pretty and bruised

lucille/torturedskin⛧

lucille

snippets

Wishbone

Burning House

there's nowhere else to cut
(i'll be the poison)

the way you drug me through the mud
(all the prettiest voices)

if you ever let me up
(i feel like i'm annoying)

you'll put that dagger in my lungs
(you tell me all of these stories)

cause there's just nowhere left to cut

if you call me, something wrong
but i feel you, in the dark
never wanted, us to fall
now i'm dying, on the walls
on the walls, on the walls...

dying on the walls

In My Room

Life Is A Storm

Last Summer

Demon

Lyrics:

What's the matter?
All these voices won't leave me alone (Ooh-woah)
I'm a peasant, I know it, I feel so annoying
Don't mind me, I'm writing my note
And it said I'll meet the pistol
When you're dead, nobody misses you
To the head, I'll make it critical
All the problems you have are so minuscule
Baby, I just can't help, I promise I'm into you
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)
Watch the sun freeze, filling up a shot
What if I'm dead? (What if I'm dead?)
Now we're all red (Now we're all red)
Tell you I tried, maybe start over
Why you not call?
Was it not taught?
Just to keep running from my thoughts
Plucking on this clover 'till my luck's gone
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)

Lucille - die for you, more

lucille - fear

The words you speak are so nefarious
What's your intentions
I feel like you're tearing me apart
All i ever wanted was some clarity
Now I'm twenty three in a bar
With the bottle up
Grab the kerosene, let's start a fire I

Don't think that I matter to you
I'm so unimportant I
Wish I could be normal like you
Where's the party, blowing candles out
The riots and the smiles around me
And all my friends are gone
Like oh what's that about
There's not a banner with my name
I'll turn this smile around
Like fuck I'm signing out
I'll end up falling on my head
Don't feel bad for me
I've given up, can't walk with broken legs
I can't speak up anymore
You pull my heart up out my chest
i think I'm better off just dead
I know I 

Don't deserve this
I feel so alone
I don't know why they all desert me
Are you better off?
Is it worth it?
Am I such a burden I remind you of the worst days?
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday
Breaking down
Open my wrists till I need first aid
(Man, fuck)
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday

natalis (interlude)

lucille - asterisk (snippet)

my bloods all over the ceiling 
my heart don't mend easy 
i just can't believe it

you're sick & demented
i'm twisted, addicted, you...

it's
all
ruined

i can't wait until it's over 
i'll be plucking on this clover 

i'm 
such a 
loser 

off the cliff i might've drove her 
all she wanted was some closure 
and i lost her it's true

lucille - ruined (snippet)

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors (snippet)

lucille - silence (snippet)

asterisk

charades

pin my back into the wall
shoot a flare, i could save your heart
all i give, you just take it all
i've been barking
come & save the dog

chain me up
kill my love
i can't waste no time
clocks been ticking up
there's this elephant
in this room with us
oh so elegant
i still kill it i-

can't decide
if i'll wake up & see you & tear it all apart
tell me i was right
i'll never escape this feeling of tryna solve it all
(tryna solve it)
tell me it's all you want

lucille - mutt (snippet)

torturedskin