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Don't question. Don't feel. (C) & (P) Robert Parker

Lead vocals & harmonies by Christian from To See Beyond the Shadows
Additional vocals by Robert from Patient 82
Keyboards and drums played by Robert from Patient 82

Lyrics:

So many times, I've been here.
Shackled by a past lost in tears.
A slave to fears I can't overcome.
I turn my back on everyone.

Don't question, don't feel.
Don't feel.

Within these walls there's safety.
Just a numbing of feelings that shape me.
I can't open up; the damage Is done.
I can't, not for you, not for anyone.

Don't question, don't feel.
Don't feel.

No. I can't.
I'm bound and gagged.
By fear Inside.
How It paralyzes.

No. I can't.
These wounds, Implant.
A fear, so strong.
That I just can't see.

No. I can't.
I'm bound and gagged.
By fear Inside.
How It paralyzes.

No. I can't.
These wounds, Implant.
A fear so strong.
That I just can't see.

So how am I supposed to change this.
Just move on every time the fear hits.
In the end, I know I'll regret this.
But tonight, won't you, stay with me.

Don't question, don't feel.
Don't feel.
Don't question, don't feel.
Don't feel.
Feel.
Feel.
Feel.
Feel.

Feel.

V. 20220814a

Don't question. Don't feel. (Patient 82 Ft. To See Beyond the Shadows)

I Just Wanna has a flavour of synth influences to EDM style

I Just Wanna

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Ambient & Atmospheric Mix - Jan 2024

“Bang one n drop her off, call it hit n run”

Temptation

(Intro - Whispered invocation over ambient synths and a slow, pulsing heartbeat rhythm, fading into soft acoustic strums)
We lovers holding out the keys...
Smiles warm, rushes out the solar plexuses,
Umbilical cords laying bare, afraid but carrying courage...
To dominate this life...
(Verse 1 - Haunting, mid-tempo melody with ethereal vocals and building strings)
We want to change our lives to something more beautiful,
Than we could ever imagine, wanting to spend it bound,
Even after death commands the physical body to die.
Mother puppeteer cuts the strings of the eyes' windows,
When the transmission ends, bound forever in pure loving warm energy,
Dark lustful loving eternity we wish to walk this earth with you,
If you wish, from our bodies split open from the contact of our warm hearts.
(Pre-Chorus - Intensifying with layered echoes and subtle percussion)
A star-crossed occultist triad, Death Moth triangle,
Of love, hope, dreams, past blood spilled as the shadows of our souls.
With a silence comes from the death, manifests desires in casting,
Attaching to living, witnessing in real time a synchronicity to evoke.
As hypertension is commanded to be repressed, letting the lines of fate change,
The goddesses that hold the keys to the lines of life,
Mother Death itself grants as gifts, as still we are her children,
Lost after birth, the womb, the void where...
(Chorus - Cathartic explosion with driving drums, distorted guitars, and soaring harmonies)
We the Death Moths crave to feel alive forever,
Unknown but so intuitively feeling it breeding,
Felt fluttering, suicidal passionate moths fan their wings,
Begin a suicidal mission to fan the flames of purity and trust.
The lovers before were of Mother Death's mate, Father Time's,
Their intimacy, the union created we,
Made the thoughts of creating the cosmic void bleed something dark,
But made of pure love and calming peace taught.
(Verse 2 - Slower, ritualistic vibe with electronic pulses and whispered overlays)
Before the cosmic cannibalistic god snake,
That's forever eating its tail, built black hole consuming,
Forcing out the white holes' burst, rebirth of razorblade hearts.
Time from the death of the devouring purposeless dull life,
Only by humans giving what pompous selfish priests and priestess whores,
Stealing, trying to keep hidden, sealed by the threshold of life.
Block I gain access by worship in nightmares that were wet dreams,
The poets when dead do dream of all the senses asked to germinate.
(Pre-Chorus - Building with vocal distortions and rising orchestration)
Begin the vows we offer our dedicated promises, the wishes,
The unfolding of long-held dreams caged until now.
Written in blood, a union channeled between sorrows revered,
Into power, love, and passionate screaming embers,
Branding our hearts with the symbols of light...
(Chorus - Epic repeat with added synth swells and backing chants)
We the Death Moths crave to feel alive forever,
Unknown but so intuitively feeling it breeding,
Felt fluttering, suicidal passionate moths fan their wings,
Begin a suicidal mission to fan the flames of purity and trust.
The lovers before were of Mother Death's mate, Father Time's,
Their intimacy, the union created we,
Made the thoughts of creating the cosmic void bleed something dark,
But made of pure love and calming peace taught.
(Bridge - Atmospheric slowdown with spoken-word elements over droning bass and flickering effects)
(Branding our hearts... with the symbols of light...
Pure love... calming peace...
Death Moths... alive forever...)
(Outro - Fading echoes, returning to whispers and a single heartbeat fade)
We lovers holding out the keys...
Smiles warm... courage to dominate...
Bound forever... in the void...
(Symbols of light... eternity...)





We Lovers Holding Out the Keys

The sun is shining
I feel this day will be fine
Never I felt so free	
Since this wonderful night

You know
If you was good to me 
You know
I will be good to you
I feel
This sommer will be good to us

Die Sonne scheint
Ich fühle es wird ein netter Tag
Niemals fühlte ich mich so frei
Nach dieser wunderschönen Nacht
 
Du weist
Wenn Du gut zu mir bist
Weist du auch
Dass ich gut zu Dir bin
Und ich spür
Der Sommer wird uns gut tun

Ich habe ein Haus am See
Lass uns hin den Sommer spüren
Der Wind trägt uns fort
Zu neuen Ufern

Du weist
Wenn Du gut zu mir bist
Weist du auch
Dass ich gut zu Dir bin
Und ich spür
Der Sommer wird uns gut tun

Der Wind streift über Dein Haar 
Weiß wie Schnee die Segel gesetzt 
Der Himmel so blau 
Am Horizont kreist eine Möwe

Du weist
Wenn Du gut zu mir bist
Weist du auch
Dass ich gut zu Dir bin
Und ich spür
Der Sommer wird uns gut tun


Am Strand das Wasser nicht weit
Ein laues Lüftchen weht
Kühles Bier wohltuend meine Kehle
Fliest herab beschwingt meine Seele

Du weist
Wenn Du gut zu mir bist
Weist du auch
Dass ich gut zu Dir bin
Und ich spür
Der Sommer wird uns gut tun

Ich sitze hier mit Dir
Halte Deine Hand
Ich spür Deine Nähe
Und den warmen Sand vom Strand

Du weist
Wenn Du gut zu mir bist
Weist du auch
Dass ich gut zu Dir bin
Und ich spür
Der Sommer wird uns gut tun

Wenn Du Gut Zu Mir Bist

Wenn Du gut zu mir bist

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Hurricane

Depeche Mode meets dark soundtrack music with a bit of EDM & dark ambient thrown in for good measure.
80's & 90's remixes done in a darker and more modern fashion.
I love layered vocals and music that always has something going on in the background.  Bored of cookie-cutter electronic music, I strive to build soundscapes that are deep and complicated.

Seeking collaborations and remix opportunities.