old file i found on my computer
circa march 2020 i think?
artist - loveyougyfted

loveyougyfted - shini (mat1k)

do yall even know what a skeleton is im not talking bones
prod @islandislandislandisland
lyrics:
i dont lease i buy for the hell of it
no flex, i don’t like embellishing
world so cold everything turn to ice you would think i was driving a skeleton
so lost, i feel like im gilligan
sail away, and set me free
the stress up on my mind too much, how could this work for me?
whip on the ground, aint street legal, i promise they gon let it slide
i promise that i will not fold, too strong to let anyone in my mind
i’m walking around in this black silk cloak, like i came out medieval times 
you mad you aint danger, bitch, i swear that they my guys

feel free to hate me, if you feel so inclined
i’m just here to fill the void, where that shit was prescribed
you think you can play me, but you not even my type
sick of all these actors, i yell cut and hit the lights
tell them look out below, cause i bring down the whole damn scene
yet still, they call me a ghost, only cause they dont try to see
can’t chain me to a genre, i break out, set myself free
i need like 3 more commas, let my mama live in peace
i do not need no mansion, need a lil house with a view of the sea
i dont have fine tastes, just like being covered in beautiful things
get awaken by some bullshit, why you tryna ruin my peace
and i just keep ignoring you, are you really still tryna beef
talk bold, you not in the clique
top floor, higher than a bitch
these roses keep me safe
these thorns will hopefully stick
hope it sticks that i don’t want you here
talk shit, but i wont disappear
and i know you just upset with yourself
take it out on the man in the mirror

i dont lease i buy for the hell of it
no flex, i don’t like embellishing
world so cold everything turn to ice you would think i was driving a skeleton
so lost, i feel like im gilligan
sail away, and set me free
the stress up on my mind too much, how could this work for me?
whip on the ground, aint street legal, i promise they gon let it slide
i promise that i will not fold, too strong to let anyone in my mind
i’m walking around in this black silk cloak, like i came out medieval times 
you mad you aint danger, bitch, i swear that they my guys

skeleton

skeleton (1sland)

you need headphones for this
prod @chewyisthatyou

lyrics:
peek out too much
and youll get hurt
a frozen heart
speaks frozen words
reminds me of
that place we had
i tore it down
just to get nothing back

its all downside x4

its all downside (read between the lines)
its all downside (nowhere left to hide)
its all downside (you know im gon find you)
its all downside (all you have to do is look beneath your skin)

i dont talk to people anywhere i go
everytime i make a friend i lose another one
dont act like you knew me at my low
you was really hoping i was one and done
wake upppp
its another rainy day in the kingdom that i call my home
stay upppp
if i sleep again tonight take my hand dont let go of my pulse

its not as bad as it seems
it could get worse in my dreams
so i stay awake for the moment
but if i start to slip (wake up wake-wake up) 
x4

wake up (chw)

no makeup is so hot
ft @roopertt
prod @islandislandislandisland

lyrics:
(roop)
pls don't keep on callin me up on that fake stuff
bad bitch with no makeup
all up on me tryna take stuff take my drugs
I told that bitch to give it up 
I told that bitch to give it up now
in the cut inna cut now
told my man i'm sick of sellin all these drugs now
ahh, iiii know

(twoxp)
wish i had a word to say
last couple years been a state of disarray
fend off tears, i can say its just the rain
its not fear, i can’t pinpoint the blame
when you in every scene, then you catch a couple strays
all these artists cheat, they not trying to be great
smoke a cheap blunt, knock the thoughts out your brain
take a cheap pill, wake up on the streets of LA
rather always be creative then get famous and be lame
labels put you in a box, i box em out, and drive away
they can’t stand it when i shine, they be all up in my face
why you worried bout me, your boy handing drinks out that be laced
thats reality, i know you cant handle it
coming up with fallacies, swear that you just rambling
why you such a hypocrite, don’t know how you manage it
i’m brighter than the chandelier, you more like a candlewick

(roop)
pls don't keep on callin me up on that fake stuff
bad bitch with no makeup
all up on me tryna take stuff take my drugs
I told that bitch to give it up 
I told that bitch to give it up now
in the cut inna cut now
told my man i'm sick of sellin all these drugs now
ahh, iiii know

makeup

makeup (with roop) (1sland)

prod @wh0d
ft @nxrthstarr

lyrics:
(twoxp)
life been spinning slowly like a carousel
lately i been posted in my share of hell
we on the worst of terms, still wish her very well
i feel my feelings merge into a cerith shell
im sheltered from the world, and that's okay
i get my feelings twisted, in the worst way
were you there for me on my worst day
hope it’s only going up from here

they want to kill the dreamer, i don’t know why
hate that i won’t adhere, to their own lies
they think i’m a gleaner, i’m a low-life
you cannot strike fear up in my own eyes
they keep  trying to knock me down, but still come last
you can’t clone or knock off my sound, i snatch it back
when i glow i light up the stage, looks like a flash
imma drop dead on top of the wave, i lived too fast
get your own visions, stop trying to steal my eyes
covered in gold ribbons, you’ll never kill my pride
we’ve got like no difference, yet we still chose to fight
but in my dreams, we were so different, so alive

