
너의 팔 안쪽에 상처 한쪽엔 여기저기 밟혀
찢겨진 마음이 넘 아퍼 아무렇지 않은척 들춰
봐서 미안해 아니야 의도한건
여기에 숨겨 난 혼자라서
아무도 안올거야 나 혼자 옷장에서 
하루를 보내기도했지 옥상에서
바라본 하늘과 내 기분 속상해서
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위로 가기 위해 아래로 가야해서
또 위로 가기 위해 아래를 봐야해서

저 병원가기전에 유부초밥이 먹고싶은데요 (cover)

숨쉬기가 힘들 정도로 울었어 (류현준)

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Ruru(루루)_살인 아니고 사랑인데요? (feat. $ATSUKI,  백노양 of 나의 노랑말들)

가애假哀

(playlist) 어른들은 몰라요

music: 리
mix : 루빈
inst : 혁오 (위잉위잉)

난 그대 어항 속에서 춤을 추는 작은 물고기

우리는 진짜 바다를 보러 가는 거야 cover (원곡 Ruru,~

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아
그렇게 해롭지 않단 말야
먹고 싶어, 하고 싶어
Oh, if you (Feel the same)
사랑은 망가지게 하지않아
수많은 씨발놈 중에 너와 나
난 너만을 넌 나만을 할퀴어 줘

너가 죽으려고 한다면
난 너를 위해서 약국들을 털어올게
너가 울으려고 한다면
난 너를 위해서 잠시 나가있을게

넌 용돈의 절반을 도루코에 써
그리고 남은 절반은 쿠로미에 써
내가 그 칼이었다면
너무 좋을텐데 말야 네 손목 안으로

들어가고 싶어 대동맥을 파헤치고
들어있던 적혈구랑 인사를 하곤
너의 살에 배인 냄새를 맡어
너의 살에 베인 상처를 덮어

네 손목에 나쁜것들이 많아
38선 밑에는 씨발것들이 많아
넌 어딘가 고장난 엉망진창
근데 어케 내게 보일 용기가 나 so

Are you mad? You look sad
But that's okay, we have each other
뭉게뭉게 번개탄으로 잿가루 내며
여길 떠나자

좆 같은 서울
그런건 이제 안녕
좆 같은 년
그래 그런건 이제 안녕

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아
그렇게 해롭지 않단 말야
먹고 싶어, 하고 싶어
Oh, if you (Feel the same)
사랑은 망가지게 하지않아
수많은 씨발놈 중에 너와 나
난 너만을 넌 나만을 할퀴어 줘

mono sapa - 사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아 | cover by 지학

City Vibes

Short Description
A soulful hometown anthem about growing up around real life, real people, and real lessons. It’s not about gang ties it’s about pride, roots, and the quiet strength that comes from surviving where you were shaped. No matter how far the road goes or how big the dreams get, home stays woven into your bones.

HOOK
Home is where the heart still hums in the breeze,
Even when the road keep whisperin’ “come find me,”
Every time I leave, I feel the pull, low-key—
No matter where I go, it always lives in me.

Sunset hittin’ different when you’re chasin’ dreams,
Days run fast, but the nights stay clean,
Got love for the place that first made me—
Home is in my bones, and it rides with me.

VERSE
Yeah Watsonville summers in my rearview glow,
Lil’ homie on the curb watchin’ big dogs post,
I ain’t bang, but the block taught me moves I know,
How to read a man’s eyes ‘fore he say "fo’sho."

Seen fools crash out tryna chase that rep,
Seen mothers pray loud just to catch they breath,
I kept my colors tucked deep, but my pride stayed set—
You don’t need to throw signs when your name got respect.

We was barefoot kids where the fields run long,
Bikes with no brakes, bumpin’ oldies songs,
Life hit early, but it made me strong—
Now I’m drivin’ toward the future I been buildin’ on.

And the breeze still hit like the hometown truth,
Turn that corner and the world feel new,
But no matter where the highway carries my route,
It’s the dirt I was born in that grew my roots.

HOOK
Home is where the heart still hums in the breeze,
Even when the road keep whisperin’ “come find me,”
Every time I leave, I feel the pull, low-key—
No matter where I go, it always lives in me.

Sunset hittin’ different when you’re chasin’ dreams,
Days run fast, but the nights stay clean,
Got love for the place that first made me—
Home is in my bones, and it rides with me.

VERSE
Came up where the nights said grow up fast,
Everybody got dreams but they don’t all last,
I learned early that peace got a different cost,
And the strongest ones ain’t the ones who actin’ hard.

Palm trees lean like they know my past,
Streetlights flicker when the memories flash,
I been outta town pushin’ hopes like cash—
But I carry my beginnings like they stitched in my path.

We got homies that stayed, and homies that changed,
Some broke cycles, some still trapped in the maze,
But I ain’t never been ashamed of the place I came—
Even distance don’t erase what the soil engrained.

Now I’m chasin’ that sun where tomorrow lives,
Tryna shine for the ones who ain’t get that win,
And every mile I drive feels like talkin’ to them—
Hometown in my heart like my next of kin.

HOOK
Home is where the heart still hums in the breeze,
Even when the road keep whisperin’ “come find me,”
Every time I leave, I feel the pull, low-key—
No matter where I go, it always lives in me.

Sunset hittin’ different when you’re chasin’ dreams,
Days run fast, but the nights stay clean,
Got love for the place that first made me—
Home is in my bones, and it rides with me.

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