Bonner love

212 X Heaven Or Las Vegas

I used to hate this song but now it reminds me of a time I miss

Twin Palms

Cold

I’m good, I’m great, I’m fine
Everybody loves me
I’m pure, I’m humble, secure 
Got pretty people around Me

Everybody calls me when i wake up 
To know if imma come thru
Im always picked up first for the team 
Without me around, what would you do?

You’d be so sad
Oh you’d be lonely 
You’d scratch your head,
“Why’d you disown me?” 
You’d lose your purpose 
Run around in circles 
Hitting my line
But imma ignore ya! 

Why can’t I find peace of mind?

Peace of Mind

I awake my body with a slap in the face 
And I tell myself that It’s all okay 
Till I look in the mirror and I feel ashamed 
Of the man I see looking right back at me
You’re a broken body, you’re a selfish kid
Only worried about making it real big. 
And these pointless delusions only help to feed
That big fat ego that you tried to defeat. 

But I’m awake now baby 
Im more alive than I’ve ever been 
Im awake now baby 
And you’ve come to realize it was in your head

All in your head 

I wash my secrets out in the kitchen sink 
And the truths i tell won’t see the light of day 
You’d be the simplest fool to put your trust in me
The only honest people lay below six feet 

And that’s the end, it’s easy to deceive you and pretend 
Like I’m the victim of a rotten circumstance
You push and then you pull until you can’t,
Until you can’t
I’m a mess
But you won’t notice until I’m dead
And all the weight has lifted off the words i said 
And none of it will have an ounce of relevance

in your head

shoutout mace for da help

In the dead of night I made a new friend 
He doesn’t say a thing but he’s constantly watching
Is there a common link? 
I can’t even move an inch
Despite what I think,
I’ll name him Desmond. 

Is he coming out tonight? 
Will he watch as I sleep?
I’m afraid to close my eyes 
I wake in fear of next time we meet 

When’s it gonna be?

Gimme something more, gimme something more 
I want something to feel I deserve it now
Gimme something more, gimme something more 
You got what I want
Imma take it 

Around 3am
Laying on my side 
Are you here tonight ?

Is he coming out tonight? 
Will he watch as I sleep?
I’m afraid to close my eyes 
I wake, in fear of next time we meet

When’s it gonna be ?

Cold

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