(hyland park)
damn i woke up still faded off of last night
time lapse to the last time i didn’t just pass time 
waiting, wasting away 
i’m making payments but they all go the same place
i'm fucking anxious 
i know it’s all in my brain 
it’s turning vacant 
only you remain at the same placement
i'm seeing faces 
i need new brain cells 
need new arrangements

(twoxp)
they want to kill the dreamer, i don’t know why
hate that i won’t adhere, to their own lies
they think i’m a gleaner, i’m a low-life
you cannot strike fear up in my own eyes
they keep  trying to knock me down, but still come last
you can’t clone or knock off my sound, i snatch it back
when i glow i light up the stage, looks like a flash
imma drop dead on top of the wave, i lived too fast
get your own visions, stop trying to steal my eyes
covered in gold ribbons, you’ll never kill my pride
we’ve got like no difference, yet we still chose to fight
but in my dreams, we were so different, so alive

dreamer (with hyland park) (wh0d)

ballads
prod @phantafiy @larua00 @margoproxy

lyrics:
i’m too regal for this shit
i’m too regal for that bitch
if i say i got a problem
then i know it won’t be fixed
i jus show then i dip
i’m not throwing no fits
know things never go my way
so i just roll out the zip

its my fault for tryna change me
yet i barely blame me
surrounded by my bloodshed
yet my mind only sees daisies
guess i kept you waiting
wait until im fading
he said i could trust him
but the last one said the same thing



wait its just another day
i wake up to the same things
stuck up in this routine
wanna see another face
handling these mood swings
who the fuck im fooling
they know that i havent changed
shes tugging on my heartstrings
thoughts of her still harming
need a way to numb the pain
but all these drugs disarm me 
so faded its alarming, like
why wont i die?
its another episode in this neverending show
why cant i die?
so numb to the tramadol, shit gets so unethical
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
i just want an interlude, tonight
why do you fight?
when its obvious ive given up theres nothing left worth living for 
but im still alive
gotta be a reason for, otherwise im screaming more, like
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
ill shine so bright
like a lantern falling fast, in the moments ‘fore the crash
guess im your light
and i know that it wont last, best to use me while you can

regal/wwid (phantafiy + larua + margoproxy)

tell yourself its just a bad trip
prod. @hollyoffline @kaiinspirit
lyrics:
i hope…that you know
inside we’re all a little bit psycho :)
i just sit awake for hours with the lights low
driving myself deeper and deeper into my mind’s folds
the thoughts escape my brain
and kill the souls around me
by the time i wake up
i’m the only one left standing
why the fuck would i do this
my mood seems to change at random
cannot speak to a soul
my mind is holding me for ransom

can you hear the jitters
in the back of your brain stem
dark thoughts come to life
and they begging to be well fed
void comes along and swallows me
i guess i cannot rest yet
hope the ones who bring this pain upon me
will just drop dead

i think i got laced
everything feels fake now
night turns into day
in just a moment see the sun down
life been going great
but just a moment and it crumbles down
hoping to catch up
before they mutilate and ruin my sound
snatch that shit back
that is not your swag, you’re not me
you so mismatched
acting hard might lose a couple teeth
and i hate violence
but thats the in-control side of me
 they keep prying
trying so hard to make me cope and seethe
and you don’t know a thing
all this pain needs a release
if i steal the ring
that they got from cloning me
and you saw it go down
would you still call me a thief
swear to god i’m not a cheat

i hope…that you know
inside we’re all a little bit psycho :)
i just sit awake for hours with the lights low
driving myself deeper and deeper into my mind’s folds
the thoughts escape my brain
and kill the souls around me
by the time i wake up
i’m the only one left standing
why the fuck would i do this
my mood seems to change at random
cannot speak to a soul
my mind is holding me for ransom

psychosis (holly + kai)

mind swirling around faster than you can even imagine
prod @vraigringo @wh0d @vanda100 @s3r3n3gr4c3

lyrics:
pray to your god that you dont ever make me hostile
ill make your living situation fucking awful
its so foggy in my brain can’t see my thoughts form
just take my breath away destroy my intercostals
i’m too evil for this body, i’m a monster
if i did all these things i think about, get locked up
know this ain’t who i want to be, need to get altered
know this ain’t who i used to be, when did i falter
i’ll still wish evil things upon these evil people in my life
i never see the other side i just see what i want to fight
everybody got such a distorted lens of what is right
i’m the only one who sees the truth right through the blinding light
i’m just a stupid bitch, you see i’m a hypocrite
or maybe i was right the whole damn time, you just don’t get it yet
am i an ultra violent freak, or am i just a pacifist
if my own mind cannot decide what makes you think that you can vet
my thoughts
i’m in a garden of my own creation
make my plants rot through all my ideation
its ok i like the smell of infestation
let the dark consume my brain and leave it vacant
i want to be a shell that anyone can imprint on
the personalities i had they fade and get long gone
i feel like every time i change is when the lights go off
i keep on seeing violent things inside my dreams, get loooost
i keep on crying in my sleep and i dont know the caaaause

