that weak smile  made me feel old we're still so young you looked like you had enough look in your eyes still see you cry just down the hall just at the mall  the lights are on but theres nobody home i knew i shouldnt have left you all alone  i slowly open the door your brains all across the floor moms screamin, bloody murder i slowly open the door  its been a week I left you be the time you need were somebody all those false hopes they came and go but now  i know there really was no hope look in your eyes still see you cry just down the hall just at the mall  i slowly open the door your brains all across the floor moms screamin, bloody murder i slowly open the door

Lyrics:

Why is it that you don't see what I do?
Different realities.
Why is it that when I say what I think,
Everyone hates me?

The language that we speak has been corrupted secretly to make us hate each other though we're all the same.
Everything we say is being twisted in these games we play,
No one even listens anyway.

Why can't we understand each other?
Two different languages.
Why do you even try to fit in?
You're fucking lying!

They've changed the definitions of the words we speak to make us think we hate each other now we're not the same.
Maybe if we told the truth and listened to each other then our realities would be the same again.

I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see I'll never see!
I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see!
I'll never see, I'll never see, I'll never see the world the same again!

You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see! 
You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see! 
You'll never see, You'll never see, You'll never see how it was meant to be!

How it was meant to be!

The language that we speak has been corrupted secretly and now the open rift I fear is here to stay.
There's no getting out of here, They're controlling us through fear,
The world will never be the same again...

Newspeak

i want a girlfriend so bad
but girls only want chad
it makes me feel so sad
i got a gun in my bag

im a blackpilled doomer

im tired of being an incel
im tired of being by myself
none of the drugs help
i want to kill myself

im a blackpilled doomer

Blackpilled Doomer

belowground - You Need To Move On

I Slowly Open The Door(reupload)

from the album: https://soundcloud.com/w4str/sets/trial-and-error

Do You Realize You Aren't Human Anymore?

its all i ever wanted
now i dont care
it feels like im haunted
shes my one prayer
i love you

jesus take away my sin
only you could take me here
more high than ive ever been
ill wait another year
i dont love you anymore she said

i want to breath your breath
even if youre not mine
i dont wanna wait for death
we’re running outta time
one day then ill wake up full of lead

baby wake me up
cause i dont wanna know
dont let me go
ive lost my glow
and i dont fucking know whats in my head

im stuck in my sin
save me your cherabim 
leave a few cuts 
in my pale skin
ill wake or put a bullet in my head
take my love and keep when im dead

pumpkin

Lyrics:

so so tired
I wanna go to bed
i feel like shit
i wish that i were dead
my brain is numb
i feel sick in the head
i fucked up i want my skin to shed
make me bleed so i can feel somethin
i dont deserve to feel anything
my soul is broke 
i need to drink something
fuck my life im tired of living

what have i become
shell of a man
no longer who i used to be

what have i become
im fucking done
im fucking sick of being me

future i cant see
in misery
stuck on the sins that crafted me
i want to change
no one to blame
except for myself 
and im so lame

what have i become
shell of a man
no longer who i used to be

what have i become
im fucking done
im fucking sick of being me

What Have I Become

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

faggot

New Version

im tired of everything
please let me end my life
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

everything fucking sucks
every day everything hurts
I need to turn off my brain
I don't wanna feel this pain

i dont wanna be around
i dont wanna be around
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

I Don't Wanna Be Around

mashed songs that are stuck in my head idk
songs covered:
SS - when i die bury me at the emo gazebo
UhOhSlater - i'm sorry that I blew my brains out across the room
Cameron Phlodge - Dalepilled
Cameron Phlodge - Bill Elliott
NXP - Daydream

I Slowly Open The Door(reupload)

Torment

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