Haunt Me (Prod.Pieper Beats)

can i tell you a secret?

idk, ill be back in a year or two haha 

in the meantime, heres a ego song about healing and accepting (self)love  and what a bummer it is learning about what actually is healthy and how fucked ur brain really is ,,,, but like in a positive way 
drink some water and thank you to anyone who listens :)


I've been feeling so disconnected 
Found myself right where I left it 
All those thing I said like I meant them 
After all I am the one who said them 

I think I'm at a dead end 
But I'll pretend that I'm not 
make my home inside this dead end 
And just wait it out untill I forget

It felt like eternity 
Manifested that externally 
I took time so personally 
Like the sun only went down for me 

I always said I did and then I don't 
its a question thats unasked whenI won't 
And I'm so fucking tired 
But I am not alone 
I'm so fucking loved 
And I couldn't say for what 

The hardest part is 
Leaving behind 
You're really just memories
 come out sometimes 
I sleep alright 
feel sad when I wake up 
You look so different
Wearing my mind's make up
it's safe to say 
You don't feel great 
But I can't save you 
It breaks me every time I realize that
I can't save you


Never had choice 
Ridden by force 
What would've changed 
If I'd known that before
When everythings different 
I'm still at your door 
But Different is 
I don't knock anymore
I'm sorry to say, I'll be ok 
And I will take distance if that's what it takes
Ridden by shame till I found what had rot 
Cut of the roots and put it back in the pot

Loved

Futha

Album instrumental mélant Rock celtique et musique néo-classique

Larmes Invisibles

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im back bitches, vroom vroom in my new depression. 

There will be more like this to come, so stick around if you like it :) 

//Lyrics:

You probably know 
It's not that easy
When every one around is 
Bright colours and Happiness.
 
Now this is not excuse,
It's a hand me down 
For every one who's also like this.

Sometimes I get sad 
About everyone 
I never stayed in touch with.

But Its silly being sad 
If you're the one 
Who never stayed in touch with 
Everyone you miss now.

It's hard to explain 
When you can't trust yourself to be honest.
So I kept myself away 
From all you kindness,

So that it won't go to waste
Cos I know I can't change.
I have always been like this.


I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?


I promise you it's not that easy
Living within this  porcelain head

Cos everything in here smashes so easily,
And by picking up the pieces you'll be left with scars.

It's hard to be 
When your own words chocke you out,
And the silence in your skin lets you down. 

Don't you waste your wide eyed heart upon this clown
Who's mastered the art living upside down.

I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?

//

thanks for listening, i really appreciate you all~

can i tell you a secret?

trankilo