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@torturedskin

luci 💗💓💞💕💖💘

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lucille/torturedskin⛧

lucille

my soul

snippets

Lucille

stare

produced by "jxyy2k"

explicit
b* i smoke gas now i cant see
get a bag while im off the bean 
slide down hit em with that beam
you a broke boy cant be me
get high then i see 3d
we gon fye when we see yo team
pour a 5 all up in that lean
you can get gunned down
"ayerp" moving them pounds
im too slime i wont go down 
we gon fye that hunnid round
we gon fye that hunnid clip
you too broke cant get like this
i rock arcteryx and rick
how the h* u shoot n miss

n* talking down he can get a face lift
b* im moving pounds feeling like im asix
and im outta town thuggin with my rounds i spray it
eyes so low like @linszn like asian
you so broke thats why u hating
i smoke gas so high cant take it
we run in leave yo house vacant
i been thumbin through the racks, i only want blue im racist
you only want green u basic
when i walk in the trap im spraying
you dont really get racks just face it
and my glock matte black like haitian
(and im getting to that money n* slat)

@ayerpk @jxyy2k

produced by deezy

explicit
i got like 3 hours bout to catch my next flight
stupid b* get left if she aint tryna act right
its crazy when u blow up then a n* try to act nice 
its crazy when u blow up then a n* try to act twice
always knew i wasnt gon be broke
in the back of the lamb truck big bro popping perc might just overdose
lil n* never lived that never spinned back for the bros
when a n* kill yo dog that s* hit real deep in yo soul
i keep doing all dese drugs 
my big bro just got laced
and im sliming out the plug
and im still jugging out chase
maybe thats just how it was 
maybe that just how i live
got lil greg in the benz
he might f* around and crash the wheel
pop another n* like a pill
rop we shoot like bradely beal
put my whole life behind this gun
when i slide i dont feel like thrill
man this gang s* it get real
man this gang s* it get active
my lil brother just died 
so im spinning for all his ashes

going 130 i might crash it
b* i rap n* thats my passion
i will never fall out with my bros
i will never fall out with my family
i dont even want these lil h* 
lil broke b* tryna live lavish
lil b* i wont sell my soul and i put that on pappy 
i with the mob im with the gang
lil p* a* b* tryna run up on the plug we snatching his brain
lil b* a* boy can catch like one these slugs lil b* i aint playing
and im not playing with these n* no
tryna get a chain for my lil bro
man i came a long way from serving coke
b* i have a yard day with the pole

b* i count the bread and run it up
i can scam a white lil h* if she dumb enough
try run up on my gang we gon hit ya
give you tummy tuck
i might f* around and be the president im rich as f*
i dont give no f*

@alyxrings

soul

there's nowhere else to cut
(i'll be the poison)

the way you drug me through the mud
(all the prettiest voices)

if you ever let me up
(i feel like i'm annoying)

you'll put that dagger in my lungs
(you tell me all of these stories)

cause there's just nowhere left to cut

if you call me, something wrong
but i feel you, in the dark
never wanted, us to fall
now i'm dying, on the walls
on the walls, on the walls...

dying on the walls

stay down

didntmean2

it doesn’t matter at all
play with my psyche my,
brains in a spiral for love
love.
love.
love.

wolf in a sheep’s skin
if i die, bury me with all your sins
did you try?

i don’t think you ever did
is it my fault see a different lense

now it’s all gone
yea it’s turned to shit
now my life is shit

would it even matter if i found the end?
i wish i could kill em all and start again
voices gettin louder as a i slit my wrists

matter (love)

uncool

lucille - i dont want to rot (snippet)

lucille - fuckin freak

Demon

Lyrics:

What's the matter?
All these voices won't leave me alone (Ooh-woah)
I'm a peasant, I know it, I feel so annoying
Don't mind me, I'm writing my note
And it said I'll meet the pistol
When you're dead, nobody misses you
To the head, I'll make it critical
All the problems you have are so minuscule
Baby, I just can't help, I promise I'm into you
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)
Watch the sun freeze, filling up a shot
What if I'm dead? (What if I'm dead?)
Now we're all red (Now we're all red)
Tell you I tried, maybe start over
Why you not call?
Was it not taught?
Just to keep running from my thoughts
Plucking on this clover 'till my luck's gone
I won't lie, I'll make everyone watch us heal
Shotgun loaded and caught, for real
When you're drunk, what's one more shot?
On the floor and my heart done stopped
I'm on the news like "Who would've thought?"
And I try to be perfect, I'm not (Fucked)
Maybe they'll care when I'm gone (Fuck)
Maybe they won't and I'll rot
I'll die for you more, die for you, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, oh, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
I'll die for you more, I'll die for you more
'Cause all that I gave, was it not enough?
(You never change, you never-)
Call me insane but you know that I love you, 'cause
(You never change, you never change)

