prod. swaine
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

seraphim

prod. afterlife 

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)


dear my closest friend I’m writing cause I miss you so much 
Remember when we fell in love? it hurts me so much 
it’s been so long since I’ve last seen you but i long for your touch 
You’re the only one I wanna talk to til the suns up 


it was only one night but we could make it last a lifetime. 
You’re the color of my sky
The song I sing to tell myself that life’s alright. 
We haven’t talked too much
Don’t say I miss you enough 
But I feel the same, always on my brain, without you girl I’d go insane
I asked you if you feel the same
Lied through your teeth and said no on that day
Now I don’t blame you for all of your reasons for wanting to push me away
You’re saying that we can’t go back
As much as we wanna just redo the past
Baby youre right about that 
I just wish that we could forge a new path
Don’t see a reason to lie
Think about you all the time
wish I could take it all back
sorry I suck and I ruined your life

dear my closest friend (prod. afterlife)

The Ones I Have Loved

lyrics ⬇️

time flies by i know
make the life you wanna unfold
one eye looking down the rifle
countless tries they got me going thru a cycle

tbink back when i was young i would go hunting in the woods
grandpa taught me that yhe guns are only used for doing good
why is everybody toting all their guns up in the hood
i really think that i would change the world if i feel that i could

love, peace thats all that we need
everybody hates a single feeling of defeat

i always try my best to tell em how i feel
i dont like to crash the parties
i dont like to pop the pills
gimme paranoia 
used to gimme thrills
made me trapped made me stuck feelin ill
“whats up, poor a cup” no deal
maybe thats the reason i feel how i feel

they said that i gotta learn how to live
i wish that i could get past all the tricks
but i know nobodys an idol
so vital, the fact that you can lie tho

nowdays i think that honesty really got an appeal
theyll take ur heart when u think that they dont steal
yea you really gotta watch out 
cuz theyre gon tell you that you shouldnt ever fear

paranoia hits me in my ears
talking all the time thinking bout the years
i dont wanna think that you were ever even mine
you were with my peers 
it was clear

now i know what really came to my demise
but i dont wanna hear what i should really hear
always try to cover every single little lie
cuz i dont wanan kneel where we used to lay
but when its all uncovered ik how youll rlly feel
ill look up in the sky and hope ur still alive
im feeling really horrible and skippin all my meals
cuz i know im the guy that ruined ur whole life

nobody told me it wpuld be this hard
fell to my knees cuz it was ruined from the start

always felt like i need backup
yea but that aint even really rational 
could blame it all on bad luck
you know this life gets so personal

peace. (cl6udy)

"Toxic" meaning poisonous, harmful, or extremely unpleasant, which can apply to physical substances, relationships, environments, or even people in a metaphorical sense. It can refer to a poisonous chemical, a person or relationship that causes significant harm and unhappiness, or a severely negative environment. The word is often used informally to describe something that is very unpleasant or harmful

TOXIN

Wishing you well; time will tell - im not going down,
If you couldn't tell - I haven't been well, I'm not going down,
Run from the crowd ooh; they hate on myself ; im not going down ,
Cant make a sound ; I'm laying around ; im not going down,

Stress of the Family ; I can barely feel at all;
Don't even know me , or what I would even want..
Might need a break, I can barely breathe at all.
Numb to the feeling of everything that I got (x2)

*check* 

You should probably take yourself, and make amends,
with all the fiends inside your head; and every dream; you never chased;
you left them dead; for open arms; and lonely men,
chasing record stores; adrenaline, cig buts on city benches,

you thought life would be better than this

Going Down

ed gein w/ haki

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
I’ll get you anything if you want it
Say the word and i’ll set fire to the sky yeah
Let me hold your hand
Let me sing you songs

Give u all i am
Hope that i will fair well
Hope you understand
That i will only be real 
I’m glad to be your man and I hope i treat you well girl
I’m glad to have you blowing up my cellphone oh girl

Green eyed shawty
Got a heart emoji
Right there by your contact
Maybe you could call me
Green eyed shawty 
Kissing in the lobby
I dont wanna talk
unless you my shawty yuh

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh

Cheesy lines i hope you don’t mind 
I’m trying real hard to express i’m not dying
Just you need you right here
Your lips against mine
Just wish you were here all the time

green eyed shawty (prod. jewfy)

Lyrics:

When you said forever, you really meant fornever
Never thought you'd dip just because of some bad weather
Yeah rainy days will come but you knew that in December
I said I'll keep you safe, and that I'll be your defender

But you packed your bags, left me up on hold
Every morning desperately been looking at my phone
Waiting for a message, waiting for a tone
Waiting for that text that say "I'm sorry. Coming home." So,

I sat out on the doorstep, I
Been drowning in this torment, by
Reliving all the words sent, line
By line inside my mind I'm, fine

Remember you said always
It echoed through the hallways
But now we come a long ways
You disappeared for always

king theta - old you, new me

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