I wrote “Amazing” 6 months before the feared moment. 
During that period I played the song at some concerts, but due to her health she’d never heard it. That day, 1st of May 2018, I would play “Amazing” at her hospital bedside around 4PM with my guitar player. Sadly, the universe had other plans for her around that time. Four days later, I rushed into the homestudio of my dear friend Denzil. Joppe played a one or two-take guitar and banjo version, I sung in zombie-mode and we quickly tried to manage an ‘okay’ version. I wanted it to become the soundtrack of her memorial service. We used the phrase ‘amazing how you turn my pain into a smile’ as the title of the mourning card.

Amazing

May 1, 2019
It has been a year of contradictions.
I am torn but also grateful for so much love.
I find her in everything but I can never feel her again.
I finally decide to publicly share my/her songs.
For now, every now and then I’ll drop some songs on this page. Maybe later I’ll arrange the songs more, maybe I’ll make an album. That I don’t know yet.

Amazing

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