hater in the making

@recyclexbin
@northeastlights

future victim [p. recycleBin + northeast lights]

blueberry lane

@1kise
@dthxrgt
@zephyrcove






@1kise hook:
You want me to say, "I get so lonely, when ur not here with me"
My vision blurs and I can't see
Trip over words now I can't breathe 

Cut off my tounge and watch me bleed
I can't move on, I drag my feet
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave

@1kise verse:
I swear I'll try to let it out
But first you gotta tell me how
You find the perfect words to say when I'm feeling down
No, I don't wanna end this now

And I can read the look on your face
So you better not try to look the other way
Just sit beside me, won't you hear what I have to say? 
I looked you in the eyes and said, "We're gonna be okay."

What do you think of me?
Let down my guard
Its getting hard to breathe
What do you think of me?
Let down my guard
Its getting hard to breathe

@dthxrgt verse:
well i’ve heard it all before
when i asked you
am i holding on too much to the past year?
guess i’m never gonna feel like i last did
is it still alright, just for one more night?

bleed me out
just to feel something
i’m stuck inside my head again
put my heart to the test, now you’re gone again
is it fine with you
if I stay here at home?
could you leave me alone
for some time

now i’m running through it all again
oh god i wish that I knew
what ever to do
to save me and you
was it something that i said again?
you know there’s nothing to prove
but much more to lose
i’m losing you

@1kise hook:
You want me to say, "I get so lonely, when ur not here with me"
My vision blurs and I can't see
Trip over words now I can't breathe 

Cut off my tounge and watch me bleed
I can't move on, I drag my feet
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave
I'll drop my guard if you won't leave

@dthxrgt outro: 
was it something that i said again?
you know there’s nothing to prove
but much more to lose
i’m losing you

Recorded June 6th, 2023

we're going to be okay w/ deathright  [prod. recycleBin x splashgvng]

ericdoa quinn - bludhound (remix)

self- produced

Don't say you did your best
Cause that's just hard to see
And it's all inside my head 
So I think I should leave
Step on my pride
Cause you lied
Don't make this all about you
I cried all night
Don't make this all about you

I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here
I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here

Please don't act like you didn't set up
That's a lie
Cause I've seen that look a million times
I see you're out of venom
No supply
Cause you poisoned the hand that would provide
As I change with the seasons we
All fall to pieces
Is that all that you are 
Did you miss the meaning
Cause you only got 2 phases 
Either way my face still red
And I've only been here 1 year
You gave me existential dread
And it's so hard to raise these issues
Well at lease
It's hard for me
But I'll start with one
Gotta list too
But I think I should leave

I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here
I waited but you walked from me
You left me devastated
Keep saying what you want from me
But you won't demonstrate it
Something changed last summer cause
Now you look at me so damn frustrated
I think it's all downhill from here

something changed last summer

abandoned (micheal harrison)

~ stuck forever borderline ~
prod. by me <3
additional prod. (trumpet) by @dramatrial

-
I can't wake up to alarms 
I shake my legs, an anxious mess, and draw shit on my arms
My mental's covered in scars 
My life's a wreck and I project it from my heart

As unstable, impulsive, intense it gets 
I'm unable to stop fearing abandonment
Am I able to change my ways or how I live? 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline

My mind is racing along 
A million miles, it's been a while, my inhibition's gone
It gets too hard to respond 
I might as well be embalmed
Emotions on a swing, I'm spiraling, I'm too closed off

As aggressive, repressive, uptight I am 
I'm unable to stop trying to give a damn
And this feeling's been stuck inside my diaphragm 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck on the borderline 
I'm the opposite of fortified
I push away, then let you stay the night 
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high
In a former life, the order's right 

But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline 
Borderline
Stuck, oh on the borderline
Stuck forever borderline, oh
Borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline

borderline

chris hansen

Prod by me

(lyrics <3)

8 legs
im cold
haired back
im shocked
venom
in touch
where do i start

where do i get started started
where do i get started started 
where do i get started started
where do i get started started

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

oh
oh-ah

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

the hourglass
has made me fall
ive reached down
spinning views of my end
where do i go

make it right w/ reef

sartic

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