Name: fireside thaumaturgy by tracey brakes in music of all time
Duration: 4 min 23 s
Description: it's never too late to start from square one!

this track feels like finishing your favorite video game as a child. so nostalgic, hopeful, and heavy hearted at the same time. being entirely cognisant of time passing- no "blink of an eye" shit. embracing it rather than ignoring & silently hoping it isnt the case. closing a chapter you have deep fondess for with gentle loving intention. the reprises, specifically treehome, make it all the more touching.

This section reminds me so much of Moonbeam by Passion Pit it's insane.

music of all time

as part of Camp Frailty's Winter Solstice music event

- Hymn 536: Open your ears, O faithful people
- Oro solido bumps heads with Cherish after their remarkable resurgence
- Loansharks (Primadonna edit) [underscores’ True Colors Are Revealed!]
- A crash course in music business: Finding Success In An Everchanging Industry
- I’m Not Sure You Understand What I Mean
- Scandal!!! (Celebrity and Parasociality: A Comprehensive Analysis)
- Bktherula walks into a Phase Cancellation Machine, nearly emerges unscathed
- Jane Remover and underscores Reach A Mutual Understanding Regarding Completely Coincidental Salton Sea Symbolism
- Hymn 711: Seek ye first the kingdom of God
- S*nny (originally by Boney M)

Winter Solstice Hymn Sing, led by underscores

you're it

divinorum spin

rise up! o mother of all pains

lyrics:

~ verse 1 ~
pressure building spitting steam from the vents
you caught me in the middle of a fix of the lens
the portrait on the wall will show you what you protect
ironically you are the very lord you resent
tell me again about your mountain of men
i heard a little rumor you belittle your friends
i heard that every soul can lose a chance to repent
admonish me again and ill make war for the spent

~ chorus ~
my head is spinning
im moving sideways 
no chance of winning
its just like always 
the sky is all grey 
torment of all days
cant eat cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

my heart is lost now
so much for trying
given up hope now
reign on you tyrant
rusted my lifeline
no use in crying 
cant bleed cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

~ verse 2 ~
Rise up! 
O mother of all pains 
to the altar of my verses!
no god 
or hell can make up 
the pitiful misery you wrought thee 

[chorus]

~ verse 3 ~

pressure spent look at the mess you created
when all is said and done theyll only groan at your name 
no pride behind a legend full of nothing but shame
100 years of silence broken only in vain 

[chorus x2]

wand of tens

cover art by my older sibling, @squid_express on tiktok, instagram, and twitter

lyrics:

throw down the keys on the table
playing it down's getting played out
put on a new shirt when i'm able 
with a year's old stain, still looks the same

human condition loops endlessly; it sticks to my skin
is that all you got
patterns in my arms
you're totally full of it

i'll grow a new lung when i'm able 
an endless refrain: back to square one
if i'm nothing but lazy and stable 
why does my old pain still ache the same

stare out the window
losing my purpose, i stand there for hours 
show me what you got
circles 'round my eyes
yeah i must be full of it 

my headache's eating all my words again
you got a problem it must be my fault
sorry for being vain, you need your space
there's ringing in my ears and screeches in the dark
she lets her cassette record everything
so she can record her mistakes and play her part 
but all she hears is every mess she's made
and again she marks the progress on her arm

my feet are swollen and my arms are sore 
stare at the razor i left sitting on the floor
i bite my tongue and fight the art again
whatever i wanted just wasn't in the cards
she watches all her work coagulate 
the hollow noises eating at her start to fade
rewinds her cassette and restarts the tape
the cycle looping over and over again

her hollowed heart promises to refill again

the cycle looping over and over again

behave, hollow automaton

metro pop !! dedicated 2 a girl .. (⁠^⁠_⁠^⁠メ⁠)

i caught your glances when i looked @ ur face
you're always gorgeous it's not up 4 debate
and when you look my way u send me 2 space
i'm not supposed 2 think abt our future mistakes

i'm not supposed 2 think abt uu tht way
but when you glitter like a glass of champagne
uu drive me crazy i keep calling ur name
i tried not thinking ov u but i did th same..

but i did the same ~

~ the way u move it makes me step outta line
luv me n u hurt me baby 1 at a time !! 🕜
~ ur complicated n it's playing my mind..
lock me up 🔐 n jail me if ur 🤍 is a crime ..

~ the way u move bby u glitter n shine
luvvv me and u hurt 🔪 me bby 1 at a timee
~ ur complicated 🎲 n it's playing my mind..
if u want me come and get me give me a sign ! 💌

bby don't hit up my flip phone if u will not b mine
iv been way up in the cloudz grrll heart intertwined
n i got 7000 problems but ur not 1 of miine
n i got 7 deadly sins if i said less id be lying..

don't look @ me like that! it weakens my heart
ur eyes, they turn n glitter and it takes me apart
u think im pretty? then put me in ur 🛒
inside i'm pretty ugly, i might not be wat u wntt

bby i luv th way u
glitter glitter glitter glitter
bby i luv th way u
glitter glitter glitter glitter
bby i luv th way u
glitter glitter glitter glitter
glitter n shine..
if u want me come and get me
bby be mine ! 💗

glitter ✩‧₊˚

Fragment D

it's never too late to start from square one!

a fish named justice

fireside thaumaturgy

lyrics:

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

spare parts no body of mine
cut open my chest
let my ribs be the wings that take you home
i want this cage to always keep you close
live off the light in your eyes
dig into my bones
let my sternum be the mast that guides you home
my breathing lungs will always keep you warm

log into my brain and change the password on my eyes
i overdid it, reality is down for the count
talking to my friends inside my head all night
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta—
(number 5 alive)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

orphan source

lyrics:

willow trees spill your solvent dissolve the levee
needles stem from the vivisection of memory
holding onto a promise i wish was empty
how's your frame holding up cuz my bones are heavy
shattered glass mimic synapses with envy
hide your eyes from the world until you're ready
steal the light from the moon while she scruples wearily
expunge all thoughts
until you mirror your walls, you're alone again already

give me a chance to redeem myself and we'll start again
free your hooves from the dirt which our bond was buried in
i've got no excuse
i— there's something in the water
you're guarded like your father, ignore your angel daughter
your heart is aching from feeling your bedside empty
so let your horn pierce the sky make clear your caring
i've got no excuse
i—her eyes feel like no other
your muzzle burrows further
in hopes of aching no more

her insides meet gods

7" tri-single vinyl out on Heaven's Lathe in May. Mixed and master by Katie Dey. Vinyl art by marie a / @808gum

Lyrics
I want things to be beautiful
I forgot things could be beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope

I want things to be beautiful
I forgot that things were beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope
I'm giving up hope
 
That maybe it could change 
That maybe there are options
It could take a different shape
It might not survive the change

But it could survive the change
Will we survive to stay the same?
1000th prison in my eyes
I've seen these lonely deaths be died
I'm no stranger to the sight 

It doesn't even move me.
I'm the type to keep it pushing 
I wouldn't be here if I wasn't 
I'll walk to work past wasted bodies
I hardly even mind

Change is in my hand 
Money changes in my hand 
..'s in my hand 
Money, change is in my hand 
I want things to be beautiful

I Want Things to Be Beautiful

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am listneing~

will probably post music and other audio creations here one day

fireside thaumaturgy

tracey brakes

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