@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

whts that u said?
@176s

girl
u need somebody
someone that cares for you
i'm not somebody
i never really wanted to
i'm overseas
it never rlly gets to me
that ur alone
and im like

whats that u said
u got someone in my bed
smtn bout u seems so off
is it all up in my head
like grl it's already set to me
that ur the best for me 
i'd rather spend time on my own 
so just rest on me.

for you,
i'd do like anything
i'd buy you diamond rings
know you wont say a thing
i know i'm next up
no need to brag to all your friends
they'll get the msg in the end
ohh, is that so?
no one has 2 know
know.....>. 
like shhh

wht u said (sense)

Ecco2k & Bladee - Amygdala

awooooo light music club!!! awooooo!!!!!!!!!

@mental
@bugbu6
@beatsbykrave

[blx]
If I needed your help,
Would you come on my side?
I need your decision baby this is not a do or die
You ask me if I feel okay and honestly I feel alright
I walk past you out the door cus bby i don’t wanna fight

I don’t wanna fight with you right now 
I’m walking home
Had something to tell you on the tip of my tongue but it’s out my dome
If I were you and you were me you’d probably be alone
Maison Margiela's my toes 
I’m not a friend I’m a foe

[mental]
i feel like im trying way too hard
not to let you take away my heart
giving up feels like a dangerous part
to play it might make me break apart

it might make me fall down
i was floating like i wasnt even on ground
bad thoughts really need someone to break my walls down
mad lots i been getting pissed at all the small sounds
need ur love if i wanna calm down

foe ft. mental (lovbug x krave)

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

blxty [@blxty]
secre [ @bluudd]

yeah
got a couple bands up in my pocket
bet u already knew cus u pocket watchin
how u at 10k and ur songs be floppin
i unload the k now ur body floppin

baby i'm in love with bands
baby g-star on my pants
baby would u take a chance
yeah
baby sorry in advance
i showed her all my brands 
now she takin off my pants

yeah yeah yeah yeah

if u fw me jus say yeah yeah yeah
im in luv w g's at the bank like ha ha ha
u think im a joke im like ha ha ha
she blowin me kisses my shawty bad bad bad
im wearin this shit u never had had had

blxty - i <3 bands (secre)

habits (mental)

window (mental)

notice (mental)

@cdgrl

[lyrics]
let me inside, angel wings white, you make me cry
back road, no street lights, cover your sight, telling you lies
dark night bleached eyes, make my teeth white, i cant see right
cut ties, blood covered ice, bring me to life, heaven's too bright

guess i can forget if i want to
bless me when i'm dead, i want you
dread, i'm scared, no breath, upset
confess my sins ill rest what haunts you

put me to sleep, down on my knees
roll up my sleeve, make myself bleed
keep myself real, make the time freeze
count while i breathe, keep me safe please

keep me safe please, wanna be real
make this time freeze
keep me safe please
keep me safe please
can we stay real?
can i stay here?
can i stay please?

i see right through it, look at nothing no music
sleep life i'm lucid, watch days go by its fluid

evil structures around me
slipping, black ice, i'm drowning
scary dreamlike surroundings
subaru, lights off, recounting

nosebleed, drowsy, u left without me, cant live without it
cold hands, slow dance, open doors, i'm broken

-

can you believe it?

lucid prod. cdgirl

ghost (mental)

everything by me @mental

new day but same pain
i know some things never change
look @ this place
see the smile on my face
it gets erased
all the things that shouldve stayed
all got replaced
thats why i dont trust when u say those words
thats why i dont love cause my heart just burns
running out of luck yea i might be cursed
nothing ever felt like itd make this worse
but u seemed so sure

thats why i dont feel the damage
thats why every time i look my heart stops
thats why every time we kiss my heart breaks
in the back of my mind im still pissed off
tell me what i did, did i kiss wrong?
i dont wanna sing if its this song
ive never felt one day this off (x2)

and it felt like u were right
i forgot the way to sleep
so i thought bout u all night
and i thought at least u tried
but i figured out u lied
im just resting in the sky

erased

EXETER

EVERY MOMENT SPECIAL

WONDERLAND (feat. Ecco2k)

LOVESTORY (feat. Ecco2k)

aura (odel x elias)

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds

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tessa