Lost Control

I was never meant to be a music producer or an artist, idk why I keep doing this stuff, because with each passing day I feel worse and worse. This project was started around March 2021, and yes, I was sitting in it and working on it up until today with maybe 2-3 months break (while also working on other stuff).And YES, im using this caption as opportunity to adress my mental health in all this. Im not a special case or anything but I can't cope with it for much longer, I no longer enjoy the process and I'm too dumb to understand all the technical stuff like mixing and mastering.And I feel like a clown sometimes for taking SO long working on this while Im mostly free with no job. All the young producers around me are getting better than me, understanding better, and making a name out of themselves, while Im struggling to finish one mid-sounding track. I have this cancerous habit of comparing myself with others in anything I'm doing, be it producing or drawing and Im ruining my works by over adding stuff to make it sound perfect because Im desperate and I can't no longer see what Im missing in my works. The short of it is that, at the moment, I feel traumatized because of music and I REALLY don't want to deal with it any longer because of so many factors I described above...
I have a lot more to say about it, but in the end I will just say thank you for the people who support me and appreciate my work despite of it sounding bad, and thank you to @verdantbass , @thextamusic and @targetoblivion for helping me cope with this and giving me constant feedbacks on this, pls show these guys some love. (I know how everyone are struggling as well and is all part of the journey but I don't understand how to cope with it)

Idk if I will quit or not, because music is such an annoyance that I can't even rid myself of it. Enjoy this thing I call "complextro" for now...it ain't much but IT IS honest work.

Artwork by me: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/101467088

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCKg3-KVLEE6gAe3MB3TqvqA
Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/official.positive/

My World

art by mehoeime on instagram

hey guys! i know it's been a while, life has not been the best to me lately haha, but that won't keep me from making tunes for you all
this tune is about khiarah, my first character and a wanderer that ventures out to the planet kori after feeling the call of the cryothysts in her dreams following the fall of planet earth, this song is meant to convey her experience with the cryothysts and her unification with them. hope you guys enjoy c:

my platforms/socials: https://links.poixone.tk/
discord server: https://discord.gg/3v8E5YSfxN

cumstep

poixone - Far From Home

Shine brightly through the darkest of nights!

I had a lot of fun collaborating with INDX8, I hope you guys enjoy this song <3

Stream/Download: https://fanlink.to/twinkle_1

INDX8:
- Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/indx_eight/
- Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3hDChZne804JAEVYOoyAKy?si=_SuVZzBUQX66A075wVZUSQ
- Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@INDX8MUSIC
- SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/index_eight

DraGonis:
- Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dragonis_music/
- Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/13z6RhXyaasGa9eeWxduuR?si=_5UfCkL0Rtu4OYWafO0suw
- YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCy1jiL3DNV8quI_MsxGh43w

Amazing Illustration by Luqa:
https://www.instagram.com/luqa_illust/

Twinkle

INDX8 x DraGonis - Twinkle

ᛃEXSOLIT & Kaidesu - Yuki

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◇Genre: Drum'n'Bass, Dubstep

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◇ Music video by Kaidesu, art by DEKATLON, post-processing and cover by EXSOLIT

◇ Collab socials:

☆ DEKATLON:

t.me/dekatlonfront

☆ Kaidesu:

VK group - vk.com/kaidesu_off

YouTube - www.youtube.com/@kaidesu27

Soundcloud - soundcloud.com/kaidesu27
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☆Ｙｏｕ ｃａｎ ｆｏｌｌｏｗ ｍｅ ｈｅｒｅ:

☆Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5N5IHjWh9svd7tkvnGMhM5

☆Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/exsolit 

☆Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/exsolit

☆Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@exsolit

☆Twitter: https://twitter.com/EXSOLIT

☆Discord(server and me): https://discord.gg/SygNwkRyRe ; ΞXSOLIT#8948

☆VK: https://vk.com/exsolitpub

☆Newgrounds: https://exsolit.newgrounds.com

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☆Ｙｏｕ ｃａｎ ａｌｓｏ ｃｏｎｔａｃｔ ｍｅ ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ ｍｙ ｅｍａｉｌ: 

☆ exsolitofficial@gmail.com
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◈ 𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕤
◈ This is my first try to make a DnB
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EXSOLIT & Kaidesu - Yuki

My biggest project ever up to date!! The tune was a bit inspired by Svrge's work.
Artwork is done by KIBI this time, big thanks to him for helping me with the project c:

KIBI: www.youtube.com/@srkibi

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0-40rwLG3w

Totaledwind - Escape

My fav tune by Spxcx Owl so i decided to remix it!! This is the first remix i have ever made that was good enough to be released. Hope you enjoy!!! c:::

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGVklDWjhZo

Spxcx Owl: https://soundcloud.com/spxcx_owl

Cover Artist: www.instagram.com/gloomy2010

Spxcx Owl - Distanced (Quantum) (Totaledwind Remix)

Hey Hey!! Went with something melodic, whimsical, and heavy, hope you like it!

Lands Between

https://soundcloud.com/chiru-san

hello, it's been a while. dealt with stuff behind the scenes but now i'm returning. missed you guys :)
proud to reveal a collaborative tune i planned with chiru-san, one of my favorite artists ♡

we both hope you enjoy this one!! ▼

follow chiru-san!
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@chiru-san
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/chiru-san
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3E3c3vnMHOQNPzFDTOSwCS?si=zG3k_qGfSDmoYzPZMa1bEw
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chirusanofficial?igsh=d2d0czF5M3U0YTU0

follow me!
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/TriangleReality
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/trianglerealityofficial
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/trianglereality/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0cZnI7tLkxtbFPIH4UyHyD
Discord: https://discord.gg/JQuhBkRx38

Stellarity

Stellairt

Free Download

Flux Pavilion x Doctor P - 247 (Astral Descent X Fludder Remix)

If only I used this amount of effort on my Snowblind remix...

Pull Me Through

-18 yo
-i make music for fun when im bored💕🎀

2nd acc (alternative stuff): https://soundcloud.com/nothingedsea

  
(most) artworks by Moonyx!
https://www.instagram.com/moonyx_wolf/

Spxcx Owl - Distanced (Quantum) (Totaledwind Remix)

Totaledwind

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