Lucille - die for you, more

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bastard & lucille - greed

lyrics:

waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure
poke and pry, tears out my eyes
stab and lie, i'll be just fine

i hate the summer but winters alright
lost my purpose in spring, but in autumn it's perfect
i'm so damn demented, your closing the curtain
decline in my mental, i never was worth it

i still waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure


unfamiliar

lucille - problem

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

whatever

lucille - find you (snippet)

SCARLET

motley

lucille - fear

i wish i was like you
not a, whistle in the crops 
i promise i would try to
do my best to hold them off,when they come flockin

i put my arms out wide
and rot outside
to fix your problem

and they keep pecking on me
your claws in my shoulders, feel your wings
ya i'm not good at fear it seems
even with these sharpened teeth
cause imitations not as easy
when they can see behind your screen 

i'm not that real
they don't know how it feels
they'll tear up my post
and pull me out of the field
i thought i would work
they're saying bye to lucille
bye to lucille

i'll be your scarecrow

lucille - i'll be your scarecrow

The words you speak are so nefarious
What's your intentions
I feel like you're tearing me apart
All i ever wanted was some clarity
Now I'm twenty three in a bar
With the bottle up
Grab the kerosene, let's start a fire I

Don't think that I matter to you
I'm so unimportant I
Wish I could be normal like you
Where's the party, blowing candles out
The riots and the smiles around me
And all my friends are gone
Like oh what's that about
There's not a banner with my name
I'll turn this smile around
Like fuck I'm signing out
I'll end up falling on my head
Don't feel bad for me
I've given up, can't walk with broken legs
I can't speak up anymore
You pull my heart up out my chest
i think I'm better off just dead
I know I 

Don't deserve this
I feel so alone
I don't know why they all desert me
Are you better off?
Is it worth it?
Am I such a burden I remind you of the worst days?
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday
Breaking down
Open my wrists till I need first aid
(Man, fuck)
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday

natalis (interlude)

lucille - asterisk (snippet)

and i just faced you, on the floor
i thought you take me as a corpse 
i want you to kill me 
but now that i feel it,

i'm unsure, i'm unsure 

pull the trigger would you let me die 
just pull the trigger would you let me die
just pull the trigger would you

i'll knit you a sweater 
all made from my tears 
i'd cry you a river 
just dont leave me here 

lucille - unsure (snippet)

my bloods all over the ceiling 
my heart don't mend easy 
i just can't believe it

you're sick & demented
i'm twisted, addicted, you...

it's
all
ruined

i can't wait until it's over 
i'll be plucking on this clover 

i'm 
such a 
loser 

off the cliff i might've drove her 
all she wanted was some closure 
and i lost her it's true

lucille - ruined (snippet)

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors (snippet)

lucille - silence (snippet)

lucille - creep (leak)

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

sore (adore)

lucille - fade away

asterisk

lucille - rainfall (snippet)

charades

(prod. lucille)
"charades" friday
thank you for 10k on instagram :)

miserable

pin my back into the wall
shoot a flare, i could save your heart
all i give, you just take it all
i've been barking
come & save the dog

chain me up
kill my love
i can't waste no time
clocks been ticking up
there's this elephant
in this room with us
oh so elegant
i still kill it i-

can't decide
if i'll wake up & see you & tear it all apart
tell me i was right
i'll never escape this feeling of tryna solve it all
(tryna solve it)
tell me it's all you want

lucille - mutt (snippet)

bittersweet

lucille - shed those tears (full song)

lucille - zombie (snippet)

lucille - FIREFLIES (snippet)

lucille - I'M THE ONLY STAR YOU SEE (snippet)

lucille - money talk (snippet)

lucille - FANCY (snippet)

ig @txrturedd

such a nobody. (cover arts made by me)
