This song was written to offer a sensory anchor and create a safe space for anyone moving through a dissociative state or an episode— and can download the song directly for free if you like.  💜🧡🤍
With a gentle, repetitive melody and a steady beat, it provides something tangible to latch onto.  It is meant to feel safe, familiar, and emotionally validating— is meant to help reconnect with themselves and their surroundings without becoming overwhelmed. The calming tempo helps to support natural breathing and heartbeat rhythms, reinforcing presence and inviting a gentle return back to the here and now.


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Sunflowers

[Intro]
[vocal harmonies looped around the word barefoot]
I stand barefoot where the wind knows my secrets
and no one’s asking me to explain myself

[Verse 1]
I walk through rows of sunflowers
with my silence intact
they don’t talk
but they’re listening
I don’t have to say what’s on my mind
it’s okay to be quiet

[Chorus]
This is where I can breathe
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t have to be brave
It’s calm here
I can end and begin again

[Verse 2]
The soil breathes beneath my feet
tells me—stay you’re enough
even the sun dips down gently
I’ve learned that quiet is tough love
I’m just a small petal falling 
but even the small matter here
I let myself slow down
(and it feels good)

[Chorus]
This is where I can breathe
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t have to be brave
It’s calm here
I can end and begin again

[Bridge]
I could say something
but I don’t
the silence is already speaking for me

[Final Chorus]
This is where I come back to myself
where I let things go
the wind takes some of it with it
and I don’t need to pretend
I lose myself to find again
and there’s no need to confess
and here in the silence 
I finally feel at home

Sunflowers

#ballad #sad #emotional #folk #folkpop 
I wrote this thinking of the creative minds that want to be heard. And to anyone who wants to be remembered after they are gone. But also a warning to all about those with their hands out hoping to ‘Help’ you only to discover they want your money, not your talent…
I hope you like it. 

Lyrics:
Write your heart to me
In a song
In a poem 
before it stops beating
And you fade away
Speak your peace 
Out loud to the world
In the wind
In the rain

leave your precious mark, 
Your scent, your footprint, 
Before you fade away
Away away (away)

before 
you fade…
Away. away. away.


Carve your mighty name (before you fade away…)
On a tree
On a rock
before 
you fade…
Away. away. away.
Speak your inner peace
Out loud (to the world)
In the wind
In the rain
To those who can care to hear
Before you (you) disappear 
before our time
Whenever that is to be
leave your magic mark, 
Your unique scent, your heavy footprint, 
Before you fade away
Away away (away)

Ignore those who claim they know
What you should say
Try to have you sign your essence away
before 
you fade…
Away. away. away.

Indelible ink
Contract Written in blood
Sell your soul (bleed out) 
Bleed out (sell your soul)
For pennies from heaven 
A positive review (they’re gonna love you)
From one who doesn’t even know you
But says they do (Kiss them firmly)
Praise you up and down with their chubby hand out (Take a little nip)
then tries to sell you (Giggle in delight)
a keg of expensive lies (Send them on their way)
They’ve devised to (Without a reply)
Turn you into a sad broke joke (Bye bye bye)

Write your heart 
In a song
In a poem 
before it stops beating
And you fade away
Say your peace
Out loud
In the wind
In the rain
To those who can hear
Before you (we all) disappear 
before our time
Whenever that is to be
leave your mark, 
Your scent, your footprint, 
Before you fade away
Away away (away)

write your heart

#electronica #electro #dreamy #sad #emotional #electro #vintage #indie

Porcelaine birds

One Step From The Edge

The bass line in this drew blood! Schweeeeet. This is always a good sign as generally you are wearing your finger a slightly different way. I think that's true here for my bass playing. I'm not a well versed bass player but getting there finally with it 🧬🎶

Tempo of 161 BPM borrowed from Sit Down Stand Up by Radiohead which is track 2 off the album Hail to the Thief


"Go home, look in the mirror and give yourself a kiss" Damien Dempsey (Popular Irish folk artist)

I saw Damien perform live in Dublin a while back and he said that on stage. I've thought about it a lot since. We have ourselves and can't change that so we really need to start loving that reflection no matter what stares back at us. That's what the universe gave us so it's always .. Perfect

You Reflect Perfect

Music mainstream
The world mind web of subliminal dream
Quiet control
Mind melding meme
To be tuned or to be not
Pure positive shock this scene

Feed the feather fuel
Merge winds with mystic
Perfect pedestals unrealistic
The look
Make up perfection
We give the masses blind reflections
Mirror muted free with a lack of love for "me"

Your reflection
Always perfection
Your reflection
Always perfection

Escape is easy
No dopamine drought
No pain finds feeling
Each day scrolled out
Device extensions
Limbs of tech
Robot wars for eye contact
Moderation manifest flora
Tune in cause soon direct access box of pandora
Ads direct to your brain
They already conduct most of your 'sane'
Rear projected square light
Chip in your head
We'd want to know the keys before decisions lost instead

Mighty, your reflection
Always perfection

Take all belief and direct it to you
Too hold some for your Earthling crew
Let's not deal in absolutions
Unity
Union
Yearns for trueness
Absolute stops the hunt for new honest
Fluid is found
Unknown next stage of forest

Coded base pairs
Twist on the double
Force field flushed darkness
Tackle some trouble

Your reflection
Always perfection
Your reflection
Always perfection

Who are you all?
Who are you all?
Who are you all?
Who are you all?
Who are you all?
Who are you all?

Rear projected square light,
Decisions almost gone,
Fear make you forget your fright.
Fear protected inside,
Chip in your head (hand),
Your Merovingian right!
The matrix to fight...

🪞You Reflect Perfect 🪞

🎧 Kitka – You Say (Intimate Acoustic Version 432 Hz)

A raw and intimate performance of one of the most powerful worship songs ever written.
Just grand piano, emotional violins, and my voice – stripped down to pure honesty.

This song reminds me that I am loved even when I feel lost.
Maybe it will speak the same truth into your heart. 🌿✨

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🎙️ Vocals & Arrangement: Kitka
📍 Recorded between Germany & Thailand
📝 Non-commercial cover under fair use. All original rights belong to Lauren Daigle and her label.

Kitka – You Say (Intimate Acoustic Version 432 Hz)

Never Saw It Coming is an emotional pop/R&B song about unexpected heartbreak. The lyrics capture the shock of love ending suddenly, leaving only confusion and pain. With powerful and heartfelt vocals, the song blends vulnerability and intensity, portraying the struggle of facing loss that arrived without warning, shattering trust and hope.

Never Saw it coming

Ich trage Flügel in Gedanken

A Southern Gothic darkwave ritual. For listeners who walk with Chelsea Wolfe, Dead Can Dance, Wolves in the Throne Room, Nick Cave, Have a Nice Life.

Binding of Ghosts

I talked to the night

Gravity

Tr4p Floor (Shawn Patrick Joseph Deschamps), a visionary artist born and raised in the close-knit community of Penetanguishene, Ontario, Canada, has transformed his passion for music into a dynamic platform for change and empowerment.

Inspired by iconic shows like MTV and Rap City at an early age, Tr4p Floor discovered his love for melody and storytelling, which has since evolved into an influential voice challenging corruption and injustice on a global scale. Through compelling rhythms and deeply evocative lyrics, his music connects with listeners across the globe, leaving a lasting impression.

A bold and fearless artist, Tr4p Floor invites his listeners to embrace their passions and stand up for their beliefs, demonstrating that music is not only a form of expression but a powerful catalyst for transformative action.