So Toxic

✧˖° *･༓☾ MySpaCe ☽༓･*˚⁺ ✧˖°

produced by hamster
art by me mental zuskr chapter

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i think you're mistaking me
for an idiot
i can't believe it
you carry on carry on
carry on so much that i can't 
carry on carry on
carry on till' i'm all alone
what don't you know??

i'm surrounded by faces i don't know
i don't know where to go
like am i alive
like isn't it obvious
i do not want you around
i don't wanna hear your voice
please do not peep a sound

ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhahhh
hhhhahhhhhhhh

i don't wanna talk i'm never seen
hear what i say not what i mean
he tryna ride on this wave
buddy it's not as it seems
i'm always wrong i feel like a glitch
jump off a building as high as a bridge
going back n fourth is something i miss
yeah i'll be happy with just a little kiss...
ohh. hoh .ohhhhoh
it's such a bad feeling that i can't explain
am i one to blame???

ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhahhh
hhhhahhhhhhhh

maybe i'm the problem 
maybe i'm just awful
maybe i should pop one
and you make me feel so awful
maybe it is true 
i have nothing to lose

i do it all for you
can you pls just tell me something that is true???
i do it all for you
so just please tell me something that is...

true true true true true true 
true true true true true true 
<#3

alive

maim. +blxty & mental

your POV?

Lyrics:

I’m a little sick 
Don’t care who I hurt
Drink it every day
Till my visions blurred

Cause I hate myself
I refuse to change
I don’t give a fuck 
So it’s you I’ll blame 

Oh did you really think I’d change?
Cause I told you
you’d rue the fucking day

He wants me to die
Well maybe I should
I told him a lie
Like I always would

Cause I don’t give a fuck
I’m a piece of shit
So let’s drink all day
Till we can’t feel shit

Cause I don’t give a fuck
It’s all a big joke to me
drink all day
So fucking empty

I’m wasted
I’m hollow
So basic
My sorrow

But it’s my choice
My shadow
I’m empty 
So hollow

I’m living too fast
I’m ready to die
a fucking coward
I’m living a lie
Don’t get in my way
You’ll spoil the ride
When I throw you away
You’ll still beg me everyday

Oh I’ll never fucking change
And I told you
You’d rue the fucking day

He wants me to die
Well maybe I should
I told him a lie
Like I always would

Cause I don’t give a fuck
I’m a piece of shit
So let’s drink all day
Till we can’t feel shit

Cause I don’t give a fuck
It’s all a big joke to me
drink all day
So fucking empty

I’m wasted
I’m hollow
So basic
My sorrow

But it’s my choice
My shadow
I’m empty
So hollow
 
He wants me to die
Well Maybe I should oh
He wants me to die
But I know I won’t so

Maybe I Should (prod. grayskies)

Lyrics:

It’s over 
I can’t take this
I fucked up 
But you’re wasted
And the truth is 
That I hate it
This cycle 
That I’m chasing

The pain is addicting
When it tastes so good
The pain is addicting
When it tastes like you so
 
I’m about to wash down 30 bennys
Bet you thought that I would bury
You deep in the past but you’re still here with me
So I’ll pop another 20
Just so that I can go to sleep
Cause being sober is much to hard to be
When you’re still here in my mind 
Here in my mind with me

I’m sober 
I can’t take this
You fucked up 
Now I’m wasted
the truth is
I don’t hate it
Self Destruction
I’m chasing 

The pain is addicting 
When it tastes so good
The pain is addicting 
When it tastes just like you 

I’m about to wash down 30 bennys
Bet you thought that I would bury
You deep in the past but you’re still here with me
So I’ll pop another 20
so that I can go to sleep
Cause being sober is much to hard to be
When you’re still here in my mind 
Here in my mind with me

She’s in my head
She’s in my head 
She’s in my head

Can’t stop 
Can’t stop the
Can’t stop
Can’t stop the 
Can’t stop
Can’t stop the voice in my head

I want her dead 
I want her dead
I want her dead

The Hat Man doesn’t exist

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The song says it all.

Lyrics: 

I just gotta say
I remember the last night
I asked you to stay 
you said it don’t feel right
Is it just me 
I miss the connection
Oh
I want your attention

So before I go
I just gotta let you know
I’m still waiting for 
You to walk through my door
So before I go 
I just gotta say
You know that it feels right
So Come back home
Just come back home
Don’t let me go
Just come back home
Don’t let me

Remember the nights
Drunk in your car
It felt so good
Trying not to laugh so hard
So what is it we’re missing?
Oh I need your attention

Is this where it ends, no maybe you’ll call
Tell me what you feel, oh nothing at all?
It must be so hard
Trying to keep up the lie
Tell me what you need
You know I’d give up anything

I Gave You Blood, You Wanted Wine (prod. wixxy)

WhiteWillows

verse 1

I try to get a way but I never get too far
Hard to stay awake when you live in all this dark
Will I find away or lose what’s left of my black heart

hook

I look down but I can’t see
I stand up but feel dizzy
Will I ever be free?

Remember me

 hook 2

Like a spark that won’t be a flame
Like a puff of smoke on a windy day
Will I live long enough to see a way
Out of this cage

Wixxy where’d I steal this from!?!?

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verse 2

Tell tale signs of impending doom
The walls collide and I’m consumed
Slowly suffocating 
alone in my room




hook
hook 2

WhiteWillow (prod. wixxy)

tracing paths

weathered

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