Lucille - still feel attached(unreleased/unpolished)

high

insecurity fill the room
you betray me but all i do
is to save you, despite my self
have yo back when nobody else would
i feel like i failed

(i feel like i failed)
(i feel like i)

saw a problem
it's all in my head
tell me how the fuck how do i solve it
before i fall in

just to fix it, i'ma dive right in
chips i give
cards i dealt
can't love like this
with no one else

(no one else)

lucille - insecurity (snippet)

Tell me what you want,
All this liquor that I’m drinking’s fucking up my gut.
And all these people terrified I wanna see them run,
I put the razor blade to my wrist, then start to cut.

And I put the fucking barrel to my brain I had enough,
And I never had it easy on me, bitch, I had it rough.
Every time I think about it, I can only see your blood,
And I’m aboutta down this bottle till my body turns numb.

(FUCK)

I’ma commit suicide, I can see you cryin’ — baby, look me in my eyes.
You’re so dead,
Every time I step inside, it’s another problem with me — I’ma die tonight.
My blood turns red,
Can you turn off all the lights? I knew you were a demon, baby, your just in disguise.
It’s all unsaid...

fenix - numb

gonna send you overseas, 
just another corpse, ima give you my disease,
so tell me what u think,
im gonna torture, every thought inside your brain im a disorder,
ima carve your guts, & leave them bloody on the walls,
its a bloody massacre and maybe im the cause,
and you know its all your fault, and i just wanna talk to you but i am scared to call,
am i annoying to you? im a grab the rope and tie it on my neck and make a noose,
i dont wanna fall, tell me what to do and i just wanna talk cause i got something for you,

(woahh) 
(ahh)

fenix - bloody massacre

fenix - tongue twisted w/dazingoff

(@fuckfenix)

(lets go)

you've been running in my mind 
I've been calling out for help, no ones picking up the line (lets go)
huh, tell me am I really to myself? 
you're so tongue twisted, I'm so sick of all your lies (lets go)

I've been so alone for so long
you've been lying on my name you're so wrong
all you said, your words are so strong
acting so tuff? your girl sings my songs

I'm so done, and I have falled for all your lies
so stay on that side
and I'm stuck, I know I lost
its okay I know that I'm alright

when i sing can you hear the cry's? (fuck fenix)
I got this rope ill make it real tight
fuck a deal ill never get signed
I know you hurt me can you please tell me why?

(@dazingoff)

baby I've been using my time 
maybe you should do what I do and take my advice
I know that I fuck a lot of things up in my life
cussing on the phone, at 3AM and we acting like things are alright

you ask me questions that i cant respond to (ouuu)
I'm tired of putting myself on the line for you (on the line for you)
finding somebody else is going for hard for you (so hard)
its going to hurt me way more than it does for you (for you)

you said it was forever (forever) 
but it didn't last long
shits been bad since we're over
it sucks we never got along

(ouuu, ouuu ouuuu,)

time passes by, when I look back at you
ever since the day we ended I cant be myself without you
take the wind to around the corner, I hope it doesn't find me
all I wanted was some closer but you didn't have time for me

you want me to figure it out
baby why cant you do anything
you know never wanna fix it
hate me? baby that don't even make sense

(@fuckfenix)

I'm not a replacement I swear I'm not your toy
the music's getting loud, can you kill the noise?
tell me what's this all about? 
your always quick to run your mouth
you always see me in the west,
you never see me in the south

I was in my head I'm always going in and out
they tell me everything, I wanna know why your down
I tried my best but we all know how that turned out
I gave you everything I'm going down this damn route

I'm not as bad as they say
and I've been going quite, I've been going M.I.A
this silence in my head killing me everyday
so tell me what's this all about
so keep my name out of your mouth

lucille - DOA (snippet)

torturedskin