LONER

I swear i've fallen down, uh, about a thousand times
Nothing to say or do so, I
Ignore the signs
I break the body that the
Creator has designed
Feeling so left behind
How much more can i climb?

Play the cards that i'm given
Don't show my face I stay hidden
You always talk, i don't listen
No good for this world,
To the end, i'm driven
I, just want forgiveness
Say you never cared,
But you always in my business
Please just forget it
I'll be good on my own
On trial, you're the witness

Please just forget it
i'll be good on my own
On trial, you're the witness
Trial you're the witness

I swear i've fallen down, uh, about a thousand times
Nothing to say or do so, I
Ignore the signs
I break the body that the
Creator has designed
Feeling so left behind
How much more can i climb?

Cards I'm Given

enjoy, LONER.

Made of glass, you can just break me in half
Pieces fall I shatter, all over the grass
My reflections show, the future and past
This shit is moving so fast
I'm broken won't last

Made of glass, made of glass
Pieces fall, all over the grass
My reflections show, the future and past
I'm broken won't last, im broken won't last


Can't feel a thing
Can't even think
All I fucking feel, is bad energy
The things that i've been through
They've broken me, they;e shattered me
I'm fucking fracturing

Where are you now?
In space it seems
It's for the best, you're just a memory
I'm made of glass, See my flaws
Through the cracks and seams
Through the cracks and seams


Made of glass, you can just break me in half
Pieces fall I shatter, all over the grass
My reflections show, the future and past
This shit is moving so fast
I'm broken won't last

Made Of Glass

Running out of time, 
I don't wanna Hear 
You say another line,
This is just another,
Mountain left to climb
Suddenly I'm in my prime
I'm tired of holding on
Read between the lines
(Feel the silence!)
Love and hate combined
(I'm divided)
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on

Face first in the pavement
So tired of the waiting
All the time that im wasting
I can't sit and be patient
Can't be patient

I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on

Running out of time, 
I don't wanna Hear 
You say another line,
This is just another,
Mountain left to climb
Suddenly I'm in my prime
I'm tired of holding on
Read between the lines
(Feel the silence!)
Love and hate combined
(I'm divided)
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on

Face first in the pavement
So tired of the waiting
All the time that im wasting
I can't sit and be patient
Can't be patient
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on
I'm tired of holding on

Holding On

Better Days (ft. mental)

prod. RecycleBin

Lyrics:

Don’t come to me if u got a problem
What’s love I don’t know what to call it
Can’t help it I feel so toxic 
Feel like kid trash im sipping on exotic

And I can’t rest my head 
Cause I’m all fucked up <— s/o blackwinterwells 
You cut so deep, feel u open me up
I can’t answer the phone
I’m off a lot of drugs
And I’m falling apart and I’m
Feeling so stuck

I wanna go to a place where
No one knows who I am
Too many bad things 
Happened in my lifespan
I always think that I can’t do it
But I know that I can
Got all of these problems 
Face them like a man

You a lame bitch
Problems gotta face them
Light a blunt I face it 
I don’t fuck with that fake shit
I can’t take it
You always on the same shit 
You see me shining
And I swear U cannot take it

And I can’t rest my head 
Cause I’m all fucked up 
You cut so deep, feel u open me up
I can’t answer the phone
I’m off a lot of drugs
And I’m falling apart and I’m
Feeling so stuck

stuck [recycleBin]

beyblade ft. Wstdyth [wstd]

Loner (ft. deth coni)

Watch it all fall down on the shoreline
Down bad, can you just
Fucking give me a sign
Constantly feels like i'm out of time
Gotta make it, gotta
Fucking take what is mine
Just gotta shine
Just gotta shine
Take what is mine
Just gotta shine

No going back, I run it back
I run it back,
Face a wall, then i paint it black
I never lack
Can't listen to what you say
Cause that shit is wack
Count up these stacks
Me and the gang making hits,
And that's back to back
Take some things and its just 
To Fucking relax
Tore my heart to fucking pieces
Yeah, heart attack
Slow down, Time stop
You never cared about me 
Til this fucking song drop
Got some problems in my head
Hear it in my songs
I need some help, 
Where the fuck did i go wrong?

Watch it all fall down on the shoreline
Down bad, can you just
Fucking give me a sign
Constantly feels like i'm out of time
Gotta make it, gotta
Fucking take what is mine
Just gotta shine

Shine

prod. RecycleBin
Say you were my gang, what you call that?
Don't wanna help, til its all black
Diamonds iced out, I know you saw that
Hahahahahaha, you going out bad
Got a problem man? 
We'll solve that
Money in my truey jeans, pockets all fat
You think you all that
Talking all that fucking talk, yeah that chit chat.

New day, same pain, and it still hurts the same
Nothing to gain
It's all lost, it's all out of frame
I lose it all, and get it back
That's the name of the game
I can't see the hate, I got on Dior shades
No one really cares about you at the end of the day
Doesn't matter what they say, to keep you at bay
Constantly feels like there's no other way
Feel's like I'm going insane, going insane

Say you were my gang, what you call that?
Don't wanna help, til its all black
Diamonds iced out, I know you saw that
Hahahahahaha, you going out bad
Got a problem man? 
We'll solve that
Money in my truey jeans, pockets all fat
You think you all that
Talking all that fucking talk, yeah that chit chat.

Say you were my gang, what you call that?
Don't wanna help, til its all black
Diamonds iced out, I know you saw that
Hahahahahaha, you going out bad

Chit Chat [recycleBin]

the hidden gem no one knows about..
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