Lost in Paradïse, Pt. 2

For Gerard

Maybe Next Time

Hold Me Down

I’m gonna pray 
Til the spirit breaks out
God saturate Us 
with your oil and power  
We pant and we thirst
For your glory here  
Oh we hunger for
Your presence ever near 

I won’t stop
Til the fire falls
I’ll chase I’ll run
I’ll walk I’ll crawl
I need you lord
Not some but all 

Oh lord You know 
How I burn for you
Oh lord you know
How I seek the new 
Oh lord you know
How I long for more 
Oh lord you know
All I yearn for 

Bind my heart 
To thee forever 
Prune me God
Oh make me better
All worldly ties
You can sever 

lord You know 
How I burn for you
Oh lord you know
How I seek the new 
Oh lord you know
How I long for more 
Oh lord you know
All I yearn for 

Pour out your oil 
I wanna be drenched 
Cover me lord
In your holy fragrance 
A fire to protect me 
Your spirit to infect me 
Oh you are my home
It’s in you Christ alone
That No power of hell
no scheme of man
Could ever pluck me 
from your hand
So Pour out your oil 
Cuz I wanna be drenched 
Cover me lord
In your holy fragrance 
A fire to protect me 
Your spirit to infect me 
Oh you are my home
It’s in you Christ alone
That No power of hell
no scheme of man
Could ever pluck me 
from your hand
Oh no power of hell
No scheme of man 
Could ever pluck me
From your hand 

lord You know 
How I burn for you
Oh lord you know
How I seek the new 
Oh lord you know
How I long for more 
Oh lord you know
All I yearn for 

So Pour out your oil 
Cuz I wanna be drenched 
Cover me lord
In your holy fragrance 
A fire to protect me 
Your spirit to infect me 
Oh you are my home
It’s in you Christ alone
That No power of hell
no scheme of man
Could ever pluck me 
from your hand
Oh no power of hell
No scheme of man 
Could ever pluck me
From your hand 

So I’m gonna pray 
Til the spirit breaks out
God saturate Us 
with your oil and power 
We pant and we thirst
For your glory here  
Oh we hunger for
Your presence ever near 
So I’m gonna pray 
Til the spirit breaks out 
Yes I’m gonna pray 
Til your glory falls down

Pour Out Your Oil

“No Return, No Way Back Down” is an intimate journey through whispered thoughts and haunting echoes. A delicate balance of vulnerability and strength, wrapped in a soft, atmospheric soundscape. Let it breathe through you like a secret you can’t forget.

No return, no way back down

Available on : Spotify, Apple Music, iTunes, Instagram/Facebook, YouTube Music, Amazon Music, Pandora, Deezer, Tidal, iHeartRadio, Claro Musica, Saavn, Boomplay, Anghami, NetEase, Tencent, Qubuz, Joox, Kuack Media, Adaptr, Flo, MediaNet

P*ssy Power

Falling Out Of Time (International Version) is Mokhtar’s most expansive and emotionally layered work to date—a minimalist R&B album that speaks in three tongues and countless moods. Written in English, Tagalog, and Malay, the project transcends borders and time zones, capturing the universal ache of change, memory, and quiet rebellion.

Each track is a timestamp from a life lived in fragments:

• From the melancholic refusal in “Ayoko ng Sunset Ngayon” to the cinematic collapse of “The World Is Shaking”,
• From the nostalgic ache of “Childhood” to the poetic defiance of “Cutting My Hair at Home”,
• From the imagined escape in “Life in Another City” to the theatrical finality of “One Last Dance Before My Inevitable Death”,


The album moves like a slow dissolve—velvet vocals over ambient textures, lo-fi percussion, and lyrics that feel handwritten. It’s not just international in language, but in emotional reach: every song is a passport to a feeling you thought was yours alone.

This version is for the listener who’s lived in translation, who’s felt heartbreak in more than one language, who knows that time doesn’t heal—it distorts. Mokhtar doesn’t offer resolution. He offers resonance.


15. Cutting My Hair At Home

"🎧 TorGio Records • Leya & AI • Ambient, Psychedelic, Soul • Mindful music for every mood • SoundCloud-first".