its been awhile :)

i think this is my first like actual bounce track, lemme know what yall think

heavily inspired by @ankorage and @sub111

Lean

sorry prod me

spotify

anxious (rhine)

yeah

@scrambl

lyrics
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i can't be like everything you want me to
wish you cared about my feelings way i care bout you
its so unfathomable how did we lose
i cant even put this one on me

i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't be one shot
i know i messed up
all my ways cut
i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't meet the mark
now you're acting like im stupid

i cant even say im wrong
your words just lethal weapons
and i wish that i could forgive and forget
but its not its not that easy
willing to leave me bleeding
tell me to kill myself
do everything n say its teasing
but i get antagonized
and villainized
and treated like the problem
acting like im crazy and that you're the ones that solve em
will you just shut up
i dont wanna listen to a word you say to me

i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't be one shot
i know i messed up
all my ways cut
i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't meet the mark
now you're acting like im stupid

i cant even care about it no more man i swear
you won't listen to me
hearing what you wanna hear
it was avoidable
all you had to do was stop
but you wanna be a smartass
like you wanna be on top
shut up
spitting out words and expecting a fumble
never will i see the point had in that
censoring me you dont like what im saying
im blowing you off cause its immature that you would do it (shitty line ngl)
talk it out like you're a human
not preschool nothing you stupid
im tired of being amusement
you can take the block

how you gonna gaslight me and act like im the one that's in the wrong
"its all jokes" it doesnt matter when i showed you the result
now you sneak dissing with notes like you dont wanna be involved
but when we try to get it solved you just cant seem to talk

i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't be one shot
i know i messed up
all my ways cut
i cant do the way you want
i cant handle every word
can't meet the mark
now you're acting like im stupid
x2

Lethal (scrambl)

@3krump @1wasterr
terra reference

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i been stuck on go
everybody want me somewhere
leave me alone
i been spinning tires
like a car stuck in snow
iced over many times, they still tell me im a poser

i do this shit so much it burns me out
not checking my phone, tryna play me now
why you acting like you got me then you cut me down
wanna know where ive been, i'm stuck in the ground

the clock keeps ticking one hand at a time
everything disintegrates and im left with a lie
why you tryna fight me, only half alive
why you wanting problems, i would rather die
cause im not gonna deal with all the shit again
fall apart fall apart, they want me to fix again
everybody talking and i just cant help but listen in
words might make me sick but there's some people make me sicker than

sicker than a dog
everybody talks
nobody walks
cast me out i thought
i could trust you
but i guess not
why you acting like you in the right you know you did me wrong
why you talking like you know me when you only heard a song

Lean

Disarray