Foreground Eclipse - the distant journey to you

would you look at that? a visitor, you read me

You know, ....every once in a while, ...that terror comes back to me. .....I wonder...whether I really have escaped from that hell. ......What if...I actually lost my mind a long time ago.....and I'm still in there, just seeing a delusion of us all chatting happily like this..? ...That nightmare still terrifies me.. ...And so, I need to constantly feel...truly feel that this isn't a dream... ...Hey, ...are you guys..really..real...? ...You aren't just an insane delusion I'm having inside that hell, ...right...? Right? ..Right...?

Foreground Eclipse - the distant journey to you

Toru Deluhist