Midwest Pen Pals - A Kick Ass Life

This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment has sucked me in a web of self pity and decay
I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away


I'll never leave

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try (yeah I try) and I'll try ( yeah sure,"try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame
At least I tell myself that anyways

I'm hard on myself and I can't seem to stray from the idea that I'm worthless and have nothing else to give
I haven't slept a wink in what feels like days but I know I've only been awake since noon today
And it's 4 PM

God damn it

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try ’yeah I try’ and I'll try ( yeah sure, "try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame



Since you left I haven't felt the same. The reason that I live, 3000 miles away
It's just hard to sit around all day and not be reminded of all the things you'd say
To make me laugh, to make my fears go away
A condition that's position eats me everyday
I just wish there could be another way for you to come home, back to me, back to the old days

These days that I just lay awake have taught me what you really mean
I should be more dependent but I find it hard to determine if it's even worth living my own days


Words That Rhyme With Different, Etc.

Marietta - Cinco De Mayo Shit Show

The Obsessives - Nodding Off (Fucked/Fine)

Cloud District new EP, out 6/28 on Bandcamp

You Are The Answer To My Security Question

http://oldgray.bandcamp.com/album/slow-burn *I DO NOT OWN THIS*

slow burn

old gray // everything is in your hands

oh my god elephant

Dan Dan Dan Dan - oh my god elephant

Wait For The Sun

Empty Promises (Remo Drive)

was not on soundcloud so I did the world a favor and uploaded it :)

Camping In Alaska - I Just Want To Kickflip Into The Sunset And Disappear

Inside Jokes EP

My Castle, Your Castle / Midwest Pen Pals

From Dikembe's "Chicago Bowls" 7" out now on Tiny Engines

Order Now: http://tnyn.gs/dikembe

Dikembe - Scottie Spliffen

anthony/tracts - archive of my favorite songs

old gray // everything is in your hands

anthetamine