hostile (renoncemtn + wh0d + vanda + grace)

ft @emotionals
prod @margoproxy @twmmxso

lyrics:
(twoxp)
ive been growing horns am i the devil or the goat
once i gain control i turn my palace solid gold
why’s it raining shovels when i’m trapped inside my hole
i swear to god your memories are in your soul
cause every single sellout seems to forget who they are
looking at the clouds, hoping they’ll part for all the stars
pointing each one out and saying that they’ll go that far
i shatter the light and hide the shards

reality, it bends to me
i’m the final word, yeah it ends with me
sleeping left of me, wake up next to me
every single touch, gives me ecstasy

i wake up gloomy gray and dark
swear that theres a shadow on my heart
dont have the confidence to guard
these binding feelings leave visible scars

reality, it dawns on me
i’m just another brain in the factory
its cold and bleak, all over me
there aint a single soul here to comfort me
reality, wish it bent to me
i’d be the final word, yeah it’d end with me
with you left of me, waking next to me
every single touch would give me ecstasy

(emotionals)
tell me what u want but i wont get it at all
crying bout that shit but i dont get it at all
walk up in the mall u know im spending it all
tryna do the same but you cant do it at all
tryna do the same
all these boys be lames all these boys be lames
dont even know your name why would i fwu
you aint even in my lane

(twoxp)
reality, it dawns on me
i’m just another brain in the factory
its cold and bleak, all over me
there aint a single soul here to comfort me
reality, wish it bent to me
i’d be the final word, yeah it’d end with me
with you left of me, waking next to me
every single touch would give me ecstasy

reality (with emotionals) (margoproxy + twxmmso)

ft @edyn0
prod @erebasu @chinapoet @maxvon000

lyrics:
(twoxp)
if our eyes ever locked i can't look back
try to cover up my eyes you melt away my hands
i just sing to manifest the dreams that i have had
step by step i create my own hellish wonderland
the second you get fame they want to steal your life away
suddenly everyone wants to hear what i would say 
its all on me every time that I can't save the day 
no more lease, kick them out my head they cannot stay

she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me

i cant name what i took, i just tap out
4x recommended, make it last now
fell asleep broke, woke up as a cash cow
still broke, shit that money aint get passed down
i can’t help but stay awake, swear my life is much more fake
keta keep my eyes more focused, cause he know that i’m in pain
whole damn room in disarray, can’t be bothered to be clean
used to be so pure, and now i treat myself so inhumane

why have i been forsaken
i wake up, im left faceless
all this damn time im wasting
for a mind i left vacant
she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me
fake personalities, fake innovations
when i lose my life, see my fake replacement
i want to tower over everybodys places
just so i can dive, i wont feel the pain im wasted

(edyn)
my friends wont stop insistin that im changin
how can i be me when i see how they be aimin
fuckin up my life u could see it in my pages
a new chapter would help but i could never make it
it could never sit well
my palms chaffed from all the hurt that u would always tell
and my brain is so damn tainted all i hear is gaia's bell
its so loud inside my head the things i fear burn in my spell

(twoxp)
why have i been forsaken
i wake up, im left faceless
all this damn time im wasting
for a mind i left vacant
she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me
fake personalities, fake innovations
when i lose my life, see my fake replacement
i want to tower over everybodys places
just so i can dive, i wont feel the pain im wasted

ruined (with edyn) (erebasu + chinapoet + maxvon)

i miss the snow
prod @fubarcfg

lyrics:
i see reflections in places that they shouldnt be
most of my attention is wasted on petty things
if im freezing over i have time to truly think
where do these fake memories come from if not my dreams
they said who you wanna be, the answer has them seething
i want to be me, but i dont fit their thesis
i dont want to sleep, they stole my fucking dreams
try to infiltrate my conscience, you can take your leave


eyes with no face, do you see what i see, i see eyes in the snow
i got ice in my veins, so it freeze when i bleed, i drip frost where i go
i can’t explain how their treatment of me is just the way that it goes
give up the chase, give my corpse back its dreams, cover me when it snows

i corrupt the fallen, broken, and neglected
everybody you’re scared to see fight
i wont die while resting, my voice is never ending
i show them the truth bout all of these lies
you spend time spreading rhetoric, say ill dont deserve sentiments
we’ve been told that we dont deserve light
i make art to cherish, make truth from my resentment
you hate me cause you wasted your damn life

eyes with no face, do you see what i see, i see eyes in the snow
i got ice in my veins, so it freeze when i bleed, i drip frost where i go
i can’t explain how their treatment of me is just the way that it goes
give up the chase, give my corpse back its dreams, cover me when it snows

loveyougyfted - shini (mat1k)

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